wednesday 29th march 06 is a boring day.

wednesday, 29th march 06 is a long boring day. time is passing sooo slowly. i was like keep staring at the clock, waiting for it to tick faster. wad a long tired day. dozed off quite a few times in office today. haha.

simply tired. and bored. sianz lo. countdown 7 more working days and im free. 77th street, happying working with u. haha. today was blessed. the sales and marketing executive today gave me a music cd. daniel powter album. haha. thks. wad a blessing. thank God. haha. =D

waiting for more movie passes blessing. haha. =)

looking forward towards friday, saturday and sunday.

Friday - POS, Cell Group: N20
Saturday - Service with N20
Sunday - Cell Grp Outing (Bowling) with N20

spending a long 3 days with N20. love it. haha. N20, i miss u. =P geez.

POS was fun!

today took half day leave coz gt POS. actually feeling a little xcited to POS coz they all say until very nice. went to compass point to have lunch. ron was punctual. 0230pm call me le, saying he reached. then soon after i reached. went to walk walk wif him first in metro. then charis reached le, 3 of us went to World of Sports then Converse then 77th street. waiting for isabel and priscilla. then eulynn came.

had lunch at KFC. then set off to jurong west for POS.

the whole POS was fun although we only at 2hrs plus of training. we got to learn dance steps and was reeli fun although we are very new. half way, i was taken to the 'stunts' grp to train. train as base. reeli gt to go for work out le. if not no strength. haha.

it was real fun throwing and flipping and carrying other ppl. haha. gt to know some frens. POS was reeli great. but i still dunno the dance yet! need help. seekin help from ron and charis.

heeheex. well, let us all jia you bahx! next POS training will be tis friday. =D

monday blues

uhm.. so bored. totally sianz half. yesterday went cut hair. stupid la. they cut away my fringe!!! wa lau.. now fringe so short. super ugly. all my hair they all cut short sia! wa lau.. cut little bit still nvm, but is very short. i look like a school boy right now. no more nice nice le. hais. miss my hair. im sad.

waiting to grow agn. quick quick. saded...

tmr pos. meeting at compass pt. took half day leave le. seeing u guys tmr. hais. im sad.

nothin to update le. sianz.

26th march 06, sunday, escape!

today 26th march 06, sunday. n20 having cell grp outing to ESCAPE theme park! haha. super duper cheap and affordable. each pay only $4 nia. haha. total people gt: charis, me, ron, mr. gui, sophia, rick, caiping, jasmine, priscilla, isabel, eulynn and xiaolong. is jus super fun.

but stupid lo. sianz. alpha 8, inverter, pepsi revolution and rainbow closed and under maintenance. all gt rides all under maintenance lo. haha. have lotsa fun inside. super nice. first sat the dunno wad ride. turn here and there de. the first station. then went over to HAUNTED HOUSE. not scary at all lo. but was cool nia. the giirls keep screaming, dunno they scared for wad lo. haha. i and ron stand right at the back, slowly walking lo. enjoying ourselves looking at every corner. kinda sianz. maybe too many ppl inside le, so is like kinda bored. hais.

then went to take the viking pirates ship. super funny. keep shouting and luffing too. then eat. then carry on agn. then 8 of us took Wet & Wild. only can pair nia. so i and ron, sophia and rick, caiping and jasmine, isabel and priscilla.

i and ron and sophia and rick funny sia. i and ron trying to slow down our boat while rick and sophia trying to paddle the boat fast fast to catch up wif us. haha. in the end we super near. they jus behind us nia. haha. took pics half way. lol.

had lotsa fun. oso kena drenched by all the water there. so wet sia. haha. but fun la.

here's some pics for u too enjoy. hhaha. =)





-rick and his ang mo girl-



-rodney and caiping-



-rick and sophia floating in a deserted boat-



-ron and rodney enjoying Wet & Wild-


enjoy today. =) looking forward the next outing! heeheex.

