during cell grp BBQ: the pathetic beggar on street
carolyn reminded me of the girl who sells match sticks in the snow
recently drawn this landscape: one point perspective
what is truth?
the mask, which i find it very true
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
pictures that do the talking
during cell grp BBQ: the pathetic beggar on street
carolyn reminded me of the girl who sells match sticks in the snow
recently drawn this landscape: one point perspective
what is truth?
the mask, which i find it very true
latest updates
sry for not updating. was lazy. lol. anyway, after deliverance, many exciting events happened. example: fesitval of praise 06, city harvest anniversary, services, cell group, cell group BBQ, etc etc.
well, festival of praise is awesome. good. holy spirit is really strong and tangible. was enjoying myself. couldnt make it together with the cell grp. so went to FOP with my ex-classmates. was cool! comprising of CHRISTIAN CITY CHURCH band and DON MOEN.
City Harvest 17th Anniversary was even more cool. more exciting, more happening. praise and worship was cool, messages preached was awesome, dance item was impactful so far and so on. the whole service is simply a big hit. welcome new friends: clarine, sarah and qingyang. so happy they came. Praise the Lord! i can really felt the love of the church throughout the whole service. holy spirit is even stronger and tangible than FOP. is really a great experience to witness the anniversary, really.
and at this period of time was quite busy in children church. my passion was like back again. was really quite glad about it. did visitation today. was gd. and doing tomorrow too.
school was ok. not bad. but quite stressful and busy at times. rushing projects here and there, one ended next came. was like unfinish projects coming and keep coming la.. sianz. currently my latest project on 3d studies is making a electric guitar. mmm.. discussed with ron yesterday after prayer meeting. some ideas from him. alright la.
nowadays was crazy about chocolates and more chocolates. simply love them so much. haha. it just taste so nice. and thank God for his supernatural healing power. my fever was healed. He's the almighty. =)
hope to catch up with you friends soon. =D
kinder chocolate bar
hershey's: cookies with chocolate
it's CCC!
CHC 17th anniversary
celebrating national day in CHC
i drew this in one of my figure drawing assignment
well, festival of praise is awesome. good. holy spirit is really strong and tangible. was enjoying myself. couldnt make it together with the cell grp. so went to FOP with my ex-classmates. was cool! comprising of CHRISTIAN CITY CHURCH band and DON MOEN.
City Harvest 17th Anniversary was even more cool. more exciting, more happening. praise and worship was cool, messages preached was awesome, dance item was impactful so far and so on. the whole service is simply a big hit. welcome new friends: clarine, sarah and qingyang. so happy they came. Praise the Lord! i can really felt the love of the church throughout the whole service. holy spirit is even stronger and tangible than FOP. is really a great experience to witness the anniversary, really.
and at this period of time was quite busy in children church. my passion was like back again. was really quite glad about it. did visitation today. was gd. and doing tomorrow too.
school was ok. not bad. but quite stressful and busy at times. rushing projects here and there, one ended next came. was like unfinish projects coming and keep coming la.. sianz. currently my latest project on 3d studies is making a electric guitar. mmm.. discussed with ron yesterday after prayer meeting. some ideas from him. alright la.
nowadays was crazy about chocolates and more chocolates. simply love them so much. haha. it just taste so nice. and thank God for his supernatural healing power. my fever was healed. He's the almighty. =)
hope to catch up with you friends soon. =D
kinder chocolate bar
hershey's: cookies with chocolate
it's CCC!
CHC 17th anniversary
celebrating national day in CHC
i drew this in one of my figure drawing assignment
Sunday, July 30, 2006
DELIVERANCE SERVICE
how cool is it to be saturday?! its deliverance service! was late for bible study. then after bs, went look for caiping and rest to queue up. was cool enuff to book gd seats! i have been fasting and praying for this service as well as for the new friends and friends coming.
first, thank God for the 4 friends! they are karen, teresa, benjamin and makus. woohoo. i believe they all enjoyed the service. i noe the sermon was cool. but i cant help myself. i just cant concentrate. i felt very uncomfortable, agitated, wanna get out of the audi. i gt flashback of violence, anger, hatred suddenly. i just cant stop thinking. trying my best to take down some notes.
the devil and evil spirits in me are manifesting. im pretty sure they are. coz i dun feel normal, as in like myself. i told charis and shenglong about it. i jus cant imagine wads gonna happen ltr in deliverance ministry service.
