27th may 07, sunday
i feeling very bad right now. those feeling that really hurts u alot, reminds you of every unhappiness in your life and also giving the reality check of your life. most of the things are negative...
i'm not sure if you have felt this before. i hated myself for alot of things. the guilt that are in my heart for some things are still there. there's people blaming me for things that happen, that are also things that happened in a unexpected way that i cant even do anything to stop it.
why does a human's strength be so small? that i am unable to change things that happen? i hated things that are not perfect. although there's a saying, "no one in this world is perfect" but i still hated it.
how much do you love this world? how much do u love yourself? do u love yourself at all??
i hated this world. this pathetic materialistic world. i hated myself being in this world. i hated myself for who am i, i hated myself for wad i did and did not do. i hated mysef on how i look like, i hated myself for the mistakes i've committed. i hated almost everything about myself. i felt so useless and dampened. im a selfish person. my biggest enemy would actually be myself.
wouldn't it be better if one useless person that do no good to the world disappear from this world?
wtf?! i dun even noe what im posting..... is really wtf can??? what's the best thing to do when u are depressed? i drown myself with alcoholics.... i smile for it. :)
Friday, May 25, 2007
updated news
19th may 07, saturday
mum wanted a family dinner today. so in order not to disappoint her, i agreeded and did not went to church today. the whole family went to ang mo kio hub, ichiban sushi for dinner. we are having japanese cruisine for today. i was planning for today's 2D's prata. so i was calling up people and confirming people.
feeling kinda stress as planning an outing is not easy. well, halfway of dinner, i dun really have any appetite. i felt moody and upset. it reminded me of many things in the past, those upset moments and stuffs came crushing together. my mood was really very dampened. as i make my way to meet wei leong and gerald first, i didnt have the mood to do anything, not even pool.
after 15 mins of pool, we walked over to the prata to meet the rest of the 2d. i bought 2 bottles of vodka and drank. i was going emo all the way. was feeling a little dipsy at first. but i can hold my liquior well. so, im not easily drank.
slowly, thanks to my friends, they tolerated my attitude and compromised with me. i really feel bad. so sorry if i offended you guys in some ways of another. and thank you guys so much for being there for me. :)
20th may 07, sunday
went out with the 2ds today. went to bugis and walked around there. there were me, hanlin, gerald, weileong, baoman and teeyue. recently we became very close. all these are my new best friends.
took lotsa dumb retard photos each to put each photos up for our caller id display pic. that's real funny.
weileong sure dunno how to pose retard
went to chill and relax all the way to late night at gerald's house. then cabbed home with weileong.
24th may 07, thursday
went to work today and today's super busy. today's the start of the great singapore sale for our store. im totally beat dread after work. i just hate going home by cab, always took me long time to flag a cab.
managed to bus instead. hurray! first time talking bus home. lol.
was conferencing in gerald's phone with hanlin, beautrice, baoman, gerald and myself. then after reaching serangoon, i met up with gerald and hanlin for supper at the N&B eating bean curd. was planning for the 2d gathering/ outing the next day. decided to go to gerald's house for party.
main highlights:
*potluck
*ps2 & com
*movie marathon
*rodney's cooking toO!
25th may 07, friday
today once woke up, played with gerald a few rounds of audition and then go and prepare to go to gerald's house. went shop n save to shop for groceries, coz im cooking for the 2d party today. lol, yeah, im cooking. this dish is taught by pearly. very nice. im pretty sure the 2d like it and enjoy it.
weileong helped to stir fried the hotdogs. and baoman sort of helped to clean those hotdogs etc. was watching some taiwan drama. then played mahjong etc. people came was gerald, me, hanlin, weileong, chengfeng, colin, baoman, beautrice and karen.
really enjoyable. then 930pm went prata to meet the other rest of 2d members like ningying and samuel, alwyn and justin. then afterwards went rising star to play audition. its the whole 2d playing! lol. nice one.
after lan, all accompanied me to central mac to have supper. was eating at the playground and we are spending really quality time with each other. was sharing all sorts of things and really talking. cant believe we are still so close after all graduated from the same sec 1 class. as united and close as before. :)
after talking till 0530am, we all went home. nice time of bonding. =]
mum wanted a family dinner today. so in order not to disappoint her, i agreeded and did not went to church today. the whole family went to ang mo kio hub, ichiban sushi for dinner. we are having japanese cruisine for today. i was planning for today's 2D's prata. so i was calling up people and confirming people.
feeling kinda stress as planning an outing is not easy. well, halfway of dinner, i dun really have any appetite. i felt moody and upset. it reminded me of many things in the past, those upset moments and stuffs came crushing together. my mood was really very dampened. as i make my way to meet wei leong and gerald first, i didnt have the mood to do anything, not even pool.
after 15 mins of pool, we walked over to the prata to meet the rest of the 2d. i bought 2 bottles of vodka and drank. i was going emo all the way. was feeling a little dipsy at first. but i can hold my liquior well. so, im not easily drank.
slowly, thanks to my friends, they tolerated my attitude and compromised with me. i really feel bad. so sorry if i offended you guys in some ways of another. and thank you guys so much for being there for me. :)
20th may 07, sunday
went out with the 2ds today. went to bugis and walked around there. there were me, hanlin, gerald, weileong, baoman and teeyue. recently we became very close. all these are my new best friends.
took lotsa dumb retard photos each to put each photos up for our caller id display pic. that's real funny.
weileong sure dunno how to pose retard
went to chill and relax all the way to late night at gerald's house. then cabbed home with weileong.