25th march 06, saturday

25th march 06, saturday. woke up early today. reached in pavilion foyer 3 jus in time for bible study. dint late. so happy. then 45mins of bs. then saw sheng long half way, he jus finished choir practice and gg for lunch. coz jus called mr gui, he said he buying lunch frm the food junction then ta bao to hall 8 there eat. so i n sheng long went to queue first lo.

charis came, then followed by mr gui le. ron came soon after wards. so he joined us in the queue. we were like chatting there and shenglong and mr gui eating their lunch there. haha.

afterall, service was agn great. the sermon was meaningful. "I will be a line-crosser." tis was emphasied alot of times.

today's worship was a long one too. but the prescence of God was there. today there's new frens joined us. pamela - kaka's fren and one more guy which is qiu ping's fren. whaha. forgot his name. anyway, welcome!

had dinner afterwards. rachelle was trying to imitate those malaysian chinese and chinese from mainland china. she's funny. haha. everyone had a great luff.

all ate BK and had our foods ta bao outside hall 4. sat on the floor and eat. then ron went to do business with "japan & america". wish u all the best & success in his business. haha. yea. =P

ltr ron went toilet, rick, mr gui and i went inside to di siao him. jus like wad they di siao me the other time. so embarrassin lo. haha. he kena scared then he ran out. haha. stupid sia. second time, kaka threw a ice inside, hit on his head. haha. tats funny.

ltr took train to peya lebar. which consist of rick, ron, me, mr gui and isabel.

went to collect te escape tix at wendy's house then went to the playground. we all played [blind man].

was fun. next tym play again ok? haha. let the pics do the story telling bah. look how silly we can be. haha.













reelli enjoy the nite. =) escape next day!

im heal!

today went work as usual. jus so sianz. doing the same thing everyday. but one thing i happy abt is tat i get to let out a good luff almost everyday. the colleagues there are so humourous, so funny. everytime luff at them.

there are sure some time to get reeli bored, jus have to entertain myself wif my handfone or mp3 player lo. hais. sianzation.

i reeli want thank God that my sickness is totally fully HEALED! by the grace of the mighty God, i am healed. thank God. last nite, ron requested a prayer to pray for his grandma as she was gg for a hip operation. so we all prayed for her in our own quiet time and i asked how is their grandma now, it was good news. the operation turn out successful! thk God for all your miracles and healings! Thk God! hallelujah. =)

sick. very sick.

tuesday 21 th march 06. went to work as usual. felt v cold. 1st tym feeling tis way. then dint tot of anithin. after work. wearing a jacket, in open space still very cold. dunno y. so instead of taking bus, i walked home. then suddenly feel very sick. gt the fever feeling. took my temperature. FEVER! oh no, then faster eat dinner then go slp until 10+ then wake up. took panadol. then chat online. rick call my house and prayed for me. thks bro! then request prayer for healing. thks guys! feeling beta after rick prayed. then after tat jus some casual talk. then slp liao.

BUT at midnight to very early morning. i felt xtremely cold. couldnt sleep well. turn here and there. still cant get into a proper comfy sleep. sianz. then was very sick. fever, headache, body ache, sore throat. reeli sianz. =(

dint go work today. seen a doctor and took a mc. resting at home and updating tis blog. so uncomfortable lo. sianz. oh God, i trust u that u will heal me, because i have faith in you. i jus noe i will get heal. i thk God in advance. amen. =)

unseen cry wolf at lido

hey ppl, moday 20th march 06, suppose to go watch cry wolf wif xiaolong, ron, gui sheng & charis. as u noe, my company keep blessing me wif free movie complimentary passes to all sorts of movies. so decided to bless my bro & sis in christ as well as new frens like xiaolong. coz when u bless other ppl, u will utimately received blessings too. reeli lookin forward to it. gt work tat day. dint eat for lunch. coz wanna save money buy popcorn and stuffs for movie.

after work, quickly rush there, scared i late. took 73 to amk then changed train to orchard. supposingly to meet at orchard mrt stn. i reach orchard in jus 30mins time. incredible. actually meeting 0645pm de, but reached at 0630pm. so went shopping on my own. ya, window shopping. jus walking ard like so pathetic, go town lonely. haha. went to wisma walk, then to shaw. ron soon sms me say they in cab reaching soon. so i went up to the highest lvl of shaw whr deres lotsa fast foods outlets. jus sitting there waiting for them. then ron n xiaolong reached le, feeling hungry so ate long john. then gui sheng came. then followed by charis. actually rick coming too, but last min cannot. then like tat lo.

