happy lonesome birthday to myself

25th feb 08, monday

commotion happened within me few days ago.




happy birthday to me....

school or quit?

19th feb 08, tuesday


its been long that i updated my blog. my heart feeling so troubled and fustration these few days. question have been popping in my mind, "should i continue with school or just quit?"

hasn't been going to school. my heart isn't entrusted into the school at all. i start to ask myself, why am i here in the first place?

feeling such a failure and useless. feeling so insignificant to the society. just hoping there would be an accident happen to me and just happen i would just die from it and all problems will be solved. no worries, no problems.

sometimes i feel i need someone to talk to, but there's no one seems to me i can turn to. kill me someone...

Chinese New Year Period

6th feb 08, wednesday


today's the chinese new year eve, and the same routine, having reunion dinner. i like reunion dinner, not that to see my other family members, but the food! usually during reunion dinner, mum will always cook a big feast, and every favourite food is always on the table. that's the reason why i like reunion dinner.

after dinner, as per every chinese new year "tradition", we gambled. okay, my ladyluck wasn't on my side today. lost everything. -.-

till 1am plus, cabbed down to serangoon gardens to meet guisheng, gabriel, kelvin and shenglong for lan session. played dota till morning 7am. bused home and managed to catch some sleep.


7th feb 08, thursday


although is a little late,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ^^

woke up and got changed. relatives came and off for visiting too. chinese new year is getting more and more boring. what's interesting is also my nephew, ethan, and niece, evy, came. so fun playing with them. i just love them big time.

8th feb 08, friday

chinese new year day 2, gone visiting to grandma's house. yearly routine. nothing special though. cabbed to park lane to meet gabriel, guisheng and kelvin again for lan session at around 11pm. dota till 2-3am plus and bused home. working tmr. -tired-

9th feb 08, saturday

woke up early today and cabbed to town. reached very early and waited for like 20mins for the door to be open. was exhausted today but fun. working tmr too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ^^

busy preparing for chinese new year period

2nd feb 08, saturday


working in Art Frenzy today. absolute boring. patricia and i was like capturing houseflies and torturing it alive. okay, we are sick, but that's good to kill time with anyway. nothing much to blog about today.


3rd feb 08, sunday


its my first day working in Tough in Wisma. was pretty excited and looking forward though. woke up early and trained there. thank goodness i wasn't late. reached there in time. another new colleague, jian yong, working with me today together with our supervisor, yoshima.

it is fun working today as the first day, we 3 started talking and joking already. sales today was not bad. today my commission can say earn till fat fat. lol. managed to close quite a number of sales today.

working here is so much better than working in Art Frenzy. though tiring and exhausting, but fun. meeting isabel after work and trained home.


4th feb 08, monday


shopping spree with yixian and hanlin today. sorry yixian, sincerely sorry for making you to wait 1 hour. okay, hanlin was even later than i am. lol. so it makes me sound i'm not so bad. haha. shopping in Topman and Flesh Imp. total we 3 spent $302 in Topman.

hence spending so much, of course, i signed up for a Fashion Fast Forward membership card which will entitles a 10% discount for subsequent visits.

yixian bought his white skinny jeans, while i bought my black skinny jeans and a grey crew t-shirt, hanlin bought himself a cardigan and a green crew t-shirt. yixian and i bought a t-shirt each from Flesh Imp.

my theme for this year chinese new year is combination of red and black. hanlin's is grey while yixian's is white.

trained to serangoon and prata. bused home afterwards. (:


5th feb 08, tuesday


outing with n20 today. kinda missing the old memories when we used to go out frequently. total attendees today were me, gabriel, charis, eulynn, li min (which left earlier for her movie), kelvin and gui sheng.

shopping and went Kitchen Mogu Mogu in Far East for dinner. nice food. went cineleisure and booked a 5 PCs room. played dota. it was fun. trained back to ang mo kio. shared cab with eulynn and gabriel. cabbed to Q Bistro to pass those library books back to hanlin and bused home.

today's about dota-ing session. (:

twin bastard's outing

1st feb 08, friday


was bored at home. went out with hanlin. met up in serangoon mrt station first. surprisingly, neither of us were late or were running late, and in fact we were early than the meeting time. surprising right? lol.

trained to dhoby ghaut and walked around. today's all about looking out and window shopping for clothes. next destination after plaza singapura was the cathay. went taiwan shilin for dinner.

supposingly, we are to go to clarke quay next, but our bus actually passed our stop without any of us realising it. so ended up in town. walked around cineleisure, then heeren, wisma and then far east.

saw few familiar faces along the way. after window shopping the whole of town area, we decided to sit down and munch on something. saw this very kawaii cafe in far east called the kitchen mogu mogu. lmao. we are literally making fun of it and laughing out loud. we even asked the staffs on the pronunciation of the name.

so damn funny. bused to serangoon after that. the whole journey was very interesting and fun. we literally like joking around, talking craps. so damn funny. there are like the, "walk and go" joke, "beats me" joke and etc. haha.

cabbed from serangoon central to serangoon gardens to have supper in chomp chomp. ordered food. yummy yummy. nice nice. after supper, went to meet my n20 friends which consists of eulynn, kaka, john, shenglong, kelvin and john's friend. hanlin went back home after supper as he's having dance lesson early tmr. played dota and audition. was fun though.

saw andy and his friends. ton-ed and played lan from around 12plus to 4am plus. reached home at 5am. nice day today.