24th may 07, thursday
went to work today and today's super busy. today's the start of the great singapore sale for our store. im totally beat dread after work. i just hate going home by cab, always took me long time to flag a cab.
managed to bus instead. hurray! first time talking bus home. lol.
was conferencing in gerald's phone with hanlin, beautrice, baoman, gerald and myself. then after reaching serangoon, i met up with gerald and hanlin for supper at the N&B eating bean curd. was planning for the 2d gathering/ outing the next day. decided to go to gerald's house for party.
main highlights:
*potluck
*ps2 & com
*movie marathon
*rodney's cooking toO!
25th may 07, friday
today once woke up, played with gerald a few rounds of audition and then go and prepare to go to gerald's house. went shop n save to shop for groceries, coz im cooking for the 2d party today. lol, yeah, im cooking. this dish is taught by pearly. very nice. im pretty sure the 2d like it and enjoy it.
weileong helped to stir fried the hotdogs. and baoman sort of helped to clean those hotdogs etc. was watching some taiwan drama. then played mahjong etc. people came was gerald, me, hanlin, weileong, chengfeng, colin, baoman, beautrice and karen.
really enjoyable. then 930pm went prata to meet the other rest of 2d members like ningying and samuel, alwyn and justin. then afterwards went rising star to play audition. its the whole 2d playing! lol. nice one.
after lan, all accompanied me to central mac to have supper. was eating at the playground and we are spending really quality time with each other. was sharing all sorts of things and really talking. cant believe we are still so close after all graduated from the same sec 1 class. as united and close as before. :)
after talking till 0530am, we all went home. nice time of bonding. =]
Saturday, May 19, 2007
total maddness in ti amo cafe bar
18th may 07, friday
today my awake was disturbed by weileong. =.= i was having a nice dream while weileong sms me and i was awake by that. lol. then got up prepared and stuffs like that. i'm meeting gerald at serangoon central first to have our lunch at mac.
after lunch, we cabbed to clarke quay to meet weileong and hanlin. weileong arrived first then followed by hanlin. we walked around doing some simple window shopping. then went to billy bombers to accompany weileong to have his lunch. after his lunch, went to visit ningying at her shop.
then after that, we didnt stayed there for long, and we went for the interview of my job intro by a model agency. the agent totally forgotten about my appointment with her and she went for meeting in dragonfly already. so no choice, we cant do the interview today.
then hanlin and gerald went off to meet joseph for another job interview. i and weileong then walked back to clarke quay to meet baoman and ningying at her shop again. after some chatting, baoman, weileong and me went off first. we cabbed to first bugis to drop weileong and baoman as they meeting hanlin and gerald and me continue to cab to gabriel's house for cell grp meeting.
today cell group no sermon and was short. so was very happy. haha. then quickly i went off to cab to prata shop to meet the 2d people. there were ningying, samuel, joyce, weileong, teeyue, baoman, gerald, hanlin and me.
after prata, teeyue, baoman, gerald, hanlin and me went ti amo to chill. ordered tequila shots for 3 of us, hanlin, baoman and myself. teeyue ordered cosmopolitan and fried calamari. and the teeyue was so disiao la. she keep playing with baoman and then accidentally knocked off her glass and caused the glass to break and the drinks spilled on the floor and to baoman's leg, hanlin's shoes and to my face! lol.
after ti amo, went opposite mac to chill even more. was singing out high at the back of the mac and eating ice cream. then after wards we went to gerald house to play awhile. i, hanlin and gerald was playing bleach. the gerald was indeed a bully...
took lotsa pictures. enjoy.
gerald looking retard in prata shop
baoman posing for the camera
we just love taking pictures that are natural when people are not noticing. lol.
my new best friends shots
a reshot for my new best friends 2
after 4 years of the same class, we still taking the same old class photo. lmao.
all doing retard faces.
that's when i became mr. lonely
girls bitchy, boys going cool
everyone beating up baoman
the legend of bai fa mo nu baoman doing the teacher pose. lol.
penguin teeyue
doing retard actions, lol
baoman posing as teacher
practicing body waving in mac
that's jay chou in serangoon central mac!?
today my awake was disturbed by weileong. =.= i was having a nice dream while weileong sms me and i was awake by that. lol. then got up prepared and stuffs like that. i'm meeting gerald at serangoon central first to have our lunch at mac.
after lunch, we cabbed to clarke quay to meet weileong and hanlin. weileong arrived first then followed by hanlin. we walked around doing some simple window shopping. then went to billy bombers to accompany weileong to have his lunch. after his lunch, went to visit ningying at her shop.
then after that, we didnt stayed there for long, and we went for the interview of my job intro by a model agency. the agent totally forgotten about my appointment with her and she went for meeting in dragonfly already. so no choice, we cant do the interview today.
then hanlin and gerald went off to meet joseph for another job interview. i and weileong then walked back to clarke quay to meet baoman and ningying at her shop again. after some chatting, baoman, weileong and me went off first. we cabbed to first bugis to drop weileong and baoman as they meeting hanlin and gerald and me continue to cab to gabriel's house for cell grp meeting.
today cell group no sermon and was short. so was very happy. haha. then quickly i went off to cab to prata shop to meet the 2d people. there were ningying, samuel, joyce, weileong, teeyue, baoman, gerald, hanlin and me.