after main service, we are given 20mins break. then come back for the deliverance service. yes, i admit. im scared. im afraid. i dunno wad to do. i felt so lost. charis told me, "not u, but the devils are afraid." yes, indeed. the spirits in me noe how powerful and annointed pst mike connell is. they are indeed afraid of him.
i felt the nervousness in me is acting up. i cant hlp but to stare blankly to pst mike connell as he explained how the procedure is like ltr on. ben ask me, "y u so nervous?" my reply is just simply a, "i dunno."
rick can see how we felt. he asked me and ben to relax. i jus cant. then when the pastor 1st read out those criterias of ppl who need to be delivered first, i knew i shld go down, but i nt sure whether i wan or not. i took a step of faith and went down. ppl screaming, ppl weeping, ppl struggling, ppl vomiting. tts wad i saw. the devil inside me became very afraid. i was panicking. pst mike connell led all of us in a prayer. i cant stop weeping. i kept crying and crying. i felt the touch of heaven, i knew Jesus Christ was here with us in the audi. God's love spread throughout the whole hall, embracing every single childen of his. His grace pour out to everyone. protecting every single one. my first deliverance service marks my first new beginning of christian life again.
i seek forgiveness from God for all the little sins i committed. i felt every single sins being cancelled, being erased. Jesus Christ took away all my sins, and claimed every of our sins his. wad sacrifice he made, for the entire human race.
i cried out to him even more, i was weeping like a baby. after i cool down and went slightly forward, a ministry team came and pray for me, i was feeling very panick and i felt something that are being pushed out of me, the devil inside me bacame very fierce, they do not want to leave. "GO AWAY FROM HIS BODY! LEAVE HIS BODY RIGHT NOW, IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS!" thats wad i heard, i was truly aware of wad im doing just that is beyond my control. i felt my hands starts shaking so vigorously. my actions are big, i cant stop it, the devil is manifesting in me. all of a sudden, i felt a sudden anger, signs of violence started showing up. i was trying to push the ministry leader away. i was indeed struggling and i wanted to fight back. i screamed and shouted like no one's business. i became very very wild. i felt many other leaders came and grabbed me, i was in control of so many hands. they prayed even more and with more authority.
i started to feel giddy. heaven is like so near me. one touch from heaven, i fall back and i laid down. the team continued to pray for me. few coughs, devil was out. finally. i felt saints and angels are rejoicing that devils are leaving one by one from each bodies.
satan, you are losing. satan has no power. satan is defeated again. i have never felt this way before. no ever so violent. so deep anger before. everything was out. i felt so relieved, so 'light' and easy but tired and totally drained out.
thank God that i was delivered. a new beginning for me to start again. a new chapter of my christian life. i believe the next few chapters gonna be beautiful for God has planned our future. God is so true and great. My abba Father, who sent only his begotten son to sacrifice for us, to save the whole human race. Christians isn't a religion, but more to a relationship with God.
thank God again for open hearts of makus and ben. they took the first step of faith to go down to get delivered. they are potential. we are all children of God. we loved each other. makus and ben, we welcome you with open arms. i believe God is acting on you guys rite now. renewing ur mind, ur hearts, changing u to be a better person. our God is a good God. don't u guys agree?
i love you, Jesus! =D hallelujah! for all the glory goes to you and no one else.
first, thank God for the 4 friends! they are karen, teresa, benjamin and makus. woohoo. i believe they all enjoyed the service. i noe the sermon was cool. but i cant help myself. i just cant concentrate. i felt very uncomfortable, agitated, wanna get out of the audi. i gt flashback of violence, anger, hatred suddenly. i just cant stop thinking. trying my best to take down some notes.
the devil and evil spirits in me are manifesting. im pretty sure they are. coz i dun feel normal, as in like myself. i told charis and shenglong about it. i jus cant imagine wads gonna happen ltr in deliverance ministry service.
after main service, we are given 20mins break. then come back for the deliverance service. yes, i admit. im scared. im afraid. i dunno wad to do. i felt so lost. charis told me, "not u, but the devils are afraid." yes, indeed. the spirits in me noe how powerful and annointed pst mike connell is. they are indeed afraid of him.
i felt the nervousness in me is acting up. i cant hlp but to stare blankly to pst mike connell as he explained how the procedure is like ltr on. ben ask me, "y u so nervous?" my reply is just simply a, "i dunno."
