twin bastards still rocks!

23rd august 07, thursday


didn't went school again today. haven't been going to school for almost 1 week liao. (=.=) so slacked at home. did some homework. drew some figures on the plain drawing block. drew only 2.

slacked till 4 plus. went to bath, preparing to go to school and request to change my class. hanlin then msg-ed me. knowing him just went out of studio. going to studio alone to practice when all not free? superb man. lol~ must present him the most hardworking dancer liao~ LOL~. can see for those who really puts everything into this and hoping to make this thing happen and alive. thank you guys so much. =D

so decided not to go school today liao. can do it tmr. went to lan to meet hanlin. but he went home and fell asleep. playing alone in lan for like 1hr? then he come meet me. played till quite late. nice playing la~ lol.

after lan, went central macdonald for dinner. met ying there. sharing cold jokes there la. lol~ after dinner, walked over to bus interchange to take bus home.

was talking about of BASTARD CLUB thingy. so super funny. the XXXX really look like the star stared in 200 Pounds Beauty. super look alike. went home and finished our LIMITED EDITIONed masterpiece of BASTARD CLUB.

* XXXX was used and face was censored to protect the person.

super funny. BASTARD CLUB ROCKS in short. =D

watched happily never after at night.

updates ((:

20th august 07, monday


teachers' day rehearsal today. but we didn't turn up for it. coz we aren't prepared to perform anything yet. still haven got our choreo done. feeling so stressed up. went practiced at bendemeer studio. today's practice only consisted of two people, hanlin and myself. its always the two of us.

couldn't care much, so just keep thinking, trying to get our choreo done. practiced on sharpness and co-ordination with hanlin. my co-ordination with him was alright, more or less okay. practiced till 6pm. oh ya, found out there's this major dance event which is called, Project DanceEdge. Its kinda a cool thing as it's recruiting dancers now and there's this major dance event/ performance at this year end, december.

dancers will be working with professionals such as choreographers, make-up artists, backstage crew, dancers, costume designers etc. its so damn cool la. got to attend an audition for that. so we are very interested in that. the organisers say it gonna contact us soon. do hope it will be a yes. ((:

after practicing, went to bendemeer's food court to eat. then we bus-ed 147 home. tiring day today~ but fruitful. =]

drew this while we are bored in the studio.

21st august 07, tuesday

having dance training today again at bendemeer studio. meeting hanlin and weileong there. dance today was fruitful, able to finalise the two new parts we thought of. here's are the tutorials videos of the dance.

Remember The Name Part 2

That's Right Part 2

practiced from 4pm to 6pm. after practicing, bus-ed to serangoon to have dinner with the 3 of us and ahkeat. after dinner, bused home. fruitful day today too. ((:

at night was a nightmare for me. today's not the day for audition. super pekchek and pissed yesterday. mind was full of vugalrities. couldn't control it.

22nd august 07, wednesday

didn't go to school today. overslept. met hanlin outside peicai to practice dance today. and mr shao ye let me waited for him for 1hr. coz he overslept! nvm, twin bro twin bro. dun ji jiao so much. so went practiced in peicai till for like 2hr?

then went central coffeeshop for dinner. then bused home. was crapping on the way.

went home, onlined. twin bro and i came out with this club called, "BASTARD CLUB". WE LOVE IT LA~ being an bastard and ass to others. lol~ so funny can. we had our club's logo. here's it.

so super duper funny. will not say here again. post it to 2d's blog liao. we also have our club's pledge. LOL~ and was crapping like no one's business in msn. damn hilarious. HAHA, ROFL, LMAO, LOL, everything come out la. LOL~ super funny today. tink everytime with yeo's family always so funny. never fails to laugh. hahaha. ^^

tmr sch.. tmr dance ^^ sch's boring, dancing fun! ^^ love dancing~

tomorrow's rehearsal!

18th august 07, saturday


had dance practice today at 7pm i think. i cant remember, seriously having serious stm. but all i can remember is i cabbed down to meet hanlin at gerald's house void deck. so happily cabbed down, not realising that i forgot to take the money i left it on my bed! so, my wallet was empty. was panicked and embarassed of course, quickly called hanlin come and helped me pay for my cab fare. was peak hour, so fare from serangoon north to serangoon central was $5.80. =.=

danced, danced and danced. but couldn't think of other choreography. mind was empty. today practice only consisted of two of us. so didn't wan to waste any time just dancing our routine and no ideas coming out, we decided to go home and think after 1hr of training. so left at 8pm.

we walked over to bus interchange and waited for bus. my bus came first so left first. met rickson in interchange, chat with him for awhile till he alighted. went back home and was seriously damn freaking bored~ went to lan at Venus with my sister. played audition there. met hanlin in audition and was like playing and talking.. talking about dance. this really gives us a big headache. killed dunno how many thousands of hundreds of millions of zillions of brain cells... =.= (wonder if i had that much in the first place, lol)

after audi, went back home, searching for videos in youtube and trying to get some inspiration for our choreograpy. talking to xiaoqian on msn too. do hope somethings come out. monday is our rehearsal, damn it~ slept like 4-5am.


