A TRIBUTE TO ALVIN ANG

A TRIBUTE TO ALVIN ANG

Alvin

Was rather shocked to hear about your news

But that does not deny the fact that you are gone

A feeling of lost is found in everyone's heart

Why do you take that step that can lead you to another world?

Suddenly memories of you being flashed in my mind

One by one, all clearly shown

Sadness of lost soon fills one's heart

You are still remembered in our hearts

Having fun with you may last shortly

Memories left behind will last eternally

Remember that time we had a friendly competition of BBQing in xiaolong's bday chalet?

You brought smiles and laughter on everyone's face

Now that you are gone

I still cant believe this is happening

You are a nice friend

A friend always and always will be

You may have part and move on

But you left beautiful memories in our hearts

Cheers for having you as a friend

The loving memories of yours will never end

Goodbye my friend

Rest In Peace

Alvin Ang

My friend

Fondly remembered by your friend,

Rodney

happy birthday isabel

29th july 07, sunday


went to work today, cabbed with karen to marina square. its been so long we last seen each other. catched up with her with alot of things.

open the shop and totally slacked inside. doing our own stuffs, online, doing homework there, playing online games to get paid. LOL~ very slacked right? lol. went for lunch and shopping with the shop closed for like 1.5 to 2 hours? LMAO.

work till 9pm and we knocked off. while closing shop and walked over to mini toons to buy some stuffs, saw my little niece running. she looks very familiar and then realised was my niece and my cousins there. lol.

went mini toon to shop for my sis's bday present. karen bought her stuffs. we had lotsa fun in mini toons. were like laughing like hell inside mini toons. the staffs there very funny la~ ask us to choose one free gift and i and karen was like laughing all the way~ thinking what the fuck can i do with this stuffy fluffy toy cake.. lol~

then we kinda disiao the staffs there la. very funny. then the cake look so stupid and funny can. hahaha. bused 133 to serangoon and then cabbed home. nice day with karen today. ((:

back home, celebrated isabel's bday. a little bit of suprise. but funny though. LOL~

saturday night with 2d

28th july 07, saturday


stayed at home till night. then went out to central macdonald with baoman, weileong, hanlin, gerald and teeyue. all brought laptop and use wireless there. doing all sort of things. some project, some mixing songs, some doing homework.

talking all sorts of crap there, then talked about family, past childhoods, pets, food, school, everything under the sun. we are so random.

stayed there till around 3am. cabbed home after wards.

working tmr with karen. long time no see. miss her, ((:

EQ Test

went to do some EQ - Emotional Quotient Test on a website.

some may wonder what's EQ is? Emotional intelligence (EI) refers to the ability to perceive, control, and evaluate emotions.so by doing the test, you actually able to tell if you are capable to perceive, control, and evaluate emotions and also handle problems in your life.

here's the link to the quiz: http://psychology.about.com/library/quiz/bl_eq_quiz.htm

this is my result:
Emotional Intelligence Test

How Did You Score?

Your results indicate an above average score on emotional intelligence. What Does Your Score Mean?

People with a better than average score on emotional intelligence tend to be good at interpreting, understanding, and acting upon emotions. They are usually quite good at dealing with social or emotional conflicts, expressing their feelings, and dealing with emotional situations. It's important to remember that no matter how good your score is, there is always room to improve your emotional intelligence. Consider areas where you are not as strong and think of ways that you can learn and grow. Take stock of your strong points and find ways to continue to develop and apply these skills.

rodney went berserk

26th july 07, thursday


i felt so failure today. i'm such a big loser. rodney sim don't even know how to save money, all he knows is just wasting money like running water. he thinks money is easy to earn, not realising these are hard earn money. a spoilt brat. a spoilt guy who doesn't treasure about time.

always late for class, not punctual. missing class, run away from class, not attending lessons. all sorts of his nonsense and craps. i so hate rodney sim can??

repeated another year at school and yet still not learning his lesson? wtf? what an ass...

rodney sim, are you really like this? from what i know, you are not like this the last time? how come have changed into such a pathetic state? missing class, repeated year and so on. is not like what rodney would do.

i hate you rodney sim! you jolly well go school and attend all lessons! stop wasting money, you ass!

am i so useless and stupid? am i really that failure? i felt so stress and life seems so fucked up and totally screwed up by my own! rodney sim, you spoiled your own future you idiot!? i can almost go berserk. felt so lost when i cant find my class and those stares of new classmates looking at me... i feel so outcast. i felt pressurized. i wanna do well this year. but im not doing it?!

life is going to be meaningless and time wasting! RODNEY SIM YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE! A MORON! CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL RODNEY SIM FOR ME? IT WILL BE BETTER IF HE'S DEAD.

argh!

tired...