rick can see how we felt. he asked me and ben to relax. i jus cant. then when the pastor 1st read out those criterias of ppl who need to be delivered first, i knew i shld go down, but i nt sure whether i wan or not. i took a step of faith and went down. ppl screaming, ppl weeping, ppl struggling, ppl vomiting. tts wad i saw. the devil inside me became very afraid. i was panicking. pst mike connell led all of us in a prayer. i cant stop weeping. i kept crying and crying. i felt the touch of heaven, i knew Jesus Christ was here with us in the audi. God's love spread throughout the whole hall, embracing every single childen of his. His grace pour out to everyone. protecting every single one. my first deliverance service marks my first new beginning of christian life again.
i seek forgiveness from God for all the little sins i committed. i felt every single sins being cancelled, being erased. Jesus Christ took away all my sins, and claimed every of our sins his. wad sacrifice he made, for the entire human race.
i cried out to him even more, i was weeping like a baby. after i cool down and went slightly forward, a ministry team came and pray for me, i was feeling very panick and i felt something that are being pushed out of me, the devil inside me bacame very fierce, they do not want to leave. "GO AWAY FROM HIS BODY! LEAVE HIS BODY RIGHT NOW, IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS!" thats wad i heard, i was truly aware of wad im doing just that is beyond my control. i felt my hands starts shaking so vigorously. my actions are big, i cant stop it, the devil is manifesting in me. all of a sudden, i felt a sudden anger, signs of violence started showing up. i was trying to push the ministry leader away. i was indeed struggling and i wanted to fight back. i screamed and shouted like no one's business. i became very very wild. i felt many other leaders came and grabbed me, i was in control of so many hands. they prayed even more and with more authority.
i started to feel giddy. heaven is like so near me. one touch from heaven, i fall back and i laid down. the team continued to pray for me. few coughs, devil was out. finally. i felt saints and angels are rejoicing that devils are leaving one by one from each bodies.
satan, you are losing. satan has no power. satan is defeated again. i have never felt this way before. no ever so violent. so deep anger before. everything was out. i felt so relieved, so 'light' and easy but tired and totally drained out.
thank God that i was delivered. a new beginning for me to start again. a new chapter of my christian life. i believe the next few chapters gonna be beautiful for God has planned our future. God is so true and great. My abba Father, who sent only his begotten son to sacrifice for us, to save the whole human race. Christians isn't a religion, but more to a relationship with God.
thank God again for open hearts of makus and ben. they took the first step of faith to go down to get delivered. they are potential. we are all children of God. we loved each other. makus and ben, we welcome you with open arms. i believe God is acting on you guys rite now. renewing ur mind, ur hearts, changing u to be a better person. our God is a good God. don't u guys agree?
i love you, Jesus! =D hallelujah! for all the glory goes to you and no one else.
a very busy day for me
28th july 06, friday.
went for bible study at suntec. went with charis. was late. then sis jo say it was cancelled. and no one informed me. haiz. haha. so went to marina square with gui. bought studded wrist cuff. was cool though.
then ltr on we went separate ways le. gotta rush to serangoon central mac for meeting. so quickly go there. sry to pang seh u charis. lol.
meeting was fruitful and productive! =D cant wait for it to start. but, sad thing is i goonna miss FOP 1st day. =(
went for bible study at suntec. went with charis. was late. then sis jo say it was cancelled. and no one informed me. haiz. haha. so went to marina square with gui. bought studded wrist cuff. was cool though.
then ltr on we went separate ways le. gotta rush to serangoon central mac for meeting. so quickly go there. sry to pang seh u charis. lol.
meeting was fruitful and productive! =D cant wait for it to start. but, sad thing is i goonna miss FOP 1st day. =(
combined cell grp meeting
26th july 06, wednesday
had combined cell meeting today with W332. was very glad that it is in sisca's house. coz is very near my house la. haha. went sch library to return book. suppose to meet ron 0600pm at his bus stop. msg him, dint reply. coming from my sch, i bus-ed and alighted at ron's stop. dint see anyone. and just knew he must be at home.
went to his house downstairs. waited for around 1hr plus for him. called his house and handfone countless times. just no one picked up. there's once i called the house, the maid says he's sleeping, i ask if she could wake him up. she say just call his fone. but that doesnt help at all.