pass to ron the movie pass then he n gui sheng went to buy tickets. then shortly they came back. guess wad? the movie is nt for any free passes at the moment. i was like.. wa lau! whr gt like tis de lo. come all the way here then doing nth. at 1st, tot ron & gui sheng was jus play play nia. how i noe is true. haha. we felt so silly. tinking of wad to do.

then xiaolong tell stories. dorm. then we was like listenin to him lo. nth to do. slack down there. i was still doubtful abt the passes. so ron accompanied me to ask agn. the aunty scold me lehx. gimme me attitude. haha. funny sia.

then decided to walk to wisma then shop. went to flesh imp. xiaolong & gui sheng tot of buying. but no size. went to herren to shop. gui sheng & xiaolong shop like no worries like tat. jus take n buy. haha. v kin ku lo. see other ppl buy, ownself cannot buy. nvm, guess ard 10+ moredays then can take pay le. ron, i and charis walked ard, leaving them both in flesh imp shopping. then fast fast walk finish. then meet them at flesh imp agn.

gg sia. hope the promo dun end so fast lei. i wan buy oso. haha. then meet up wif rick, priscilla and my sis at herren. coz rick giving them bs on salvation. then went to meet sis gil at paragon coffee bean. gui sheng and sis gil treat us to coffee. thks. =)

then talk talk talk. then bye bye le. charis & priscilla went home 1st. then i, ron, xiaolong, rick, gui sheng, my sis walked sis gil to mrt stn then bye bye agn. went to tke 105 home. gui sheng dropped first then xiaolong. reached serangoon interchange. left the 4 of us. talked talked talked then ron & rick gt off le. 1 more stop is our stop le. mm. reached home at 12mn i tink.

nvm, next tym then watch movie agn lo. i still have the pass wif me. looking forward to next outing. =)

friday, 17th march 06 & saturday, 18th march 06

friday 17th march 06. cell grp! so happy. able to see n20 agn. haha. ya, im addicted to n20. woke up in the morning. headache. dint go work. plus some more super tired. tink coz yesterday super late sleep. came back from chalet. hais.

slept till 4pm in the afternoon. wow, pig sia. (oink oink) haha. then go online. time very fast pass le. 6 something, quickly bath then go for cell grp. my sis n priscilla coming too. met mr.gui, charis n jj in plantation ave. they jus came back frm sentosa. then walked wif them go for cell grp lo.

sin lee said he is joinin for cell grp too. ron went to fetch him. but ron took super long tym. noe y? coz sin lee too paiseh le. oso duno wad he paiseh. ask him come into the house oso paiseh. aiyo. how can a man bahave lyk tis. aiyo. then sis gillain cor me go out to hlp. i went out trying very hard to persuade him. he oso same. paiseh paiseh paiseh. then soon after charis oso came out to hlp cor him go in. sis gillian dun wan to drag le. jj came out awhile, gui sheng came out awhile. even sister gilian oso came out to persuade him. still same answer. PAISEH. haha. aiyo. then nvm, we all go in. gave up le. aiyo. wasted so much time.

soon, we started playing games first. then carry on. blah blah blah. soon cell grp finish liao. carol prepared refreshments. yum yum! nice. then played basketball then soccer. then go home le. nice friday. heeheex.



tis sat, 18th march 06, went to expo late. late for bible study. oh no. heehee. sister jol say next wk CANNOT late liao. haha. i promise liao. mm, then met charis, cai ping then followed by carol after my bs.

soon, at ard 0345pm we went to queue up. ron was super in front. so he hlp book seats. he actually managed to book 2 rows of seats, but gt this guy see ron one person then like can bully, shouted across to ron saying he already book. then faster ask his cell grp member sit down. ron faster cor us to come quick quick. but still nt enuff ppl lo. he still managed to "steal" the seats away. can see ron not very happy.

nevamind la, but still manage to find another row of seats behind. so quickly put bag to book. haha. sounds very kiasu.

anyway, very glad tat cher siew is coming back! wee wee. my cousin is coming too. beginning to see revival in my family. so thank God! =) service was good. very good.

