the story....

yoX...

today very special...

another sat fer church again...

hahaz...

today gt lots of ppl going...

welcome the new-comers...

[drum roll]

hahaz...

they are...

1) anna

2) lim tee

3) michelle

yeah!

3 new frens...

hahaz... 2 ppl belong to ppl le...

ppl's dar dar lehx...

hahaz...

very fun service today...

but todau lyk abit dry...

but nevamind...

still enjoy ourselves...

hahaz...

after the service, we went fer dinner...

we went kfc... then go to the coffeeshop to meet up wif others...

suddenly, a tragedy struck...

hahaz...

wad a story...

and wad a ending...

we saw everything...

hahaz... so sweet eu 2...

hahaz...

hmmm... then afterwards, me, anna n karen went off le...

we left first...

we headed to the nearest shopping mall fer a walk...

nothin do ma.. then go there walk walk lo...

we went to jurong point...

big sia...

hahaz...

then ltr finish walkin le...

we took train home...

tok during the way...

we had a nice chat wif each other...

really enjoy the company...

then half way saw heng jing and flora...

small world...

hahaz...

then go home le...

hahaz...

mmm... enjoy ourselves today...

see eu guys next week...

muz come hor!

hahaz...

see ya there!

*muackx

a break at last...

hey hey...

today i around 12 something wake up...

so tired...

prepare myself ltr go church...

new-comer: hao jun...

yeah!

hahaz...

2 something go meet makus, benjamin n hao jun in central mac...

then saw them walked out together wif jacob, nicholas and a guy ( dunno his name)...

thought they all going... so astonished...

hahaz...

but they aren't...

lolx...

then wait fer the bus very the long...

the 3 guys very small kids...

play play play...

dun look lyk sec 2...

so paiseh...

haiz... cannot blame...

mmm... then shortly a guy came...

same chc ppl... same grp as us...

ex-peicaian but 4gt his name... sry...

hahaz... then the bus come liao...

go there reach le...

service started...

i lurfee today service!

all songs i lyk...

feel lyk jumping too...

but feel abit weird...

hahaz...

very fun... very exciting... very energetic... very high...

hahaz... lolx...

after tat, the whole grp same thing go fer dinner...

but did not go coz meet sotong co eat dinner oso together wif johan...

ppl gt: wendy, pearly, xiu ling, tee yue, joyce, bao man n johan...

waited fer them quite long at serangoon mrt station inside juz outta the platform...

but nevamind... i kill tym by reading my bible...

i juz lurfee christian... hahaz...

god, i believe in eu...

we went chomp chomp eat dinner...

food was nice and drinks very tasty...

enjoy ourshelves... and we had a great laugh by teasing and making joke...

hahaz... everyone was happy...

bao man... hahaz...

nice one! HAHAZ... lolx...

after eating, we went home... it was bout 10 something le..

we took 315 home... bus was long but neber mind, can chit chat...

in the bus, pearly let out a gigantic one!

oowww... nice one & the best one!

hahaz... omg! cant eu believe tat...

she let out a scream n everyone was lookin...

hahaz.. so paiseh...

lolx...

i n wendy quickly get off the bus when it reaches our stop...

hahaz... left xiu ling n pearly...

hahaz... xiu ling had a gd luff rite? didn't she... hahaz...

hmmm... so tired but very happy...

thank eu all so much fer the company n the food was great!

hahaz...

takkaire eu all!

frens foreva!

nite nite...

sweet dreams...

sleep tight!

hahaz...

oROr le... ZZzzz...

busy day...

haiz...

today arhx...

very tiring...

so damn tired...

study study study...

sianx...

hmm...

how come april lyk gt so many ppl birthday arhx?

hahaz...

sry if i neva gif eu present...

paiseh...

hahaz...

k lah... i make up fer it...

i sing song fer eu all...

ahem...

1...2...3...

happy birthday to eu,
happy birthday to eu,
happy birthday to euuuu....
happy borthday to eu...

tis song ish delicated to all april babies...

hahaaz...

opps... no more babies le... one year older le hor...

hahaz...

me wishes eu all a very happy birthday of coz...

hmm.. may ur wishes all came true...

best wishes and may the god bless all of us!

hahaz...

hallelujah!

praise the lord!

hahaz...

lolx...

hmmm... well, very happy today...

have lots of fun...

we were having fun as our very own, My Fair Princess...

hahaz... damn funny sia...

hahaz... today oso gt to see muai mei...

first tym... then so blur sia... hahaz...

i mean i blur.. hahaz...

many things to celebrate... hahaz...

then afterwards proceed to the student hub to study...

muai yong qi and the jin suo teached me chinese to get me prepared fer chinese test on friday...

haiz... stressed stressed... hahaz...

then afterwards i and yong qi teased jin suo by making her fart...

pOoO... hahaz... smelly smelly...

hhahaz... wonder how we did it? hahaz... we gt our secret formula!

hahaz... lolx... damn funny...

sure enjoy ourselves today...

hhaahaaz...

hmmm...

thks to all muai yong qi and jin suo fer their company and all muai frens fer... er... being muai fren...

hhaahhz...

may god bless all of us!

hahaz....

byee!

