school or quit?

19th feb 08, tuesday


its been long that i updated my blog. my heart feeling so troubled and fustration these few days. question have been popping in my mind, "should i continue with school or just quit?"

hasn't been going to school. my heart isn't entrusted into the school at all. i start to ask myself, why am i here in the first place?

feeling such a failure and useless. feeling so insignificant to the society. just hoping there would be an accident happen to me and just happen i would just die from it and all problems will be solved. no worries, no problems.

sometimes i feel i need someone to talk to, but there's no one seems to me i can turn to. kill me someone...