25th july 07, wednesday


ok, school has started, going for lessons, practicing hard for dance, meeting up with friends, having not sufficient of sleep daily, spending money like running water... everything seems so busy nowadays.

okay, gonna start with my sch. i would say, my class sucks. i totally cant clique with any. is either china people, india people, malays and blah blah. i find myself so pathetic. im such a loner. cant believe i gonna stay like this for 6 months??? i gonna go mad.

dance has been tiring.

i cant get enough sleep daily. always feels so tired when i wake up and go to school...

i didnt seems to have enough money for everything... )):

i felt so tired. so wtf feeling. i really feel like quitting already. i've been encouraging myself daily, not to give up, go on. jus for while and it should be fine. but it seems very tiring and ...... nothing to say...

launching of TWOD-SINCE03

23rd july 07, monday


Finally!! the long anticipated 2D blog is finally up! this is really serves as an alternative source of entertaining online and another form of news update; updating every 2D members of any upcoming and incoming 2D events, prata sessions, sharing of things, gossiping and etc etc.

spent the whole night last night doing it, and had it improved on the skins and so far and so on after my school today. school was boring on the first day.

after much editing and improving on the blogskins and wallpaper, i think it turns out nicer than original. ((:

to get to 2D link, press here > 2D

later going to practice dance with wei leong. it seems the crew have an change in attitude and became so enthu about it, which is very good! hanlin also started to plan out the next dancing meeting which is tmr evening and sent it out to everyone this morning, everyone's so looking forward. lets work hard, 2d crew! ((:

hanlin, do u go missing?

21st july 07, saturday


so went prata. was alittle late. bus-ed down. once i reached, there were only me, baoman and teeyue. so called up weileong. he and his brother came. and called up hanlin too. but was told by his sister that he is not at home, so assumed that he is on his way to prata. waited till very late, he's still not reach yet. we are all feeling quite worried for him as his sister said he is nt at home and she aint sure if he came back earlier just now, which we suppose so. coz we met up and left home at around 8pm plus and prata at 1030pm.

and by right he should have come home already. we are all very worried and keep calling, but his home which his sister replied he is not at home. and his handphone is unreachable.

HANLIN, CAN YOU PLEASE REPLY US AND GIVE US A CALL OR A MSG?

gerald assumed that he should be sleeping soundly, and let's hope is true...


UPDATES:

22th july 07, sunday

called hanlin's home and he's at home sleeping. thank goodness. (:

updates...

20th july 07, friday


went out with wendy today at early evening. cabbed to marina square to get my pay first. then bus-ed to bugis. walked around bugis went around shopping. i bought a white polo tee and a black bermuda. after shopping in bugis village, walked over to parco to continue our shopping.

after bugis, cabbed to clarke quay to slack around and mostly importantly, enjoy ourselves. went to some clubs like indonchine - forbidden city and asylum etc. drank sex on the beach and zombie. was so damn funny la. wendy's face was totally hot red. i just cant stop laughing at her. haha~





after our drinking, walked around looking for the damn atm. but cant manage to find any. so slacked around at the riverside. met weileong, hanlin and colin there. they cycled from serangoon to clarke quay to meet us. we sat down and chat for a while. time really passed fast with friends. realised we have chat for 2hrs plus. so decided to go esplanade.





hanlin long bang wendy and wei leong long bang me. cycled to esplanade. slack there, took photos and ate at makansutra. afterwards, cabbed home. reached home around 330am like that. :)


21st july 07, saturday


woke up at around 10plus. sms-ed hanlin and yi xian and asked them to come peicai to practice our dance for teachers' day. was aright. me, weileong and hanlin really had fun big time in the room. playing with high risk stunts. LOL~ and the 1st attempt of backflipped done by hanlin was indeed damn super funny~ LOL~

weileong busy with alumni stuffs and yixian busy dating. haha. so i and hanlin was like playing inside, and also thinking of our choreograph. was hungry so went to nearby coffeeshop to have lunch.