=)

everything's back to normal...

hey hey...

today is juz fine...

all muai frens are alive again.

hahaz...

wad crap am i toking about?

hahaz...

neber mind...

i understand can liao...

frens are juz frens...

this ish how i define frens...

they sometimes doesn't seems to care about you...

they sometimes doesn't even bother you...

eu might get sad sometimes...

and they juz dun care...

they may simply ask "wad happen to eu today?"

they juz ask fer the seek of askin...

eu are nothin to them...

no position...

no fame...

no nothing...

invisible...

no values...

but..

sometimes they cares...

i oso dun understand why...

maybe tis ish our life...

challenges in life...

sometimes i feel they ask eu to accompany them ish not becoz of they treat u as close frens...

ish juz becoz they gt no one to accompany them...

so we are lyk the spare tyres or maybe a "part time" fren....

i do haf such experiences...

but i dun lyk it...

they juz simply dun treasure the friendship between you and them...

they juz dun care and are not bothered...

sometimes eu wan to gif them the best...

but they dun appreciated...

kinda no big deal...

haiz.. tis ish my definition of some of muai frens...

an advise: treasure ur friendship now... if not, eu will regret it...

if eu are in tis category and is readin tis, do somthing and reflect...

wait till ur frens are gone then tis fren tat eu neglected will leave eu too...

they will do the same thing eu did to them...

coz i believe in retribution...

dead and reborn and dead again...

today ish monday...

go skool so sianz...

first 5 periods dnt le...

haiz...

but ish a slack tym lo...

hahaz...

today everything to me was so dead...

lyk everything...

nothing's alive...

frens were dead...

everyone was dead...

i felt so lonely...

they seems to hide something from me...

i didn't bother...

lifeskills went down...

everything seems dead to me too...

i didin't have so much mood to tok...

i dunno...

so fast lifeskills over le...

bell ring le...

everyone was eager to go home...

i was nort...

on the way home...

everything was dead again..

no one was alive then...

i was walking alone...

it seems so dark to me...

forget it...

byee...

fun day again...

yesterday went to city harvest church again...

again it was fun and interesting...

it was always fun man...

hahaz...

a pastor frm USA came to tis church and preach...

he was a powerful preacher...

a powerful speaker...

hahaz...

his wife came too...

cane to introduced to us their stuff...

nice...

the whole service was good...

after tat went to have dinner wif the whole cell grp...

chat wif each other...

really enjoy ourshelves...

hahaz...

the makus owaes bully ben de lo..

hahaz.. he sick still make him carry the food...

hahaz...

so funny and kute..

hahaz...

hmmm...

makus they all went fer the 3rd service...

ben sick, i and karen and the derek send him home...

we pia cab go...

hahaz...

hmm...

but we really enjoy ourshelves very much the whole day...

even it was only half a day?...

lolx...

hmm....

tis thing haf made our bonds closer...

sure it does..

hhaaz..

lookin forward to next sat...

see ya guys there!

byee!

=)

today fun fun!

hey hey...

today ish saturday...

2nd of april...

today went to city harvest church...

building was big...

everything was nicely designed!

hahaz...

then attended the service,

it was again very fun!

the talks were interesting n fun...

the sing-along session was awesome!

it was so lively!

it was juz great!

everyone was very high!

hahaz...

i was high too...

the whole atmosphere really rocks the whole auditorium...

really enjoy myself today...

i'm sure xiaoyan enjoy it too...

hahaz...

then afterwards, we went to eat dinner together wif the whole cell group.

it was lyk a family gathering lyk tat...

but it was quite weird.

hahaz...

but slowly will xi guan le lo...

hahaz... lolx...

me will be looking forward to the next service...

sry tat i could not attend tml outing at sentosa...

gt lots of homework haven do yet!

hahaz...

hmmm...

stop here le....

may god bless all of us!

halelujah!

=)

wa the....

sometymes i gt the feeling tat

i'm all alone again...

sometimes really wonder something....

but to the ppl outta there...

no offence.. i dun mean anthin...

sometymes i do wonder if i am a true fren to them or not...

sometymes was juz tinkin am i being used?

or they juz acting as if they are my fren in front of me...

i dunno...

i really dunno...

how can i find out?

i juz hate the feeling...

i wan to remove tis feeling out of me...

but how?

questions keep coming to my mind saying,

will i be left alone one day?

will i be forgotten?

why are they so close but not as close as with me?

am i a truthful fren?

was it my fault?

i dunno...

i really dunno...

i was lyk...

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haiz...

can they tell me the true things?

y sometymes muz hid from me?

i treat them as my really true longlife fren...

in their heart, wad am i to them?

i reallly wonder...

if i die, will i be remembered?

will they cry fer me?

or very soonl i will be forgotten...

i wanna gif them the best...

will they do the same thing to me?

i dunno how to answer...

i dun lyk the feeling of being pang seh...

they juz give me the feeling tat....

or i made a mistake...

making fren with them?

joining the same cca?

same class?

same skool?

or maybe i shld have not being born...

y is all tis happening to me?

i dunno...

tarot cards

hey hey...

nowadays keep playing tarot cards...

and help many of my frens read...

so many ppl read le...

now muz charge liao...

i no $$ money le...

hahaz...

hmmm...

but dun really totally believe all tis thingy lo...

coz not good...

heehee...

hmm...

stop here fer the moment ba...

byee... =)