rodney went berserk

26th july 07, thursday


i felt so failure today. i'm such a big loser. rodney sim don't even know how to save money, all he knows is just wasting money like running water. he thinks money is easy to earn, not realising these are hard earn money. a spoilt brat. a spoilt guy who doesn't treasure about time.

always late for class, not punctual. missing class, run away from class, not attending lessons. all sorts of his nonsense and craps. i so hate rodney sim can??

repeated another year at school and yet still not learning his lesson? wtf? what an ass...

rodney sim, are you really like this? from what i know, you are not like this the last time? how come have changed into such a pathetic state? missing class, repeated year and so on. is not like what rodney would do.

i hate you rodney sim! you jolly well go school and attend all lessons! stop wasting money, you ass!

am i so useless and stupid? am i really that failure? i felt so stress and life seems so fucked up and totally screwed up by my own! rodney sim, you spoiled your own future you idiot!? i can almost go berserk. felt so lost when i cant find my class and those stares of new classmates looking at me... i feel so outcast. i felt pressurized. i wanna do well this year. but im not doing it?!

life is going to be meaningless and time wasting! RODNEY SIM YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE! A MORON! CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL RODNEY SIM FOR ME? IT WILL BE BETTER IF HE'S DEAD.

argh!