after prata, teeyue, baoman, gerald, hanlin and me went ti amo to chill. ordered tequila shots for 3 of us, hanlin, baoman and myself. teeyue ordered cosmopolitan and fried calamari. and the teeyue was so disiao la. she keep playing with baoman and then accidentally knocked off her glass and caused the glass to break and the drinks spilled on the floor and to baoman's leg, hanlin's shoes and to my face! lol.
after ti amo, went opposite mac to chill even more. was singing out high at the back of the mac and eating ice cream. then after wards we went to gerald house to play awhile. i, hanlin and gerald was playing bleach. the gerald was indeed a bully...
took lotsa pictures. enjoy.
gerald looking retard in prata shop
baoman posing for the camera
we just love taking pictures that are natural when people are not noticing. lol.
my new best friends shots
a reshot for my new best friends 2
after 4 years of the same class, we still taking the same old class photo. lmao.
all doing retard faces.
that's when i became mr. lonely
girls bitchy, boys going cool
everyone beating up baoman
the legend of bai fa mo nu baoman doing the teacher pose. lol.
penguin teeyue
doing retard actions, lol
baoman posing as teacher
practicing body waving in mac
that's jay chou in serangoon central mac!?
Sunday, May 13, 2007
pre mother's day shopping
12 may 07, saturday
met up with the 2d peeps again, spending time with them is really great and enjoyable. is a moment of priceless. the joy and bonds we have, is irreplaceable. i and gerald met up first to cab to bugis.
baoman went to meet ningying first in outram park station. yixian and hanlin will be meeting us later after their dance lesson. four of us, me, gerald, baoman and ningying first went to eat in some streets behind bugis icon shopping mall. ate thai cuisine.
afer our dinner, went around seiyu to look for our mother's day gift. i and gerald bought a necklace each. then afterwards we went bugis street to walk around. meeting yixian, hanlin and joseph there. now the seven of us was walking around bugis checking out on clothes, shoes, studs etc.
ningying got to go home early due to her curfew. so we sent her home before we went to eat for our supper. yixian and joseph did not join us. called up weileong and he's joining us for supper. while waiting for him to reach serangoon, we danced under the void deck. hanlin teaching their hiphop to us and me teaching my house to them. learning different genre of dance is sure fun and interesting.
weileong came and we all went to serangoon mac to have supper.
while ordered of food, half way eating, the wet market behind us caught fire in some reason and was spreading. first time in my life i saw emergencies like this one.
weileong and gerald are like heros in those tv drama, they did not hesitate to help but quickly reacted calmly to situation. they searched for fire hose and doing all this till the fireman came. we continued of eating. the lights in the macdonalds were being shut down. i wanted to go to the toilet but it was too dark, it was really pitch black dark. so i asked for hanlin and gerald's accompany. they are willing, i felt so blessed to have friends like them.
then after business is done, went gerald's house downstairs to slack and dance even more. i and weileong was learning the hanlin's dance routine. then perhaps we are too noisy in the middle of midnight, police came and scanned us. so did what was supposed to be done. the one of the police officer asked for my mobile phone to be checked. i was thinking how come so weird as it was only mine being checked but not the rest. they said i got the ah beng face that will like go around stealing people's handphones. haha.
then after being scanned, all of us decided to come over my house to ton and stayed over. got them to bath first. only hanlin dint went home bath, so lent my tee and pants to him. gave me a brand new boxer to change too. nah, im not taking back the boxer. lol. after watching a little of saw 2 (only baoman was watching), i and gerald was playing chinese chess while hanlin and weileong was playing english chess. then we all watched the dollmaster. was kinda interesting, but not horror enough to scare us.
after movie, we all squeezed into a blanket size and sleep. the feeling is like back in chalet. was talking among ourselves. and then sleep. weileong and baoman went home early in the morning at 8am, while hanlin and gerald continued to sleep till 2pm in the afternoon then go home. once again, i really enjoyed as far as i could when i was with them. they simply added life into my life. love you all. friends forever. next time lets go out again yea?
met up with the 2d peeps again, spending time with them is really great and enjoyable. is a moment of priceless. the joy and bonds we have, is irreplaceable. i and gerald met up first to cab to bugis.
baoman went to meet ningying first in outram park station. yixian and hanlin will be meeting us later after their dance lesson. four of us, me, gerald, baoman and ningying first went to eat in some streets behind bugis icon shopping mall. ate thai cuisine.
afer our dinner, went around seiyu to look for our mother's day gift. i and gerald bought a necklace each. then afterwards we went bugis street to walk around. meeting yixian, hanlin and joseph there. now the seven of us was walking around bugis checking out on clothes, shoes, studs etc.
ningying got to go home early due to her curfew. so we sent her home before we went to eat for our supper. yixian and joseph did not join us. called up weileong and he's joining us for supper. while waiting for him to reach serangoon, we danced under the void deck. hanlin teaching their hiphop to us and me teaching my house to them. learning different genre of dance is sure fun and interesting.
weileong came and we all went to serangoon mac to have supper.
while ordered of food, half way eating, the wet market behind us caught fire in some reason and was spreading. first time in my life i saw emergencies like this one.
weileong and gerald are like heros in those tv drama, they did not hesitate to help but quickly reacted calmly to situation. they searched for fire hose and doing all this till the fireman came. we continued of eating. the lights in the macdonalds were being shut down. i wanted to go to the toilet but it was too dark, it was really pitch black dark. so i asked for hanlin and gerald's accompany. they are willing, i felt so blessed to have friends like them.