so nvm, continue calling lo. till 0715pm le. called charis come down go buy refreshments. ron also called me le, say he jus woke up. ask me go back my house take a4 papers and back to his house and let him print song sheets. i ran and ran. feeling super tired and breathless! nvm. haha. 3 of us went to NTUC buy refreshments. met gui sheng at 315 bus stop.
reached sisca's house on time. and still waiting for it to start. well, cell group was great. the presence was there. able to feel sis jo's burden for the zone. one word to sum everything up, AWESOME. haha. simple, nice and short. lol.
had combined cell meeting today with W332. was very glad that it is in sisca's house. coz is very near my house la. haha. went sch library to return book. suppose to meet ron 0600pm at his bus stop. msg him, dint reply. coming from my sch, i bus-ed and alighted at ron's stop. dint see anyone. and just knew he must be at home.
went to his house downstairs. waited for around 1hr plus for him. called his house and handfone countless times. just no one picked up. there's once i called the house, the maid says he's sleeping, i ask if she could wake him up. she say just call his fone. but that doesnt help at all.
so nvm, continue calling lo. till 0715pm le. called charis come down go buy refreshments. ron also called me le, say he jus woke up. ask me go back my house take a4 papers and back to his house and let him print song sheets. i ran and ran. feeling super tired and breathless! nvm. haha. 3 of us went to NTUC buy refreshments. met gui sheng at 315 bus stop.
reached sisca's house on time. and still waiting for it to start. well, cell group was great. the presence was there. able to feel sis jo's burden for the zone. one word to sum everything up, AWESOME. haha. simple, nice and short. lol.
having fun my cell grp members. haha.
22nd july 06, saturday
dint went for bs. last min diarrheoa. was afraid cant make it for service. then charis's mum gg for service too. it was healing service. quickly sms ron, jj, gui sheng, caiping they all. call them go down church asap. so to book seats. coz if not nobody book. well, service was gd. the presence of God is strong.
went to bedok japanese restaurant to have dinner. fellowship was great la. haha. oh ya, sophia's fren, chunrong was present too. felt sry for ron la. poor boy. used his pic to play. but was really funny la. haha!
come out with a story. hope u guys enjoy. lol.
once, there is a happy couple.
enjoying their lives to the fullest.
hey! look, whose photo?!
wad a sd mourning session.. =(
no where else to go, he dwells in a dark corner.
poor jingjie, lost his partner. so near seems so far. but is presence is always around.
end of story. =D
24th july 06, monday
went study grp with charis, gui and ron. went ice cube to slack after that. nice chilling place yea?
group photo in ice cube.
i sure look uncomfortable. lol.
make a wish
rod promoting ice cube
ron promoting next.
dint went for bs. last min diarrheoa. was afraid cant make it for service. then charis's mum gg for service too. it was healing service. quickly sms ron, jj, gui sheng, caiping they all. call them go down church asap. so to book seats. coz if not nobody book. well, service was gd. the presence of God is strong.
went to bedok japanese restaurant to have dinner. fellowship was great la. haha. oh ya, sophia's fren, chunrong was present too. felt sry for ron la. poor boy. used his pic to play. but was really funny la. haha!
come out with a story. hope u guys enjoy. lol.
once, there is a happy couple.
enjoying their lives to the fullest.
hey! look, whose photo?!
wad a sd mourning session.. =(
no where else to go, he dwells in a dark corner.
poor jingjie, lost his partner. so near seems so far. but is presence is always around.
end of story. =D
24th july 06, monday
went study grp with charis, gui and ron. went ice cube to slack after that. nice chilling place yea?
group photo in ice cube.
i sure look uncomfortable. lol.
make a wish
rod promoting ice cube
ron promoting next.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
passion and fire of God began to burn again
today after a long day of school of figure drawing, was quite tired. used oil pastels to color and paint out a landscape. i find it pretty nice. haha.
met guisheng at my sch there. went bugis walk, marina square and then suntec. went to city harvest office and meet up with sis jo for grp prayer. tis prayer really motivates me up agn. seriously, i wan more of christ. i wan to become a better christian. im willing to ask God to take all of me in exchange for more of God.
went shop for jingjie's bday cake. nice. went meet up with charis and carolyn. had dinner i guess at mac. went for cell grp in sis gillian's house.
cell grp today was awesome. good. nice. powerful. motivative. encouraging.
