wa the....

sometymes i gt the feeling tat

i'm all alone again...

sometimes really wonder something....

but to the ppl outta there...

no offence.. i dun mean anthin...

sometymes i do wonder if i am a true fren to them or not...

sometymes was juz tinkin am i being used?

or they juz acting as if they are my fren in front of me...

i dunno...

i really dunno...

how can i find out?

i juz hate the feeling...

i wan to remove tis feeling out of me...

but how?

questions keep coming to my mind saying,

will i be left alone one day?

will i be forgotten?

why are they so close but not as close as with me?

am i a truthful fren?

was it my fault?

i dunno...

i really dunno...

i was lyk...

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haiz...

can they tell me the true things?

y sometymes muz hid from me?

i treat them as my really true longlife fren...

in their heart, wad am i to them?

i reallly wonder...

if i die, will i be remembered?

will they cry fer me?

or very soonl i will be forgotten...

i wanna gif them the best...

will they do the same thing to me?

i dunno how to answer...

i dun lyk the feeling of being pang seh...

they juz give me the feeling tat....

or i made a mistake...

making fren with them?

joining the same cca?

same class?

same skool?

or maybe i shld have not being born...

y is all tis happening to me?

i dunno...