19th august 07, sunday


woke up early today and went to visit my late grandfather's death. my mood wasnt very good in the morning as i'm like forced to wake up? didn't had sufficient sleep yesterday night too. so same old routine, bored la~ after everything, cabbed back to serangoon with my cousin and my sister. i dropped first at serangoon central.

meeting the dance peeps for training. weileong and hanlin were already there. so teached weileong our Remember The Name steps. gerald came after 6plus pm. teached him too. felt today's practice was quite fruitful. but once again, we didn't have enough time for tmr's rehearsal. its tomorrow! damn it!~ is like wtf? and we like only got a few things?

here are the videos of them practicing. im the video man. lol~






always doing last minute work and in the end cui. felt so damn pity for myself. danced for so many years of concerts, first time such thing happens. argh! i dun feel like withdrawing from the concert at all~ after practicing till 8pm like that, went to have dinner at central with hanlin and gerald. weileong left.

after dinner, went central to practice even more. practiced till approximately 10pm and went home. everyone was tired. bused 147 home. so went online awhile and i just went dead. meaning dead tired and fell asleep. woke up and saw msn people pm me so many many. and those msn sounds dun even wake me up.

haiz, hanlin's fone went MIA again... gonna be hard to contact agn. lol~ so confirm not going for rehearsal tmr, we got nothing to show. so full day practice tmr. down to boonkeng studio. i dun care much alrdy, i gonna chiong~

17th august 07, friday


didn't go for school today as well. i have nothing to say about me anymore. hopeless la~ feel so damn sad for myself. quitting school even comes into my mind. all friends are good. they always say "rodney, go back sch la." i promise i will do my best.

dance training today. i went yixian's house first. then bus-ed 147 to boonkeng. proceeded to the studio, but it was being used. trained outside, thinking of the choreography. baoman came to find us. soon after, the studio is free to use.

meet hanlin at night. continue to practice. so today is merely thinking of choreography. shall teached the other dancers as well. here are the videos taken.

yixian and rodney practicing outside



hanlin, yixian and rodney practicing in studio



hanlin, yixian and rodney practicing in studio 2



soon after, yixian left to meet his girl in great world. so i and hanlin continued to practice our moves. stop practicing at 9pm. 3 of us, hanlin, baoman and me walked over to boonkeng. brought them around as i'm familiar with the place. went to have dinner at kfc.

then after dinner went playground to talk. were talking about past childhood that we each have an imaginary friend, it was so real and we really took them as real. we talked to them, and we could hear reply. we are so close.

so was bringing back our imaginary friend once again to life. on the way to meet teeyue in mrt station, 3 of us keep talking to our imaginary friend, Jia Ming. teeyue was quite pissed that we played this in lunar 7th month.

trained all the way to serangoon and bused to prata. there's colin, alwyn, gerald, me, hanlin, teeyue and baoman for prata. after prata went central macdonald to slack and watched some videos.

slacked till 3am and cabbed home. dancing tmr. (:

today's a sadist day

16th august 07, thursday


today was very tired. stayed up so late chatting in msn last night. so couldn't actually wake up. and guess wad, i'm late for class, and hence not going school again la.

haiz, i felt so hopeless. went to get changed and went down to the bus stop, waiting for my bus to come. didnt had in mind where to go. so seating at the bus stop for a very long time. just sat there, staring into space. doing basically nothing.

147 came, so i just boarded it, without thinking where to go etc. so the bus journey was kinda long. i hate long bus journey especially when i'm alone in bus. no one to talk to. alighted at my school there. walked over to park lane. went for a session of lan. playing audition for like 3 and a half hours? so bored. after lan-ing, its like 7pm plus.

actually thought of going clubbing today. but no one want to go and baoman thought 2 person was weird, so she didnt wan to go either. so giving it a miss . i really wanted to go. but nevamind la.

got home, ate my dinner. online all the way. sorry if you felt sian talking to me in msn today. coz i dun really have the mood to talk. just feel like isolating myself. guess my "i hate myself" syndrome is back. =.=

6 more days to our rehearsal

15th august 07, wednesday


i'm a freaking bastard la~ skipping class today again. woke up at 9am. started to go online. decided to create and design my very own rodney's blog. well, started designing at 10am. been playing with photoshop and other programmes. playing with html codings too.

fucking headache. and after 5 hours of hardwork, "TADA!" complete version of my blogskin. next sorting out those html codes for profiles, tagboard etc and etc.

after doing, went to get prepared. cabbed to serangoon central mac to meet up with baoman and yingying for dinner. dinner at mac. had fillet student meal. budget budget. ^^

after dinner, went meet hanlin at gerald's house void deck to practice dance. had been thinking for the whole previous night. its been so difficult to practice as a team. we dun even look like a team. we have different mindset and goals and visions.