then after service, gather for awhile, had light refreshment at the back. then ron & mr. gui went to book seats in ma lan la mian. only rick, mr. gui, ron, sheng long, sis gillian eat nia. the rest jus sit down there talk talk. haha. y? coz no money. lol. then the generous mr. gui treated everyone drink. haha. wow.

then after eating, listen to 2 very "SCARY" stories sia. from cher siew and mr. gui. wow, super scary. haha. then play games. have fun. haha.

so, in the end took train home. the rest were in the train le except me & ron. sianz. coz we took lift. haha. sry guys. but have fun all the way home. love n20.

back home, received a letter frm nyp. appeal and dae unsuccessful. went online check rp dae, unsuccessful. super duper sad. no mood le. my heart jus sank down and down and down and down. it was like y isit me. and only me.

i admit, i start doubting God. asking why why and why. is there reeli a God up there to help me? mood was super low. believe me, u dun wan to tok to him at that tym. i may freak out any moment.

then told charis my problem. called her hp. talk for some time. i dun reeli have the mood to talk. i was condemin myself. i hated myself very much. doubting God at the same tym. i was jus feeling super lost and down. i didnt noe wad to do.

after talkin half way, i broke down totally. i could nt control myself. i hung up charis fone. she called agn n agn, i reject call. sry buddy. dint wan to do tat. i jus couldnt control myself anymore. i sms and apologised to her. i was reeli feeling very bad. crying out for God's help. i reeli need His help at this moment. while i was crying for his help, i felt something. a warm feeling that wraps over me. i was comforted. i felt the warm. i knew it was God. He is our encourager. He is our comforter. i was cooling down then. i jus knew it was Him.

thk you God for everything. He reminded me that i still can turn to Him for help. He give me all the peace and comfort that i need. it dint took a long tym for me to stop. oh God, i give you of all my praise. a BIG thank you!

rick called me and pray wif me. i could felt the love of God covering all over me when praying. i felt as though i reeli can receive wadeva was said in the prayer: peace, clear mind, etc.. i believe God was real. not an imaginary thing. miracles do happen. holy spirit is not wad you can easily imitated and visualised on your own wisdom. it is a gift from God. and i thk God for giving me the gift. it was precious to me. thk you.

ever since the incident yesterday, i felt stronger in emotional and everything. i know how to reeli focus and depend on Him. this may be a testing to me. i would oso like to thk charis & rick for helping me. they are like trying so hard to help me. cos i reeli do felt very helpless at that time. i wanted to give up liao.

i felt so blessed to have n20 as my great frens and bro & sis in christ. you guys are the best man! i reeli do love u all so much. n20 is my life; my everything. thk you guys so much.

Jesus, i love you. =)

busy busy

nowadays very busy. lets start from eh, sunday bah, 12th march. went out wif my family to harbourfront. received blessing, mp3 player & digi cam. wow. haha. nice. then charis sms me to pray for cher siew's fren in australia, wad a miracle. my heart totally melt my faith suddenly shoot up after hearing from charis tat madeline (the fren) woke up the last hour from her coma. she woke up at ard 0900pm. and she will be announced dead at 1000pm if she still doesnt wake up. Praise the Lord! it was truly a miracle. the whole n20 prayed for her recovery. reeli thank God. everything is possible to God. nothing is impossible for Him.

then monday, 13th march. went to work. after work is n20 outing. yeah. watched a movie [big momma's house 2] nice show. new frens joined us were xiaolong n jasmine. great fellowshipping.

tueday, nth.

wednesday, after work. tired. meet up wif wendy & karen. went for 2d gathering at downeast chalet. saw nicholas. nice gathering.

thurday, after work. tired as usual. went home 1st then bathed n get changed. went to orchard to meet up wif pearly & xiu ling. took cab down to chalet. saw nicholas once agn. saw xiaolong there too.

friday 17th march. cell grp! haha. so lookin forward to see n20 agn. reeli love n20. cell grp was extremely great. presence of God was very good. nice. thk God. hallelujah. have fun after cell grp. played basketball n soccer. nice game. =)

normal simplified

many things has passed. dint reeli update here. there is church service, work, poly posting results, cell grp, cell grp outing, karen bday. guess i will jus tok alittle bout all tis.