so after practiced until 6pm, waited for justin and weileong to finish their alumni stuffs and went central s11 for dinner. was singing in s11. having prata at 1030pm later on. shall continue to blog on that later. :)



scandal picture taken of weileong: hongster never dies! LOL~

6DESIRE9 @ FORT CANNING

6DESIRE9 @ FORT CANNING

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tuesday working cum shopping

17th july 07, tuesday


woke up super early today. last night very tired, so slept early. went to work today and first time taking bus to work. took 70 all the way to suntec and walked to marina square. is it something worth celebrating? rodney sim bused to work today! woohoo~ haha.

then work was boring~ closed shop and went shopping within marina square. bought a journal notebook from TIMES bookstore which costs me like $13.15 for a notebook? (o.o) and i also bought a bagpack from Eight Percent which costs me only $33.90.

very happy that i bought the bag, coz i've been longing for a new bag for a long time. so happy. thats all for today. :)

monday blues

16th july 07, monday


woke up very early today. it seems that my body clock have changed once again. sleep early, wake up early. so went online, and was playing audition. after audition, a window pop out saying, "HELLOOO!"

i cant reply. coz of my stupid mouse bug. so restarted com and and sign in msn again. "OHAYOU!" i replied. well, was talking to hanlin. so long bo talk liao. so he was bored in his class, so crapping everything with me. guessed he's overly exhausted from the past projects of chionging, some of his convo seems weird. HAHAHA~ so we basically just crapped everything under the sun, from friends to audition? and so far and so on.

after msn, what did i do next? i kinda forget. did i go back audition? nvm, i really forgot. stayed at home the whole day today. actually thought of like going j8 with gerald. but in the end, nope.

played PT with yixian and ah keat. then evening played audition with ah keat. super funny la. then afterwards, after playing i was tired, and i mean real tired. i dunno y, as i dint even do anything today, i mean like going out or what. so i slept pretty early today at around 11-1130pm?

yupps, received an sms from *someone*. and is like no point msg-ing me now la. i kinda think what do you wan from me this time round? how come all of a sudden come contact me? dint even reply, and i went to sleep.

-im being cruel and the bad guy this time round-

whosgoing.sg mos pass

15th july 07, sunday


was at home today. didnt went out. i woke up, and my sis showed me something. i was like o.o, wtf? truly wtf? "bitch" came out from my mouth. thats the first word of the day.

if things are happening now? y lied to me earlier? giving me such a lame excuses and claiming it as your reason? what do you take me for? you are currently categorised under my -BITCH- list. you are free to say whatever you wan, whether am i selfish or whatever, i dun give a damn about it. you have nothing to do with me anymore. im not associated to you in any way too.

im posting this because im annoyed and irritated by what you did.

nvm, changed topic.

well, today received my very own whosgoing 1st anniversary free MOS entry pass. heard there's gonna free flow of housepours that night. nt sure if its true. so excited. ^^

outing with chibaobao

14th july 07, saturday


today stayed at home online all the way till late afternoon around 4-5pm. then sms-ed baoman if she woke up already. going out with her to town today. our dress code today was going formal. met up at serangoon control station. then trained there.





walked around wisma to far east. there's totally nothing for us to buy. trying very hard to find something to buy. LOL~

then timing was like dun leave then gonna late for 2d prata session soon. so we left and queued for cab. teeyue joined us in the queue in far east. then 3 of us cabbed over to serangoon. the people are so late la.. we might as well shop longer. =.=

today 2d prata session consisted of rodney, baoman, teeyue, alwyn, joyce, weileong, ah keat and colin.

i and joyce were like playing. she's our paris hilton. and she drank and she's kinda high. lol. since she's paris hilton, im the paparazzi. lol, so got some shots taken.

harry potter

13th july 07, friday


stayed at home for the whole day online until in the evening, went out to amk to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with my sister and cousin. The movie was damn great. i rated 5 out of 5 stars. i just love the Harry Potter series.

was excited and looking forward for the next harry potter show. the new book, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows are going to be out. i will buy it if i have the money. :)

after movie, met up with colin, weileong and his bro, samuel and ningying and gerald in amk. they watching Harry Potter too.

after that, me, my sis and my cousin cabbed home. nice day today.