then after business is done, went gerald's house downstairs to slack and dance even more. i and weileong was learning the hanlin's dance routine. then perhaps we are too noisy in the middle of midnight, police came and scanned us. so did what was supposed to be done. the one of the police officer asked for my mobile phone to be checked. i was thinking how come so weird as it was only mine being checked but not the rest. they said i got the ah beng face that will like go around stealing people's handphones. haha.
then after being scanned, all of us decided to come over my house to ton and stayed over. got them to bath first. only hanlin dint went home bath, so lent my tee and pants to him. gave me a brand new boxer to change too. nah, im not taking back the boxer. lol. after watching a little of saw 2 (only baoman was watching), i and gerald was playing chinese chess while hanlin and weileong was playing english chess. then we all watched the dollmaster. was kinda interesting, but not horror enough to scare us.
after movie, we all squeezed into a blanket size and sleep. the feeling is like back in chalet. was talking among ourselves. and then sleep. weileong and baoman went home early in the morning at 8am, while hanlin and gerald continued to sleep till 2pm in the afternoon then go home. once again, i really enjoyed as far as i could when i was with them. they simply added life into my life. love you all. friends forever. next time lets go out again yea?
Saturday, May 12, 2007
2d outing at town
11 may 07, friday
today's been a very enjoyable time for me. it's also my off day. took this chance to organise a outing in town with the 2d people. there were me, hanlin, gerald, baoman, weileong, yixian and beautrice.
we met at heeren and i was like going on a shopping spree. keep buying stuffs that i like. last night, again was like a shopping spree for me again. last night bought a bag and 2 shirts and a jacket from flesh imp. and today bought a shirt from 77th street and a skinny jeans from topman.
went around from heeren to taka to wisma to far east and then to cineleisure. went to watch a movie called 28 weeks later.
the movie was alright. then after movie, we went to serangoon to have supper. was feeling sick and had a fever. so dint attend cell group today.
had men's talk till the girls came. we are having some serious talking. the people were very open to share about each family background. was quite touching to hear each story. then after talking, we cabbed home.
today's been a very enjoyable time for me. it's also my off day. took this chance to organise a outing in town with the 2d people. there were me, hanlin, gerald, baoman, weileong, yixian and beautrice.
we met at heeren and i was like going on a shopping spree. keep buying stuffs that i like. last night, again was like a shopping spree for me again. last night bought a bag and 2 shirts and a jacket from flesh imp. and today bought a shirt from 77th street and a skinny jeans from topman.
went around from heeren to taka to wisma to far east and then to cineleisure. went to watch a movie called 28 weeks later.
the movie was alright. then after movie, we went to serangoon to have supper. was feeling sick and had a fever. so dint attend cell group today.
had men's talk till the girls came. we are having some serious talking. the people were very open to share about each family background. was quite touching to hear each story. then after talking, we cabbed home.
Monday, May 07, 2007
7th may 07, sunday
wonder what's wrong with blogger. the navigation and page seems weird. so i cant change the font size and pattern and also the colour. but nevamind, just continue to do my blogging. woke up and get prepared, quickly cabbed to work.
work was tiring, plus not enough rest. but was okay so far.
and today something happen half way in my work. i got so stunned. i saw pearly and her bf, leonard today. its been around 2 years plus i haven seen her already. so kinda stunned and missed her. my mood seems affected after that. cant really concentrated in work. i kept thinking on what happen earlier. after 2 years plus, i seems like got lots and lots of things to catch up with her like a normal friend. but all of a sudden, it seems speechless. i dunno wad to say. i was simply lost in speech.
how i wish i could see her again. i really wana befriend with her all over again. from that moment onwards, i dun seems to be like myself at all. pearly, if u are reading this, i miss you alot. all the best.
wonder what's wrong with blogger. the navigation and page seems weird. so i cant change the font size and pattern and also the colour. but nevamind, just continue to do my blogging. woke up and get prepared, quickly cabbed to work.
work was tiring, plus not enough rest. but was okay so far.
and today something happen half way in my work. i got so stunned. i saw pearly and her bf, leonard today. its been around 2 years plus i haven seen her already. so kinda stunned and missed her. my mood seems affected after that. cant really concentrated in work. i kept thinking on what happen earlier. after 2 years plus, i seems like got lots and lots of things to catch up with her like a normal friend. but all of a sudden, it seems speechless. i dunno wad to say. i was simply lost in speech.
how i wish i could see her again. i really wana befriend with her all over again. from that moment onwards, i dun seems to be like myself at all. pearly, if u are reading this, i miss you alot. all the best.
6th may 07, saturday
today's service was good. after service, quickly took train and bus-ed to serangoon prata shop to meet my 2d peeps again. this time, only gerald, weileong, baoman and hanlin could make it. i seriously dun like the customer service of the prata shop. always fails to deliver my order properly.
after prata, we walked to gerald's house to ton over. we have decided to stay over to watch 200 pounds beauty.
it's a very nice show. oh ya, we played bleach ps2 in gerald's house before watching. after watching, its already 4plus am! and im working full shift the next day! hanlin, weileong and baoman not going home, continue staying in gerald's house. but i have to go, so i cabbed home myself. but really enjoyed the company of these friends.
once i reached home, quickly get bathed and sleep.
today's service was good. after service, quickly took train and bus-ed to serangoon prata shop to meet my 2d peeps again. this time, only gerald, weileong, baoman and hanlin could make it. i seriously dun like the customer service of the prata shop. always fails to deliver my order properly.