train-ed home from boon lay to serangoon. talked with jingjie and rickson. they went eat prata. i go home. coz i no $$. hhaha. anywaym ron say he wanna buy me something. i was like.."huh? u sure?" true enuff i was shocked. like y? then he say, he like then buy for me lo. haha. so good sia. he received blessing. mmm.. such a gd brother la. wun forget u for sure.
tmr's service. jus cant wait. mmm. come with a heart of expectancy to receive something impactful! woohoo! =)
met guisheng at my sch there. went bugis walk, marina square and then suntec. went to city harvest office and meet up with sis jo for grp prayer. tis prayer really motivates me up agn. seriously, i wan more of christ. i wan to become a better christian. im willing to ask God to take all of me in exchange for more of God.
went shop for jingjie's bday cake. nice. went meet up with charis and carolyn. had dinner i guess at mac. went for cell grp in sis gillian's house.
cell grp today was awesome. good. nice. powerful. motivative. encouraging.
train-ed home from boon lay to serangoon. talked with jingjie and rickson. they went eat prata. i go home. coz i no $$. hhaha. anywaym ron say he wanna buy me something. i was like.."huh? u sure?" true enuff i was shocked. like y? then he say, he like then buy for me lo. haha. so good sia. he received blessing. mmm.. such a gd brother la. wun forget u for sure.
tmr's service. jus cant wait. mmm. come with a heart of expectancy to receive something impactful! woohoo! =)
Thursday, July 20, 2006
feelings that is nothing good
started to develop some kinda weird feelings inside me. feelings like, be aware of all people ard u. feelings like, got the feeling of being bakstabbed. feelings like, doubtin every single one of there i know.
i just hate tis feeling. but is kind of dwellin inside me which i dun wan and like. i felt im a burden to other ppl, keep on slowing down other's ppl pace or a irritating and a annoying person to someone.
ppl may have ask me, who? who exactly is it? the answer is, i dunnno. i really dunno. i dunno whether i wan to know it or not. was feelin not so gd in there.
i felt betrayed. i felt backstabbed. but by who? i dunno. i nt sure. worst thing is u have been backstabbed and not knowing who backstabbed u. voices tellin me to be aware to all people out there. includin my friends. for nt every single one can be trusted.
i find it very difficult to put my trust in someone now. i find it hard. really. is it difficult to build trust on someone? is it safe to place ur trust onto someone?
different people may have different answer. but my answer is yes. i find it hard. i find it difficult and i find it nt easy. it takes time. but how long? sure it takes time, but how sure can i get to know that i wun be backstabbed again? come on, who wans to be backstabbed? not u not me. but y is it happening?
frankly speaking. i hate to say this. but i started to doubt my closest friends out there. i know i shld nt. how can i even doubt them? i find some ppl isnt real in my presence. they are jus faking their feeling towards me. if they dun like me, y cant they just stop acting and be true to their actions and feelings? humans can be more cunning than foxes.
but if they are truthful, will i get hurt? things are so complicated. i dunno how to describe. but i jus hate this kind of feeling.
i do advise and counsel ppl and help ppl. but y cant i help myself? y cant i counsel myself? y cant i advise myself?
hopeless. useless. these words are inside my mind. spinning around. for i know all this are devil's attack. I HATE YOU TO THE CORE! I DESPISE YOU! I REBUKE YOU! I TRAMPLED YOU! I STOMP AND SQUASH YOU UNDER MY FOOT!
my body is the temple of christ.
no one shall touch it or harm it.
for christ is living in and through me.
christ's blood is flowing through me.
devil DOES NOT belong in here.
and you, devil SHALL NOT corrupt my mind, body and soul for your evil works!
i just hate tis feeling. but is kind of dwellin inside me which i dun wan and like. i felt im a burden to other ppl, keep on slowing down other's ppl pace or a irritating and a annoying person to someone.
ppl may have ask me, who? who exactly is it? the answer is, i dunnno. i really dunno. i dunno whether i wan to know it or not. was feelin not so gd in there.
i felt betrayed. i felt backstabbed. but by who? i dunno. i nt sure. worst thing is u have been backstabbed and not knowing who backstabbed u. voices tellin me to be aware to all people out there. includin my friends. for nt every single one can be trusted.
i find it very difficult to put my trust in someone now. i find it hard. really. is it difficult to build trust on someone? is it safe to place ur trust onto someone?