and i'm so freaking tired of the attitudes of our team. not saying i'm the perfect one or wad, just that everyone plays a part in a team. i'm also not pin-pointing anyone in the team. i just don't feel the sense of urgency in the team.

so, i smsed forward all people in the team saying on how i feel and to reconfirm whether or not to join the team; in another words, to dance or not to dance. we will just use whatever we have.

so practicing with yixian and hanlin. planning for the intro and choreography. quite fruitful today. thought of the starting and the start of our first part. we also got 2 counts of 4 for our choreo. keep up guys. still waiting for the answers from gerald and weileong.

do give me your answer to reconfirm your place in the team, a YES or a NO. i would want a definite answer, would not want to waste anymore time. whatever the answer, i will not get angry or what, just wanna chop chop finish this thing.

after practicing, yixian's dad fetched me home. thanks uncle. recorded video of yixian dancing. but friend friend, shall not post it up. HAHAHAH~

back home, gonna practiced my dance. gonna do my homework later too. going school tmr. ((:
booking studio on friday.

Dusty X Sho'Down

Event: Dusty X Sho'Down

Venue: Ministry of Sound (MOS)

Date: 16 Aug 07, Thursday

Time: Entry starts from 9pm - 11pm

minimum age: 18

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FREE ENTRY to whosgoing.sg members

*club rules applied.

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let rodney know who's interested to go, rodney and baoman may be going.

my condolences to sam's grandpa

14th august 07, tuesday


didn't go for class today. so went out with baoman and yingying. cabbed to bugis to meet them. walked around bugis street and went over the street across parco bugis to eat duck rice.

after eating, went parco to walk around then cabbed back to serangoon. met up with the 2d people, teeyue, colin, yixian and hanlin. bused 315 to go to samuel's house that side. went to attend sam's grandpa's wake.

stayed there for awhile and i, teeyue and baoman left early. bused 315 to serangoon gardens to have supper at chomp chomp. food there was simply fantastic lah. cabbed home afterwards.

back at home. was msn-ing with nu-er. kinda lame with each other lah~ but very funny. hahaha. XD

happy birthday singapore!

9th august 07, thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

boring day for me. staying at home doing homework. heard the fireworks which goes, "boom boom boom", but see nothing. LOL~ national day ain't something i looking forward and getting excited about it anymore. yea, i was when i'm young. running to the window, hoping to get a glimpse of the F16 plane flying over, or maybe perhaps the helicopter. fireworks would be the best. those childhood things, think about it is quite funny. yea, that's all for the day today. ((:

10th august 07, friday

cant really remember what happen this day. i seriously suffering from serious short term memory lah~ oh! i remembered, was supposed to go to sch, but in the end, no mood. went bugis and marina square alone. then went back serangoon.

meet up with junhao. went lan with him. long time we last lan liao. went venus to lan. played audi. bought another @ cash to change my nick. after lan, went home, got changed and went prata. some commotion going on there, shall not elaborate here. so after prata, went central mac to slack. talked for awhile. left at around 3plus? cabbed home.

11th august 07, saturday

oh gosh! overslept today! so missed choonhao's match. so sorry if you are reading this. so did you win? i promise to be there the next match. rushed off to meet yixian at boonkeng mrt station. dance practice today. only 2 of us. after awhile, beautrice came. went hunting for that damn ulu dance studio in bendemeer. followed baoman's directions, and we got lost. super tiring walking dunno how many rounds around boon keng.

lol~ mood was spoilt la. then blah blah blah~ shall not elaborate. back to serangoon at night. received sms, study in macdonald. there were teeyue, me, baoman, gerald and hanlin stayed till quite late. had fun studying la~ then cabbed home afterwards.

12th august 07, sunday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG!

went to my ah ma house today to celebrate my ah gong's birthday. all relatives and cousins were there. was so freaking bored lah~ hate going there. brought my lappy along for entertainment. reached there, i, my sis and dad was so sian!

went nearby neighborhood shopping mall to shop. bought myself a ring. dad went for foot reflex logy, isabel bought herself a handbag. went print photos too. afterwards, went back to the house, blew candles and ate. stayed for a little while and went home.

rushed off to meet hanlin in central to study. today only 2 of us. none can make it. so we were like super hardworking, doing so much stuffs. i was drawing, doing my homeworks and assignments, while hanlin did his flash project. studying outside is so effective for me, i've never so hardworking at home before. XP

gonna come out study more. so like stayed in mac chionging homeworks from 8pm to next day 7plus am. power us right?