after prata, we walked to gerald's house to ton over. we have decided to stay over to watch 200 pounds beauty.
it's a very nice show. oh ya, we played bleach ps2 in gerald's house before watching. after watching, its already 4plus am! and im working full shift the next day! hanlin, weileong and baoman not going home, continue staying in gerald's house. but i have to go, so i cabbed home myself. but really enjoyed the company of these friends.
once i reached home, quickly get bathed and sleep.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
weekly prata gathering
4th may 07, friday
today's evening prayer meeting at gabriel's house was cancelled. so went out with my sis to go for a session of lan-ing for one hour. after lan-ing, walked over to the usual prata shop to meet the 2d(s).
lots of people turned up for the prata gathering today. its a really great time of bonding and getting to know each other even more deeper. i really do enjoy every single moment with them. i really feel so blessed to have such wonderful friends like you guys.
was crapping and talking about anything under the sun, cracking jokes etc. after prata, we headed off to our another usual meeting place besides the highlands along yio chu kang road. its a pool cum bar place.
then i, hanlin, teeyue, baoman and gerald went to central mac to have ice cream then sent teeyue home. we returned to the pool place and continue our chats. again, everything under the sun. lol.
after slacking and chatting till 4am. all of us went home. again, i cabbed home myself. enjoy today. and tmr having movie marathon at one of our house. :)
today's evening prayer meeting at gabriel's house was cancelled. so went out with my sis to go for a session of lan-ing for one hour. after lan-ing, walked over to the usual prata shop to meet the 2d(s).
lots of people turned up for the prata gathering today. its a really great time of bonding and getting to know each other even more deeper. i really do enjoy every single moment with them. i really feel so blessed to have such wonderful friends like you guys.
was crapping and talking about anything under the sun, cracking jokes etc. after prata, we headed off to our another usual meeting place besides the highlands along yio chu kang road. its a pool cum bar place.
then i, hanlin, teeyue, baoman and gerald went to central mac to have ice cream then sent teeyue home. we returned to the pool place and continue our chats. again, everything under the sun. lol.
after slacking and chatting till 4am. all of us went home. again, i cabbed home myself. enjoy today. and tmr having movie marathon at one of our house. :)
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
kan pua suay today
2nd may 07, wednesday
its been very unlucky for me today. woke up very early today to prepare to go to work. was very glad i'm able to do it. coz i really dun wan to be late. so after getting prepared and stuffs, went down to hail cab, hoping there's one. but the worst thing of all is there is not one but NONE!
so no choice, time's running out. called up a cab and quickly rushed to marina square. boss called and was really very embarrassed about it. my heart's pumping so hard, im so panicked.
after i reached, all unlucky things started to happen one by one. regina took mc today. so marina short of manpower. i was then transfered to marina to do relief. trained there. was really pissed at first, coz i booked a cab and total cost was $10. then now transfered to marina.
then after in marina, i lost my ring. =.= sales was bad today too. i dont like today at all... :(
its been very unlucky for me today. woke up very early today to prepare to go to work. was very glad i'm able to do it. coz i really dun wan to be late. so after getting prepared and stuffs, went down to hail cab, hoping there's one. but the worst thing of all is there is not one but NONE!
so no choice, time's running out. called up a cab and quickly rushed to marina square. boss called and was really very embarrassed about it. my heart's pumping so hard, im so panicked.
after i reached, all unlucky things started to happen one by one. regina took mc today. so marina short of manpower. i was then transfered to marina to do relief. trained there. was really pissed at first, coz i booked a cab and total cost was $10. then now transfered to marina.
then after in marina, i lost my ring. =.= sales was bad today too. i dont like today at all... :(
Thursday, April 19, 2007
so much things to update
13th april 07, friday
getting even more lazy to update the blog now. things are like moving so fast, time is passing like a speeding bullet. skipped benny hinn's service today. went for our 2D gathering in downtown east chalet. stayed overnight for a day and went back home the next morning.
14th april 07, saturday
cabbed home and got bathed and back to sleep. getting ready to go to the service today. rev benny hinn, one of the few most annointed preachers and healing evangelist as it is today. i went for service and skipped the second night of gathering. the service was tremendously awesome and there's such a strong presence of God and its power around the arena. in the power of God, i fell. the presence of God was really too huge. i wept like a crybaby in the service. i felt so blessed and also equipped with a renewed mind.
after service, cabbed to serangoon prata house to have supper.
15th april 07, sunday
informed my supervisor that i cant go for work today as i would want to go for benny hinn's last meeting in singapore. and also welcoming those new friends joining us such as alvin, benjamin, makus, jasper, danny, po cheng, gui xiang etc.
today's alittle disappointment. not as strong as yesterday. yesterday was like a personal deep impartation of everything and today was more to the healing.
after service, cabbed back home had supper with 2d. im truly blessed to have such wonderful friends like 2d(s). :)
17th april 07, Tuesday
getting even more lazy to update the blog now. things are like moving so fast, time is passing like a speeding bullet. skipped benny hinn's service today. went for our 2D gathering in downtown east chalet. stayed overnight for a day and went back home the next morning.
14th april 07, saturday
cabbed home and got bathed and back to sleep. getting ready to go to the service today. rev benny hinn, one of the few most annointed preachers and healing evangelist as it is today. i went for service and skipped the second night of gathering. the service was tremendously awesome and there's such a strong presence of God and its power around the arena. in the power of God, i fell. the presence of God was really too huge. i wept like a crybaby in the service. i felt so blessed and also equipped with a renewed mind.
after service, cabbed to serangoon prata house to have supper.