different people may have different answer. but my answer is yes. i find it hard. i find it difficult and i find it nt easy. it takes time. but how long? sure it takes time, but how sure can i get to know that i wun be backstabbed again? come on, who wans to be backstabbed? not u not me. but y is it happening?
frankly speaking. i hate to say this. but i started to doubt my closest friends out there. i know i shld nt. how can i even doubt them? i find some ppl isnt real in my presence. they are jus faking their feeling towards me. if they dun like me, y cant they just stop acting and be true to their actions and feelings? humans can be more cunning than foxes.
but if they are truthful, will i get hurt? things are so complicated. i dunno how to describe. but i jus hate this kind of feeling.
i do advise and counsel ppl and help ppl. but y cant i help myself? y cant i counsel myself? y cant i advise myself?
hopeless. useless. these words are inside my mind. spinning around. for i know all this are devil's attack. I HATE YOU TO THE CORE! I DESPISE YOU! I REBUKE YOU! I TRAMPLED YOU! I STOMP AND SQUASH YOU UNDER MY FOOT!
my body is the temple of christ.
no one shall touch it or harm it.
for christ is living in and through me.
christ's blood is flowing through me.
devil DOES NOT belong in here.
and you, devil SHALL NOT corrupt my mind, body and soul for your evil works!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
wad a long and tired day
its been 6 days since i last updated. was getting very busy this few days. very busy indeed. i cant even catch my breathe la. was very tired this few days too. wasnt really very feel mentally and physically. nt feeling well nt sick, but jus very exhausted by the loads of work and assignments. got to meet all date lines etc. was simply very hectic.
i will just started updating from 14 july 06, friday.
was xinyi's bday party. and also n20 dinner at chomp chomp. ron, me and isabel, we went to xinyi's bday party of coz. was great la. enjoy there. was quite happy to see those north cluster frens agn. smile for that. =)
jonathan, jowell, me and isabel drank. but nt drunk of cos. but i tink jowell is. lol. she's crazy! talking craps and thrash la. lol.
15 july 06, saturday
service was great. healing service. was praying for those who are sick. i just simply love going to church la. haha. anyway suppose to have CL quiz today at 0330pm. i was delayed and late. i was actually helping out and counselling a fren of mine. he was tinkin of dying la, because of some bgr problems. young kids these days... haiz. haha. anywhere, was glad that he's opening up to me and willing to share. was also glad that i am able to talk to him.
16 july 06, sunday
went to plaza singapura with my family. had our dinner there at cafe cartel. food was good. oh ya, and i was blessed with a new W810i! smile for that! =) cool gadget. was actually hoping to get it last time.
17 july 06, monday
3d studies. gotta finished up my octopus. haha. using metal wires and make a animal of ur choice lo. bent and coiled those wires with my bare hands lo, was painful. keep poking into my flesh la. haiz. my octopus looks like this: and i named it... eh... OCTI? haha.
went straight to serangoon garden coffee bean to study with gui sheng, charis, eulynn and penny. 2 ah mo girls came in la, then charis say one was kinda interested. haah. was happy yo hear that. they keep lookin at our directions and we keep lookin la. then when i turned, then turned and looked at me. was super paiseh. then i pretended gt things dropped. hhaha. then i was sittin in a way that my back was facing them. so could nt see them. then eulynn and charis keep calling me to turn, i dunn wan. coz very obvious la. but i really regret. they left and waved goodbye. haha. and i dint get to see! argh!
gui ran out to help me get number. i was followin behind. was tailing them till we lost track of them in serangoon garden country club.
really regret nt getting their numbers. argh! haha. gonna study there more often. =P
after study, i, gui and eulynn went to beside cafe cartel to have ice-cream: viking on the rock.
was cool that it was so big.
were sharing some relationship stuffs with each other.
go home chiong my homeworks, assignments and projects! drew a landscape during 4 to 5 plus in the morning!
18 july 06, tuesday
alright. was super tired and restless. dint not sleep for the whole of yesterday night. was rushing thru my assignments and projects. almost done but not yet. and realised i am gonna be super late for class, then quickly packed up, bathed and get changed and off the sch. was totally tired. almost miss my bus stop. was sleeping inside. took some stupid pics with my "aunty" - eleanor during the basic drawing lesson.
during 3 hrs lunch brreak, went mos burger eat. then off to sch library do history project then went to student lounge and sleep! slept for an hour. super shiok! 2d studies was fun! my favourite! =)
i will just started updating from 14 july 06, friday.
was xinyi's bday party. and also n20 dinner at chomp chomp. ron, me and isabel, we went to xinyi's bday party of coz. was great la. enjoy there. was quite happy to see those north cluster frens agn. smile for that. =)
jonathan, jowell, me and isabel drank. but nt drunk of cos. but i tink jowell is. lol. she's crazy! talking craps and thrash la. lol.