13th august 07, monday

LOL~ we dint sleep. just crapped and study there. very fruitful la~ so without getting any sleep, went home, bath and off to school. feeling super shag! school day was alright. after class, went home sleep to restore my insufficient of beauty sleep. LOL~ so woke up not long ago. time was 1:11am now. online and doing some updates on blogs etc. and because of the insufficient of slp, my eyes was a little swollen and pain la~ my eyes were like so small. this is the biggest i can open. LOL~

that's about all.

happy birthday baoman - part 2

7th august 07, tuesday


well well, overslept again. and what's so great about on overslept-ing? guess we stayed too late last night at central Macdonald. well, the good thing is our class rep messaged us in the morning, telling us the morning lesson have been canceled, whatever reason? not sure. i dun give a damn about it. so just continue sleeping.

woke up at around 12pm. went to get bath and prepared. cabbed over to temasek poly to meet hanlin. i'm going over to tp to use their mac coms to remix our songs for teachers' day performance. the fare is relatively cheap, cost me around $8.90.

upon reaching, called up hanlin and ask where is he. but he did not picked up his call. so thought he was having lectures and stuffs. called up joyce instead. she accompanied me and went to school of engineering. went to use coms and went her class. felt weird and so extra, i even heard some people behind asking, "who's that guy?" lol.

so went out and went to wait for hanlin alone. ok, for a moment, i got a little lost in the campus. was rather stupid to get lost though. so somehow managed to find my way. made my way to jupiter's cafe having my lunch while waiting for hanlin.

soon after, hanlin arrived and followed him to his mac lab. first time using garageband, and was like "eh, how do you do this and that". after joyce's lesson, she came in and joined us. followed by joseph. after finishing hanlin's stuffs, went off to meet the 2ds. celebrating baoman's birthday part 2 in taka, orchard.

bused an express bus that cost us $2.60 for the ride to town. i, hanlin and joyce are like talking inside the bus. okay, a chio bu was sitting beside me, real nice looking, but somehow, her sleeping posture spoils her image la. haha~

alighted outside TANGS, and we jay-walked over. meeting the people in orchard mrt station. joyce was so funny while we jay-walked. LOL! i'm literally laughing out LOUD! waited for some people to arrive and off we go to taka, pepper lunch.

shall upload pics and videos on it.

stole this pic from beautrice's blog. hahaha~

after dinner, went out and camwhore outside. having fun la~ then walked over to orchard mrt to train back home.

bought Emporio Armani sunglass

6th august 07, monday

went out with baoman in the morning today. both of us didn't go for morning class. went various places like city hall, bugis, etc. bought myself a Emporio Armani sunglass. was very nice.

went to HANS in national library to have a very sumptuous set lunch meal too.

its been long that i haven really hampered myself, seating in a such comfortable and relaxing place to enjoy life. this feeling is just so pleasant and wonderful. shopped and walked around till 3pm and we cabbed. me going back to my 3pm class for presentation, while baoman headed back to her grandma's house.

meeting after school. having a dance discussion at 7pm at gerald's house void deck. only me, weileong, yixian and hanlin turned up. baoman came too, but isn't contributing much to help. after discussion, went central macdonald to have dinner.

after dinner, bused home. feeling very tired. online and sent hanlin the songs for music remix tomorrow over at TP.

5th august 07, sunday


stayed at home the whole day. feeling quite restless. went online to edit videos. was frustrated by it.

dead and tired

31st july 07, monday


feeling so screwed today. spending the whole night chiong-ing myu assignment to prepare for today's presentation, and i didnt even sleep yet. after finished, quickly rushed to school. was gonna be late so took cab there. cab fare was like $12 plus.

took lift up to my class, saw my classmates walking out, i asked wad happen, they say teacher got something on, class cancelled. i was like wtf? i'm so prepared for the presentation and this is happening to me? wasted my time and money. so went home and online for awhile. audition was supposed to be today but managed to negotiate with them and postponed to tmr. is still not enough time, but better than nothing.

first met up with gerald and hanlin to peicai to practice. viewed the audition part 1. since our audition is tmr, of course we are not wasting anymore time, 3 of us booked the dance room and started practicing. thinking of choreo and improving on our sharpness of steps etc.

practiced till 530pm and we got to leave already. went dinner at central mac, then after dinner, went to gerald's house to edit on the song. practiced our dance 1st as a team full strength at void deck. practiced till late till 3am. gerald and yixian left. i, halin and weileong continued to practice. trying to perfect our dance. we're so dead and tired. practicing our dance for almost the whole day; 24 hours. muscle-aches and cramps all over our body.

had supper at s11. then cabbed home. meeting up early tmr to continue our dance. we are running out of time!