church service was fun. preparing for friendship connection le. my sis n priscilla came. hope they like it. jus lurve my cell grp frens alot.

work was tiring. something like idiot-proof job. but thk God for giving me all the blessings. gt my blessings thru the company. goona share it tmr cell grp. haha.

poly posting was disappointing for me. i dun wan to say le. say le, only saddens me. now jus pray my appeal is successful.

cell grp was fun. went play basketball wif gui sheng n ron. nice nice. come play again next time! practicin my old skills. being ages since i last touched the bball till cell grp tat tym. haha. the cell grp fun. play game. 3 of us had kfc for dinner.

cell grp outing was nice. watched final destination 3. super nice. super thrilling. super sick n gross. haha. but reeli enjoy. looking forward towards the next outing.

karen bday. after work yesterday, faster chiong to j8 wif charis to buy her present. stood by many shops. but dint noe wad to get for her. then met xiaolong, choonhao, shilin and another guy. all peicai de. then coincidentally, oso buyin karen bday present. so we decide to combine. bought super ex things. karen, beta treasure us. u are blessed to have us as frens. its been long since i last cor u jie. still rmb u my jie. tink u oso 4get i ur di liao.

then very nice. very enjoyable. memories wif me, ron, charis, u, choonhao, xiaolong n sin lee. thks for inviting. food was ok. but we all had fun. made friends. nice fellowshipping. happy bday to ya.

my bday

25th feb was my bday. so happy. lotsa ppl wish me happy birthday. friday nite to midnight gt my church frens accompany. have a great tym from church to home in bus. talk all the way. jus came back frm rev ulf. service 1. had a great service. then even b4 midnight at ard 11 plus reaching 12 soon, xiu ling first one to sms me. follo by ron, rick pearly..etc. thks guys.

next day, saturday 25th feb. went to church happily. set off a little early then usual coz gt bible study. then bible study finish le. went to eat wif carol n charis. then straight queue up le. ron came late for bs. so cannot go in. then he joined us in the queue. then after tat he wished me happy bday agn. so happy, coz charis, cai ping n carol dint. haha. then keep talking n talkin lo. then ron passed me my bday present first. a black crystal ear stud from ron n gui sheng. thk u so much! muz be v ex. frm 77th street de. i love it so much. thks thks. then door open quick quick book seats. then jing jie was there liao. he was 2nd to wish me happy bday.

hmm. pastor ulf today preached abt healing ministries. the first service was on revelation. it was a good service. then after service le, n20 gathered like usual and celebrate bday time! yea. all feb babies celebrate today with me. sis gillian brought a cake too. then supposingly sophia muz oso celebrate but li ling muz go le, then she send her to mrt stn. so only ron n i celebrate. sang bday song then pray. feeling super gd. and next was my bday speech. hahax. so nervous, 1st time. then somemore rushing to marina for peicai frens to celebrate too. haha. so i say fast fast. and i wan to thank n20 for everything. i was so touched by the big gigantic card u all made. thks to gui sheng. its my biggest ever bday card received. thks guys. oso wan to thk u all for the zinc bag u bought. it was nice! i love it! thk God for putting me in n20. i feel so blessed to have all n20 members as my bro & sis in christ, nt jus tat, and oso my best frens. thk u. reeli thks a million. ron received his present oso. was a t-shirt. the shirt was nice! then invited the whole n20 down to marina south for steamboat dinner.

we quickly rush there. then join wif all my peicai frens. so heart warming. seeing them was so exciting. thks u all for coming. sry that i was late. lucky thing i ask u all to start first. then after ward, alot peicai ppl need go home le. then is n20 time to eat dinner. haha. super hungry rite? lol. all my peicai frens dunno y. all left us behind. all neva come tok to us. then go other place walk walk. but nvm la, gt n20 is a blessing liao. reeli enjoyed v much. hope u guys too! thk u all for all the presents, blessing, greetings, and for coming. reeli thks. psl, i miss u. my frens, i like u. n20, i love u with all my heart.

may we all n20 grow more spiritual and rise up in christ even more. may our relaionship each day grow stronger n stronger. may all my bro n sis in christ stay happy owaes. Shine for Jesus, be a history maker! cheers on n20! =)