15th april 07, sunday
informed my supervisor that i cant go for work today as i would want to go for benny hinn's last meeting in singapore. and also welcoming those new friends joining us such as alvin, benjamin, makus, jasper, danny, po cheng, gui xiang etc.
today's alittle disappointment. not as strong as yesterday. yesterday was like a personal deep impartation of everything and today was more to the healing.
after service, cabbed back home had supper with 2d. im truly blessed to have such wonderful friends like 2d(s). :)
17th april 07, Tuesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILEONG! :)
28th april 07, Saturday
didnt went for service today. my parents asked us to prepare for our new passports, coz maybe going overseas next month or next. so whole day was with parents. went amk for dinner and then bought a shirt for kang's bday. after dinner, went lan-ed audition. after that, went to meet the 2d ppl to celebrate kang quan's birthday at serangoon gardens.
ate in chomp chomp. after eating went ice cube slack and chat, was laughing out loud and enjoying with teeyue. talking some thrash and louding out about it. after that went to garden's cafe cartel there to slack. cabbed home with wendy and rest afterwards.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KANG QUAN! :)
29th april 07, sunday
its been the second last day of the month. have been working all these days. i've been really tired and exhausted. made quite a number of new friends in work.
these few days also have been quite a enjoyable time spending with the 2d(s). gonna work hard even more in work.
have also been stressed about my studies area... haiz. sianz...
Friday, April 13, 2007
my reflections
12th april 07, thursday
past few days haven't been blogging. working all these days have been a tiring moment for me. didnt really have the time to blog and stuffs. today sales was bad. but was entertained by my friends that came to visit me.
first was choonhao and his friends came to look for me. was suprised to see u guys here. and i suddenly forgot tha choonhao forgot to do the actions he promised me the night before. he said he will wear the caps/hats in my shop and dance to the beat of the music in my shop, jumped and turned to me and ask "am i cute?" lol.
this turns to be a joke after i told the incidents to my friends. it happens to one of my customers recently, which i finded it very funny and like WHAT THE HELL?!
then was guisheng, gabriel and another friend named shawn or sean came to look for me. managed to psycho them to buy things. haha. then after work, trained and bused to bugis to look for them. then afterwards, we bus-ed 147 home instead of taking cab.
was pretty tired physically. so gonna sleep early tonight. :)
past few days haven't been blogging. working all these days have been a tiring moment for me. didnt really have the time to blog and stuffs. today sales was bad. but was entertained by my friends that came to visit me.
first was choonhao and his friends came to look for me. was suprised to see u guys here. and i suddenly forgot tha choonhao forgot to do the actions he promised me the night before. he said he will wear the caps/hats in my shop and dance to the beat of the music in my shop, jumped and turned to me and ask "am i cute?" lol.
this turns to be a joke after i told the incidents to my friends. it happens to one of my customers recently, which i finded it very funny and like WHAT THE HELL?!
then was guisheng, gabriel and another friend named shawn or sean came to look for me. managed to psycho them to buy things. haha. then after work, trained and bused to bugis to look for them. then afterwards, we bus-ed 147 home instead of taking cab.
was pretty tired physically. so gonna sleep early tonight. :)
Sunday, April 08, 2007
easter holiday!
6th april 07, friday
got up in the morning and went to meet my uncles and aunt in the coffeeshop to have breakfast. after breakfast, heading to mount vernon there to visit the grave of my grandfather's and grandmother's.
after visitation, cabbed to novena square and the new extented mall, velocity to walk around. come across this korean shop which sells merely korean stuffs. bought some snacks.
after that, trained to bugis to have family dinner. but food in bugis doesnt attract us at all. so cabbed down to marina square to have dinner instead.
went to yuki yaki to have dinner. the japanese bbq. dinner was nice and filling.
after dinner, head back home. it was around 8plus already. was supposed to go for service today, but last min cant go coz having famly dinner.
after we reached home, we got changed and cabbed down to highlands there to lan. after lan, met up with the 2ds peeps to have prata at the usual place. and then me, gerald and han lin went rising star to lan again.
spending time together with the 2ds are awesome and enjoyable.
after laning, cabbed home. :)
7th april 07, saturday
woke up slightly later today. get prepared and went to meet my friends first. then cabbed to church for easter service.
was late and was very glad that rosabelle was able to make it for service. service was great. the drama was splendid and awesome. was very entertaining. especially the tokyo drift part. lol.
the message was clear and the entire drama was really fantastic.
after service, went over to hall 7 for the carnival. was pretty nice. then trained home afterwards with jingjie and ron.
tmr working. so better turn in early. :) working is tiring!
got up in the morning and went to meet my uncles and aunt in the coffeeshop to have breakfast. after breakfast, heading to mount vernon there to visit the grave of my grandfather's and grandmother's.
after visitation, cabbed to novena square and the new extented mall, velocity to walk around. come across this korean shop which sells merely korean stuffs. bought some snacks.
after that, trained to bugis to have family dinner. but food in bugis doesnt attract us at all. so cabbed down to marina square to have dinner instead.
went to yuki yaki to have dinner. the japanese bbq. dinner was nice and filling.
after dinner, head back home. it was around 8plus already. was supposed to go for service today, but last min cant go coz having famly dinner.