1st aug 07, tuesday


was awake at 11am thanks to hanlin call. if not i gonna continue sleeping. then met up at 1230pm at peicai to practice our dance. we are trying our very best to do everything, co-ordination, memorising of steps, sharpness etc.

slowly its our turn for audition. had audition with the D' Conquerors. our dance is can say screwed up. i felt it was not up to the standard. but good job guys for able to perform till like that, as we only started everything just yesterday. all these are just our 1 day effort. so we gonna do our best for the upcoming rehearsals.

this is just our beginning, now we have much more to do. everyone's tired and dead now. take a good rest and let's meet up soon again for our next practice. ((: once again, good job guys~

went home after audition to rest and sleep for awhile. woke up and went to alvin's wake. i felt so sad for him. he is still so young and why, i keep asking. although i just came back from his wake, and saw his photo hanging there, i still cant believe it was alvin ang who's lying in the coffin. im still living in denial.

stayed there till 12am like that and cabbed home. tomorrow's alvin's chu bing.

rest in peace, alvin. and go in ease. you are always miss by us.

A TRIBUTE TO ALVIN ANG

A TRIBUTE TO ALVIN ANG

Alvin

Was rather shocked to hear about your news

But that does not deny the fact that you are gone

A feeling of lost is found in everyone's heart

Why do you take that step that can lead you to another world?

Suddenly memories of you being flashed in my mind

One by one, all clearly shown

Sadness of lost soon fills one's heart

You are still remembered in our hearts

Having fun with you may last shortly

Memories left behind will last eternally

Remember that time we had a friendly competition of BBQing in xiaolong's bday chalet?

You brought smiles and laughter on everyone's face

Now that you are gone

I still cant believe this is happening

You are a nice friend

A friend always and always will be

You may have part and move on

But you left beautiful memories in our hearts

Cheers for having you as a friend

The loving memories of yours will never end

Goodbye my friend

Rest In Peace

Alvin Ang

My friend

Fondly remembered by your friend,

Rodney

happy birthday isabel

29th july 07, sunday


went to work today, cabbed with karen to marina square. its been so long we last seen each other. catched up with her with alot of things.

open the shop and totally slacked inside. doing our own stuffs, online, doing homework there, playing online games to get paid. LOL~ very slacked right? lol. went for lunch and shopping with the shop closed for like 1.5 to 2 hours? LMAO.

work till 9pm and we knocked off. while closing shop and walked over to mini toons to buy some stuffs, saw my little niece running. she looks very familiar and then realised was my niece and my cousins there. lol.

went mini toon to shop for my sis's bday present. karen bought her stuffs. we had lotsa fun in mini toons. were like laughing like hell inside mini toons. the staffs there very funny la~ ask us to choose one free gift and i and karen was like laughing all the way~ thinking what the fuck can i do with this stuffy fluffy toy cake.. lol~

then we kinda disiao the staffs there la. very funny. then the cake look so stupid and funny can. hahaha. bused 133 to serangoon and then cabbed home. nice day with karen today. ((:

back home, celebrated isabel's bday. a little bit of suprise. but funny though. LOL~

saturday night with 2d

28th july 07, saturday


stayed at home till night. then went out to central macdonald with baoman, weileong, hanlin, gerald and teeyue. all brought laptop and use wireless there. doing all sort of things. some project, some mixing songs, some doing homework.

talking all sorts of crap there, then talked about family, past childhoods, pets, food, school, everything under the sun. we are so random.

stayed there till around 3am. cabbed home after wards.

working tmr with karen. long time no see. miss her, ((:

EQ Test

went to do some EQ - Emotional Quotient Test on a website.

some may wonder what's EQ is? Emotional intelligence (EI) refers to the ability to perceive, control, and evaluate emotions.so by doing the test, you actually able to tell if you are capable to perceive, control, and evaluate emotions and also handle problems in your life.

here's the link to the quiz: http://psychology.about.com/library/quiz/bl_eq_quiz.htm

this is my result:
Emotional Intelligence Test

How Did You Score?

Your results indicate an above average score on emotional intelligence. What Does Your Score Mean?

People with a better than average score on emotional intelligence tend to be good at interpreting, understanding, and acting upon emotions. They are usually quite good at dealing with social or emotional conflicts, expressing their feelings, and dealing with emotional situations. It's important to remember that no matter how good your score is, there is always room to improve your emotional intelligence. Consider areas where you are not as strong and think of ways that you can learn and grow. Take stock of your strong points and find ways to continue to develop and apply these skills.

rodney went berserk

26th july 07, thursday


i felt so failure today. i'm such a big loser. rodney sim don't even know how to save money, all he knows is just wasting money like running water. he thinks money is easy to earn, not realising these are hard earn money. a spoilt brat. a spoilt guy who doesn't treasure about time.

always late for class, not punctual. missing class, run away from class, not attending lessons. all sorts of his nonsense and craps. i so hate rodney sim can??

repeated another year at school and yet still not learning his lesson? wtf? what an ass...

rodney sim, are you really like this? from what i know, you are not like this the last time? how come have changed into such a pathetic state? missing class, repeated year and so on. is not like what rodney would do.

i hate you rodney sim! you jolly well go school and attend all lessons! stop wasting money, you ass!

am i so useless and stupid? am i really that failure? i felt so stress and life seems so fucked up and totally screwed up by my own! rodney sim, you spoiled your own future you idiot!? i can almost go berserk. felt so lost when i cant find my class and those stares of new classmates looking at me... i feel so outcast. i felt pressurized. i wanna do well this year. but im not doing it?!

life is going to be meaningless and time wasting! RODNEY SIM YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE! A MORON! CAN SOMEONE JUST KILL RODNEY SIM FOR ME? IT WILL BE BETTER IF HE'S DEAD.

argh!

tired...