13th july 07, friday


just finished watching 1 Litres of Tears. Its really a great japanese drama, really inspires me alot on looking and taking things in a most positive way of life.

you guys should try watching it. its nice. :) it makes me realised once again that lives are precious. so do friends and family relationships. so do treasure them while you still can now. once they are gone, and i mean gone forever, its too late.

taking this opportunity, in these post especially, to thank those people that are around me.


To:
best friends - wendy, hanlin, gerald, weileong, baoman

thank you so much for always being there for me. whenever there's something bothering me or whenever i fall into depression and starts emo-ing and drink like hell, you guys always there to hear me out. im sorry to take up much of your precious time, i appreciate lots.

especially to wendy, hanlin and baoman, thanks a million. in my life till now, i can say i finally found my true best friends in life. wendy, hanlin, baoman, gerald and weileong. no matter what, best friends forever yea? there may be some misunderstandings and arguments, but we always clear things out and talk. that's what true friends are right?

best buddies, best friends forever. :) smiles. <33

To:
2Ds

you guys are simply great friend in my life. though maybe some of us hasn't really established such a strong relationship and bonds with one another, but do hope one day we will. 2D has always been a great class, company, friends or whatever it is. its been almost 6 years now since sec 1, and we are still together, united as one. im proud to say im a member of 2D too. cheers everyone. :)

To:
church friends, N20

N20 from the start has always been my guidance and my light that leads me out of darkness. i appreciates every help you guys have provided for me and benefited me. though, we aren't so close like before, i still remember the memories that we once created together. all the fun we used to have, it is always in my heart. you guys always go an extra mile in helping one and every single member in our group, whether is it spiritually, emotionally or whatever, you guys always carries a smile on your smile while doing so. u guys are miss. :)

know your friends test

did this know your friends test. kinda fun. try it! =]


Create your own Friend Test here

happy birthday wendy!!!

12th july 07, thursday


a special post for a special someone:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

WENDY SIS! ^^

just wanna say like what i've mentioned in the sms, i really appreciated u all these years. great honor and privillege to get to know u and what's more, being my sister and a friend. do keep our friendship close. friends forever! enjoy~ cheers. =]

Goal 2!

9 july 07, monday



haven slept all night. so slept at 11am today until 530pm. got ready and prepared to go out. cabbed to town to meet justin, teeyue and baoman first. we are watching movie today, GOAL 2.



well, we promised baoman to watch it. the movie was alright. i would have rated it 2.5 out of 5 stars. just okay for me only.

well, waited for hanlin today. we are friends enough to wait for the big boss and was late for the movie for 30mins. thanks ah! hahaaha~ nah, u noe im just jk. lol~

had dinner at yoshinoya. then trained home. simple outing today comprising of RODNEY, HANLIN, TEEYUE, BAOMAN and JUSTIN. :)



thats baoman in train. =.=

and guesses wad, i reached home and my sis passed me a form. its for the this year teacher's day concert application form for those who want to perform. so do hope our 2d team are free enough to practice for it? come on people, lets storm peicai with our dance!~

celebrating wendy's 18th birthday

7th july 07, saturday



great, everything's perfectly planned. first of all, cabbed to town to meet wendy first as she wanted to do some quick shopping. after shopping, trained to little india to meet up with the rest of the 2d people.

there were yixian, baoman, teeyue, gerald, joyce, colin, hanlin, wendy and me. yi xian only came to greet wendy birthday wishes and left. so the rest of us, proceed to barbaablackchic. all ready to enjoy the rest of the night under the dazzling glittering disco ball.

none of us have expected wad has happen. everyone tot the plan will be a successful and a smooth one, all looking forward towards our clubbing moments in barbaablackchic. once we reached there, it was pitched dark, and was SHUT! we were like (=.=")

luckily, rodney the mighty, have planned a backup plan. proceed to the next clubbing destination along middle road, which is opposite nafa. met chengfeng there. the dance floor is like so deserted. dancefloor, no people dancing. =.="

after much commotion (u noe wad happen, shall not elborate), we decided to go clarke quay. most of us were hungry, and we went to have our dinner at the hookers. had sole fillet.