after we reached home, we got changed and cabbed down to highlands there to lan. after lan, met up with the 2ds peeps to have prata at the usual place. and then me, gerald and han lin went rising star to lan again.
spending time together with the 2ds are awesome and enjoyable.
after laning, cabbed home. :)
7th april 07, saturday
woke up slightly later today. get prepared and went to meet my friends first. then cabbed to church for easter service.
was late and was very glad that rosabelle was able to make it for service. service was great. the drama was splendid and awesome. was very entertaining. especially the tokyo drift part. lol.
the message was clear and the entire drama was really fantastic.
after service, went over to hall 7 for the carnival. was pretty nice. then trained home afterwards with jingjie and ron.
tmr working. so better turn in early. :) working is tiring!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
working so hard, earning so little
3rd april 07, tuesday
today woke up pretty early. get bathed and prepared everything. went to meet wendy and cabbed to marina square. was like really rushing our journey to msq. coz im running late.
working in msq is fun. have targeted many fourskins stuffs that i gonna buy. coz got staff dicount, then total up is like damn cheap.
once i got my pa, i gonna chiong shopping liao. haha.
somewhere around in the afternoon, received a notice that i was posted to heeren immediately to do relief. coz there short of manpower. so took bus down to heeren and i fell asleep inside the bus. luckily i dint miss the stop. haha.
after work, cabbed down from heeren to marina to pick up wendy and then back home serangoon. so damn tired physically. tmr's my off day. so gonna rest well. lol.
upcoming events that are planned is maybe a gathering cum clubbing in a weekend i guess. :)
today woke up pretty early. get bathed and prepared everything. went to meet wendy and cabbed to marina square. was like really rushing our journey to msq. coz im running late.
working in msq is fun. have targeted many fourskins stuffs that i gonna buy. coz got staff dicount, then total up is like damn cheap.
once i got my pa, i gonna chiong shopping liao. haha.
somewhere around in the afternoon, received a notice that i was posted to heeren immediately to do relief. coz there short of manpower. so took bus down to heeren and i fell asleep inside the bus. luckily i dint miss the stop. haha.
after work, cabbed down from heeren to marina to pick up wendy and then back home serangoon. so damn tired physically. tmr's my off day. so gonna rest well. lol.
upcoming events that are planned is maybe a gathering cum clubbing in a weekend i guess. :)
Monday, April 02, 2007
new life in fourskin
1st april 07, sunday
woke up pretty early today and get prepared to go heeren to work. today's my first day of working in fourskin. bus-ed and then train-ed there. today was posted to work in adorn.
working in sales was tiring. but fun. colleagues were very friendly and fun. although is was only the first day, but we can talk non stop. haha. saw my schedule today, and saw i'm posted to work in marina square too! im so happy! then can see wendy again. haha.
after working, train-ed and then bus-ed home. i was so tired physically. slept well and early today. :)
woke up pretty early today and get prepared to go heeren to work. today's my first day of working in fourskin. bus-ed and then train-ed there. today was posted to work in adorn.
working in sales was tiring. but fun. colleagues were very friendly and fun. although is was only the first day, but we can talk non stop. haha. saw my schedule today, and saw i'm posted to work in marina square too! im so happy! then can see wendy again. haha.
after working, train-ed and then bus-ed home. i was so tired physically. slept well and early today. :)
Thursday, March 29, 2007
sick~
29th march 07, thursday
wee~ i can view my blog now already. haha. time has been flying. the month of march will be ending soon. and the new april starting in a few days time.
have been terribly sick this few days. having high fever and sore throat. what a time to be sick, some more in the midst of my holiday. unable to enjoy many things. sigh, how i pray i will recover quickly. have to postpone several activites because of me getting sick.
having prayer meeting later on, let's see if im still sick later on. and i've having movie tmr with the 2d peeps. we're watching The Messenger.
recently have been playing audition. created a new account, because my previous one was so called freeze. as i forgot the security code and i've to pay $5 to retrieve back. is like wth right. so might as well create a new one.
well, club dance is very interesting, got to choose partners and such. hahha. long time no shopping. shall go on a shopping spree soon i guess. :)
wee~ i can view my blog now already. haha. time has been flying. the month of march will be ending soon. and the new april starting in a few days time.
have been terribly sick this few days. having high fever and sore throat. what a time to be sick, some more in the midst of my holiday. unable to enjoy many things. sigh, how i pray i will recover quickly. have to postpone several activites because of me getting sick.
having prayer meeting later on, let's see if im still sick later on. and i've having movie tmr with the 2d peeps. we're watching The Messenger.
recently have been playing audition. created a new account, because my previous one was so called freeze. as i forgot the security code and i've to pay $5 to retrieve back. is like wth right. so might as well create a new one.
well, club dance is very interesting, got to choose partners and such. hahha. long time no shopping. shall go on a shopping spree soon i guess. :)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
found a new job!