25th july 07, wednesday


ok, school has started, going for lessons, practicing hard for dance, meeting up with friends, having not sufficient of sleep daily, spending money like running water... everything seems so busy nowadays.

okay, gonna start with my sch. i would say, my class sucks. i totally cant clique with any. is either china people, india people, malays and blah blah. i find myself so pathetic. im such a loner. cant believe i gonna stay like this for 6 months??? i gonna go mad.

dance has been tiring.

i cant get enough sleep daily. always feels so tired when i wake up and go to school...

i didnt seems to have enough money for everything... )):

i felt so tired. so wtf feeling. i really feel like quitting already. i've been encouraging myself daily, not to give up, go on. jus for while and it should be fine. but it seems very tiring and ...... nothing to say...

launching of TWOD-SINCE03

23rd july 07, monday


Finally!! the long anticipated 2D blog is finally up! this is really serves as an alternative source of entertaining online and another form of news update; updating every 2D members of any upcoming and incoming 2D events, prata sessions, sharing of things, gossiping and etc etc.

spent the whole night last night doing it, and had it improved on the skins and so far and so on after my school today. school was boring on the first day.

after much editing and improving on the blogskins and wallpaper, i think it turns out nicer than original. ((:

to get to 2D link, press here > 2D

later going to practice dance with wei leong. it seems the crew have an change in attitude and became so enthu about it, which is very good! hanlin also started to plan out the next dancing meeting which is tmr evening and sent it out to everyone this morning, everyone's so looking forward. lets work hard, 2d crew! ((:

hanlin, do u go missing?

21st july 07, saturday


so went prata. was alittle late. bus-ed down. once i reached, there were only me, baoman and teeyue. so called up weileong. he and his brother came. and called up hanlin too. but was told by his sister that he is not at home, so assumed that he is on his way to prata. waited till very late, he's still not reach yet. we are all feeling quite worried for him as his sister said he is nt at home and she aint sure if he came back earlier just now, which we suppose so. coz we met up and left home at around 8pm plus and prata at 1030pm.

and by right he should have come home already. we are all very worried and keep calling, but his home which his sister replied he is not at home. and his handphone is unreachable.

HANLIN, CAN YOU PLEASE REPLY US AND GIVE US A CALL OR A MSG?

gerald assumed that he should be sleeping soundly, and let's hope is true...


UPDATES:

22th july 07, sunday

called hanlin's home and he's at home sleeping. thank goodness. (:

updates...

20th july 07, friday


went out with wendy today at early evening. cabbed to marina square to get my pay first. then bus-ed to bugis. walked around bugis went around shopping. i bought a white polo tee and a black bermuda. after shopping in bugis village, walked over to parco to continue our shopping.

after bugis, cabbed to clarke quay to slack around and mostly importantly, enjoy ourselves. went to some clubs like indonchine - forbidden city and asylum etc. drank sex on the beach and zombie. was so damn funny la. wendy's face was totally hot red. i just cant stop laughing at her. haha~





after our drinking, walked around looking for the damn atm. but cant manage to find any. so slacked around at the riverside. met weileong, hanlin and colin there. they cycled from serangoon to clarke quay to meet us. we sat down and chat for a while. time really passed fast with friends. realised we have chat for 2hrs plus. so decided to go esplanade.





hanlin long bang wendy and wei leong long bang me. cycled to esplanade. slack there, took photos and ate at makansutra. afterwards, cabbed home. reached home around 330am like that. :)


21st july 07, saturday


woke up at around 10plus. sms-ed hanlin and yi xian and asked them to come peicai to practice our dance for teachers' day. was aright. me, weileong and hanlin really had fun big time in the room. playing with high risk stunts. LOL~ and the 1st attempt of backflipped done by hanlin was indeed damn super funny~ LOL~

weileong busy with alumni stuffs and yixian busy dating. haha. so i and hanlin was like playing inside, and also thinking of our choreograph. was hungry so went to nearby coffeeshop to have lunch.

so after practiced until 6pm, waited for justin and weileong to finish their alumni stuffs and went central s11 for dinner. was singing in s11. having prata at 1030pm later on. shall continue to blog on that later. :)



scandal picture taken of weileong: hongster never dies! LOL~

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tuesday working cum shopping