after dinner, walked everywhere, trying to find a pub or club that we can all enter. we are like some underage group desperately last min hunting for some clubs. tried many, rejected many too. well, not really rejected, just some problems pop out here and there etc. so in generally, WE CANT CLUB OR DRINK PROPERLY THAT NIGHT!

went forbidden city, only chengfeng, joyce and me managed to get in because we cross the age limit, while the others are still considered underage. so we walked around inside and looking around.

in the end, went asylum. ordered jug of vodka. in the end CANT. coz not all are legal age. so left. see, how pathetic is our day today?!

so wad's we doing next? the best and the most budget way ever, sitting next to the riverside, doing wadeva u wan.



sounds simple and pathetic enough. took many pictures and also chat there. had some simple fun there. :)





chengfeng and hanlin playing with the camera, making faces. lol~





some group photos



the girls



FHM updated





birthday girl with the boys~



alright this when i and hanlin was bored enough, and we are trying to capture as if we gonna jump into the river. so NG(s) where taken many times. lol~

this is when we are preparing to jump.


-captured-, hanlin not jumping high enough, but nice try. AGAIN!



OPPS! did i just posed the Rise of the Silver Surfer??! LOL~ very funny though~ NG!



after many many tries, and yes, finally we got one. LOL! nice one! ^^


taking pictures with my mei, wendy oh. =)





gerald acting cute again! whahaha...



thats me and gerald, in toilet



after everything, went liang court to slack. then bought drinks to drink there. so thats when we can drink properly... =.=

after muching drinking and slacking, went home. flagged cab and chiong home. had a race la.

cab 1 - wendy and rodney
cab 2 - hanlin, gerald, baoman and joyce

my cab's like going at a 120km/hr man. thats like FREAKING FAST?!



reached home at 5am. sad thing for the day is wendy lost her phone. yea, her 3 weeks old N76!!!! how pain is that?! just prayed hard that she got back it safely. :)

fun filled friday night

6th july 07, friday


met up with baoman at night in marina square. went to collect my pay from destini world. walked around and after wards, cabbed to serangoon to have prata with the 2ds. attendance was nt bad. there were me, baoman, weileong, colin, alwyn, chengfeng, hanlin, teeyue and joyce.

after prata, went Q bistro with me, hanlin, teeyue and baoman. went to have a few game of pool. drinking peach frost with vodka and also had chicken popcorn.

made fun of baoman. really praised her for her bravery and guts la, to do this in public. baoman is always our full time entertainer. hahaha! here are the pictures and videos~













after all this stunts that she performed, we promised to watch goal 2 with her. hahaha! thats all for the day~ nites. :)

fcuking hilarious videos!

5th july 07, thursday


came across this video in the web, was fcuking hilarious! was literally laughing damn out loud when i saw this vid. some people just looks so funny! hahaha. im being bad at laughing at them. LOL~ XD

here's the video~



and this!!! this is so hilarious X2!!!

friendship re-affirmed

4th july 07, wednesday


woke up late day, was playing PT. soon, it was 630pm. gerald called me to confirm the dinner @ kovan with the 5 of us, weileong, hanlin, gerald, baoman and myself. was very lazy to move around etc. so got bathed and everything, left home at 8pm. was supposed to meet up at 7pm though. lol~

cabbed down and waited for weileong. went to the open space hawker to have dinner. was talking and crapping, baoman was there entertaining us with her cold jokes. then it was 9pm. all rushing back to kovan heartland mall to buy sushi, coz everyone noes sushi going at half price, 50%, after 9pm.

after sushi, wanted to leave for arcade. weileong went back without any hesitation, saying he was in a rush. we felt something was not wrong. so baoman called him up.

went arcade for a while, while we confirmed with weileong if he wanted to meet us out and talked things out. coz 5 of us, something has happened in our friendship, some misunderstandings. so would like to take today, not wasting anymore time or dragging to other time, having a confrontation heart to heart talk.

cabbed to his house downstairs. had a really heart to heart talk with the 5 of us. clearing up the mess that was some time ago till now. after everything, i felt it was ok. so hope after today, things will start to improve and weileong, no more emo le ar. friends are still friends. better to have a friend than to have an enemy, we have been friends for sometime already, so lets treasure it.

after talking, all went home. walked hanlin, gerald and baoman to my house bus stop. tmr will be a better day. =)

good day everyone~