25th march 07, sunday
first of all, praise the Lord for the new 3 friends that i brought for cell group today. today's alittle special. it is a cell group meeting cum appreciation night. though is abit mini, but still okay la. the whole day was like not bad, though i felt it abit cold, meaning len chang. im pretty sure junboon enjoyed. not sure if shirley and pak cheong enjoy that much too. they left early.
after the whole thing, i got junboon to accompany me to rush down to heeren for my interview in fourskin. which turns out very successful. then afterwards cabbed back to bugis to have lan session with the rest of the cell group members.
after laning, cabbed home with kaka and junboon. chatted throughout the whole journey. guessed junboon enjoyed both kaka's and mine's accompany. haha. just prayed that junboon's salvation will be near. at the same time, he will be empowered and do well in his Os. :)
sighed... dunno wad happen, i cant view my damn blog. only can view it by clicking the preview button. haiz.
having lotsa programmes pack for myself this few weeks. a mini movie gathering for 2Ds peeps, watching The Messenger.
and also, sigh, im sick as well. so do hopes i quickly recover. :
first of all, praise the Lord for the new 3 friends that i brought for cell group today. today's alittle special. it is a cell group meeting cum appreciation night. though is abit mini, but still okay la. the whole day was like not bad, though i felt it abit cold, meaning len chang. im pretty sure junboon enjoyed. not sure if shirley and pak cheong enjoy that much too. they left early.
after the whole thing, i got junboon to accompany me to rush down to heeren for my interview in fourskin. which turns out very successful. then afterwards cabbed back to bugis to have lan session with the rest of the cell group members.
after laning, cabbed home with kaka and junboon. chatted throughout the whole journey. guessed junboon enjoyed both kaka's and mine's accompany. haha. just prayed that junboon's salvation will be near. at the same time, he will be empowered and do well in his Os. :)
sighed... dunno wad happen, i cant view my damn blog. only can view it by clicking the preview button. haiz.
having lotsa programmes pack for myself this few weeks. a mini movie gathering for 2Ds peeps, watching The Messenger.
and also, sigh, im sick as well. so do hopes i quickly recover. :
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
r e l a t i o n s h i p s . . . . . .
19th march 07, monday
today as usual, cabbed to work and business aint good. after work, wendy waited for me and went for supper with gerald, hanlin, chengfeng and joseph. well, some problems between wendy and jovin. having boy girl relationships may have problems, but people with no boy girl relationship also have problem. aint it funny and weird??
i was somehow involved in it. so well, who's the most having problems? being stucked in between my closest sister's boyfriend and my closest sister.
it is just merely some misunderstandings. it felt so stressed up. asking myself, why almost all relationship involved me inside? one is pearly's case, another's this. -.-
what should i do? perhaps i'm too close to my sister and hence, arising misunderstanding. should i just backed off? just like last time? or should i stay?
perhaps changing job and working location might do. i dunno.
really got to have a talk between him and me. so i sms-ed him and told him what happened. so it appears he seems to be alright. so just hope things turns out fine. i guess this kind of problems are only temporary. meaning it might happens again. so, problem lies with where? me??
today as usual, cabbed to work and business aint good. after work, wendy waited for me and went for supper with gerald, hanlin, chengfeng and joseph. well, some problems between wendy and jovin. having boy girl relationships may have problems, but people with no boy girl relationship also have problem. aint it funny and weird??
i was somehow involved in it. so well, who's the most having problems? being stucked in between my closest sister's boyfriend and my closest sister.
it is just merely some misunderstandings. it felt so stressed up. asking myself, why almost all relationship involved me inside? one is pearly's case, another's this. -.-
what should i do? perhaps i'm too close to my sister and hence, arising misunderstanding. should i just backed off? just like last time? or should i stay?
perhaps changing job and working location might do. i dunno.
really got to have a talk between him and me. so i sms-ed him and told him what happened. so it appears he seems to be alright. so just hope things turns out fine. i guess this kind of problems are only temporary. meaning it might happens again. so, problem lies with where? me??
Monday, March 19, 2007
sunday the busy day
18th march 07, sunday
woke up slightly later today. prepared and go to work. cabbed there and quickly rushed to ebase to collect my shop key from wendy. business was not bad today. target hit $1000. weee~
after work, gerald come find me. we went to ebase garcon to shop for bernard's bday present. bought a v-neck tee for him. hope he like it.
stayed for not long and left with wendy, ader, gerald, baoman and tong sheng. here am i blogging now. working tmr full. wendy waiting for me after her work. :)
woke up slightly later today. prepared and go to work. cabbed there and quickly rushed to ebase to collect my shop key from wendy. business was not bad today. target hit $1000. weee~
after work, gerald come find me. we went to ebase garcon to shop for bernard's bday present. bought a v-neck tee for him. hope he like it.
stayed for not long and left with wendy, ader, gerald, baoman and tong sheng. here am i blogging now. working tmr full. wendy waiting for me after her work. :)
Sunday, March 18, 2007
saturday is church day
17th march 07, saturday
so long since i last blog about church stuffs. today woke up at around 10am. get prepared and cabbed to expo. was late for bible study. then quickly joined the gang for bs and headed straight to service. rev. dr. phil pringle was the invited guest speakers. service was real cool and awesome.
the word he shared is really impactful and encouraging. pastor prayed for the church and also for the sick. the annointing and presence of God is strong. i really feel empowered and much motivated.
after service, fellowship with the cell group in bedok kfc. after dinner, went for lan session with gab, eulynn and ron. long time since we last lan. after lan, cabbed home. :)
so long since i last blog about church stuffs. today woke up at around 10am. get prepared and cabbed to expo. was late for bible study. then quickly joined the gang for bs and headed straight to service. rev. dr. phil pringle was the invited guest speakers. service was real cool and awesome.
the word he shared is really impactful and encouraging. pastor prayed for the church and also for the sick. the annointing and presence of God is strong. i really feel empowered and much motivated.
after service, fellowship with the cell group in bedok kfc. after dinner, went for lan session with gab, eulynn and ron. long time since we last lan. after lan, cabbed home. :)
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