17th july 07, tuesday


woke up super early today. last night very tired, so slept early. went to work today and first time taking bus to work. took 70 all the way to suntec and walked to marina square. is it something worth celebrating? rodney sim bused to work today! woohoo~ haha.

then work was boring~ closed shop and went shopping within marina square. bought a journal notebook from TIMES bookstore which costs me like $13.15 for a notebook? (o.o) and i also bought a bagpack from Eight Percent which costs me only $33.90.

very happy that i bought the bag, coz i've been longing for a new bag for a long time. so happy. thats all for today. :)

monday blues

16th july 07, monday


woke up very early today. it seems that my body clock have changed once again. sleep early, wake up early. so went online, and was playing audition. after audition, a window pop out saying, "HELLOOO!"

i cant reply. coz of my stupid mouse bug. so restarted com and and sign in msn again. "OHAYOU!" i replied. well, was talking to hanlin. so long bo talk liao. so he was bored in his class, so crapping everything with me. guessed he's overly exhausted from the past projects of chionging, some of his convo seems weird. HAHAHA~ so we basically just crapped everything under the sun, from friends to audition? and so far and so on.

after msn, what did i do next? i kinda forget. did i go back audition? nvm, i really forgot. stayed at home the whole day today. actually thought of like going j8 with gerald. but in the end, nope.

played PT with yixian and ah keat. then evening played audition with ah keat. super funny la. then afterwards, after playing i was tired, and i mean real tired. i dunno y, as i dint even do anything today, i mean like going out or what. so i slept pretty early today at around 11-1130pm?

yupps, received an sms from *someone*. and is like no point msg-ing me now la. i kinda think what do you wan from me this time round? how come all of a sudden come contact me? dint even reply, and i went to sleep.

-im being cruel and the bad guy this time round-

whosgoing.sg mos pass

15th july 07, sunday


was at home today. didnt went out. i woke up, and my sis showed me something. i was like o.o, wtf? truly wtf? "bitch" came out from my mouth. thats the first word of the day.

if things are happening now? y lied to me earlier? giving me such a lame excuses and claiming it as your reason? what do you take me for? you are currently categorised under my -BITCH- list. you are free to say whatever you wan, whether am i selfish or whatever, i dun give a damn about it. you have nothing to do with me anymore. im not associated to you in any way too.

im posting this because im annoyed and irritated by what you did.

nvm, changed topic.

well, today received my very own whosgoing 1st anniversary free MOS entry pass. heard there's gonna free flow of housepours that night. nt sure if its true. so excited. ^^

outing with chibaobao

14th july 07, saturday


today stayed at home online all the way till late afternoon around 4-5pm. then sms-ed baoman if she woke up already. going out with her to town today. our dress code today was going formal. met up at serangoon control station. then trained there.





walked around wisma to far east. there's totally nothing for us to buy. trying very hard to find something to buy. LOL~

then timing was like dun leave then gonna late for 2d prata session soon. so we left and queued for cab. teeyue joined us in the queue in far east. then 3 of us cabbed over to serangoon. the people are so late la.. we might as well shop longer. =.=

today 2d prata session consisted of rodney, baoman, teeyue, alwyn, joyce, weileong, ah keat and colin.

i and joyce were like playing. she's our paris hilton. and she drank and she's kinda high. lol. since she's paris hilton, im the paparazzi. lol, so got some shots taken.

harry potter

13th july 07, friday


stayed at home for the whole day online until in the evening, went out to amk to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with my sister and cousin. The movie was damn great. i rated 5 out of 5 stars. i just love the Harry Potter series.

was excited and looking forward for the next harry potter show. the new book, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows are going to be out. i will buy it if i have the money. :)

after movie, met up with colin, weileong and his bro, samuel and ningying and gerald in amk. they watching Harry Potter too.

after that, me, my sis and my cousin cabbed home. nice day today.

13th july 07, friday


just finished watching 1 Litres of Tears. Its really a great japanese drama, really inspires me alot on looking and taking things in a most positive way of life.

you guys should try watching it. its nice. :) it makes me realised once again that lives are precious. so do friends and family relationships. so do treasure them while you still can now. once they are gone, and i mean gone forever, its too late.

taking this opportunity, in these post especially, to thank those people that are around me.


To:
best friends - wendy, hanlin, gerald, weileong, baoman

thank you so much for always being there for me. whenever there's something bothering me or whenever i fall into depression and starts emo-ing and drink like hell, you guys always there to hear me out. im sorry to take up much of your precious time, i appreciate lots.

especially to wendy, hanlin and baoman, thanks a million. in my life till now, i can say i finally found my true best friends in life. wendy, hanlin, baoman, gerald and weileong. no matter what, best friends forever yea? there may be some misunderstandings and arguments, but we always clear things out and talk. that's what true friends are right?

best buddies, best friends forever. :) smiles. <33

To:
2Ds

you guys are simply great friend in my life. though maybe some of us hasn't really established such a strong relationship and bonds with one another, but do hope one day we will. 2D has always been a great class, company, friends or whatever it is. its been almost 6 years now since sec 1, and we are still together, united as one. im proud to say im a member of 2D too. cheers everyone. :)

To:
church friends, N20

N20 from the start has always been my guidance and my light that leads me out of darkness. i appreciates every help you guys have provided for me and benefited me. though, we aren't so close like before, i still remember the memories that we once created together. all the fun we used to have, it is always in my heart. you guys always go an extra mile in helping one and every single member in our group, whether is it spiritually, emotionally or whatever, you guys always carries a smile on your smile while doing so. u guys are miss. :)

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happy birthday wendy!!!

12th july 07, thursday


a special post for a special someone:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

WENDY SIS! ^^

just wanna say like what i've mentioned in the sms, i really appreciated u all these years. great honor and privillege to get to know u and what's more, being my sister and a friend. do keep our friendship close. friends forever! enjoy~ cheers. =]

Goal 2!

9 july 07, monday



haven slept all night. so slept at 11am today until 530pm. got ready and prepared to go out. cabbed to town to meet justin, teeyue and baoman first. we are watching movie today, GOAL 2.



well, we promised baoman to watch it. the movie was alright. i would have rated it 2.5 out of 5 stars. just okay for me only.

well, waited for hanlin today. we are friends enough to wait for the big boss and was late for the movie for 30mins. thanks ah! hahaaha~ nah, u noe im just jk. lol~

had dinner at yoshinoya. then trained home. simple outing today comprising of RODNEY, HANLIN, TEEYUE, BAOMAN and JUSTIN. :)



thats baoman in train. =.=

and guesses wad, i reached home and my sis passed me a form. its for the this year teacher's day concert application form for those who want to perform. so do hope our 2d team are free enough to practice for it? come on people, lets storm peicai with our dance!~

celebrating wendy's 18th birthday

7th july 07, saturday



great, everything's perfectly planned. first of all, cabbed to town to meet wendy first as she wanted to do some quick shopping. after shopping, trained to little india to meet up with the rest of the 2d people.

there were yixian, baoman, teeyue, gerald, joyce, colin, hanlin, wendy and me. yi xian only came to greet wendy birthday wishes and left. so the rest of us, proceed to barbaablackchic. all ready to enjoy the rest of the night under the dazzling glittering disco ball.

none of us have expected wad has happen. everyone tot the plan will be a successful and a smooth one, all looking forward towards our clubbing moments in barbaablackchic. once we reached there, it was pitched dark, and was SHUT! we were like (=.=")

luckily, rodney the mighty, have planned a backup plan. proceed to the next clubbing destination along middle road, which is opposite nafa. met chengfeng there. the dance floor is like so deserted. dancefloor, no people dancing. =.="

after much commotion (u noe wad happen, shall not elborate), we decided to go clarke quay. most of us were hungry, and we went to have our dinner at the hookers. had sole fillet.



after dinner, walked everywhere, trying to find a pub or club that we can all enter. we are like some underage group desperately last min hunting for some clubs. tried many, rejected many too. well, not really rejected, just some problems pop out here and there etc. so in generally, WE CANT CLUB OR DRINK PROPERLY THAT NIGHT!

went forbidden city, only chengfeng, joyce and me managed to get in because we cross the age limit, while the others are still considered underage. so we walked around inside and looking around.

in the end, went asylum. ordered jug of vodka. in the end CANT. coz not all are legal age. so left. see, how pathetic is our day today?!

so wad's we doing next? the best and the most budget way ever, sitting next to the riverside, doing wadeva u wan.



sounds simple and pathetic enough. took many pictures and also chat there. had some simple fun there. :)





chengfeng and hanlin playing with the camera, making faces. lol~





some group photos



the girls



FHM updated





birthday girl with the boys~



alright this when i and hanlin was bored enough, and we are trying to capture as if we gonna jump into the river. so NG(s) where taken many times. lol~

this is when we are preparing to jump.


-captured-, hanlin not jumping high enough, but nice try. AGAIN!



OPPS! did i just posed the Rise of the Silver Surfer??! LOL~ very funny though~ NG!



after many many tries, and yes, finally we got one. LOL! nice one! ^^


taking pictures with my mei, wendy oh. =)





gerald acting cute again! whahaha...



thats me and gerald, in toilet



after everything, went liang court to slack. then bought drinks to drink there. so thats when we can drink properly... =.=

after muching drinking and slacking, went home. flagged cab and chiong home. had a race la.

cab 1 - wendy and rodney
cab 2 - hanlin, gerald, baoman and joyce

my cab's like going at a 120km/hr man. thats like FREAKING FAST?!



reached home at 5am. sad thing for the day is wendy lost her phone. yea, her 3 weeks old N76!!!! how pain is that?! just prayed hard that she got back it safely. :)