15 july 06, saturday
service was great. healing service. was praying for those who are sick. i just simply love going to church la. haha. anyway suppose to have CL quiz today at 0330pm. i was delayed and late. i was actually helping out and counselling a fren of mine. he was tinkin of dying la, because of some bgr problems. young kids these days... haiz. haha. anywhere, was glad that he's opening up to me and willing to share. was also glad that i am able to talk to him.
16 july 06, sunday
went to plaza singapura with my family. had our dinner there at cafe cartel. food was good. oh ya, and i was blessed with a new W810i! smile for that! =) cool gadget. was actually hoping to get it last time.
17 july 06, monday
3d studies. gotta finished up my octopus. haha. using metal wires and make a animal of ur choice lo. bent and coiled those wires with my bare hands lo, was painful. keep poking into my flesh la. haiz. my octopus looks like this: and i named it... eh... OCTI? haha.
went straight to serangoon garden coffee bean to study with gui sheng, charis, eulynn and penny. 2 ah mo girls came in la, then charis say one was kinda interested. haah. was happy yo hear that. they keep lookin at our directions and we keep lookin la. then when i turned, then turned and looked at me. was super paiseh. then i pretended gt things dropped. hhaha. then i was sittin in a way that my back was facing them. so could nt see them. then eulynn and charis keep calling me to turn, i dunn wan. coz very obvious la. but i really regret. they left and waved goodbye. haha. and i dint get to see! argh!
gui ran out to help me get number. i was followin behind. was tailing them till we lost track of them in serangoon garden country club.
really regret nt getting their numbers. argh! haha. gonna study there more often. =P
after study, i, gui and eulynn went to beside cafe cartel to have ice-cream: viking on the rock.
was cool that it was so big.
were sharing some relationship stuffs with each other.
go home chiong my homeworks, assignments and projects! drew a landscape during 4 to 5 plus in the morning!
18 july 06, tuesday
alright. was super tired and restless. dint not sleep for the whole of yesterday night. was rushing thru my assignments and projects. almost done but not yet. and realised i am gonna be super late for class, then quickly packed up, bathed and get changed and off the sch. was totally tired. almost miss my bus stop. was sleeping inside. took some stupid pics with my "aunty" - eleanor during the basic drawing lesson.
during 3 hrs lunch brreak, went mos burger eat. then off to sch library do history project then went to student lounge and sleep! slept for an hour. super shiok! 2d studies was fun! my favourite! =)
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
stress out and tired
saturday service was gd. sermon was awesome and motivating. but fellowship was bad. went home early.
sunday, woke up late. watched LIVE service online. message was again gd. meet ron go church for prayer meeting. went to plaza singapura to have lunch with ron, charis and caiping.
went to serangoon mac after that. teached ppl maths. talking to alvin. was quite a gd fellowship i find. sharing some religion things.
chatted with jacob and jun boon. i like his w810i. i gonna get that.
monday, went to sch. was slightly late. had 3d studies. using metal wires to make a animal of any choice. i planned a octopus.
tuesday, today. late as usual. had basic drawing of interior design. chim-ilogy. was sharing some things with lecturer. find him was a gd lecturer after all. 3hrs break. ate chicken cutlet for lunch. was panting while eating. food dint taste tt gd today.
had 2d studies and color lesson after break, was super tired. slept for a while then wake up continue my assignment. was pretty cool. feeling very stress and tired out, totally drained out. i need some rest.. i need a break. im strengthless. im falling down. help.
sunday, woke up late. watched LIVE service online. message was again gd. meet ron go church for prayer meeting. went to plaza singapura to have lunch with ron, charis and caiping.
went to serangoon mac after that. teached ppl maths. talking to alvin. was quite a gd fellowship i find. sharing some religion things.
chatted with jacob and jun boon. i like his w810i. i gonna get that.
monday, went to sch. was slightly late. had 3d studies. using metal wires to make a animal of any choice. i planned a octopus.
tuesday, today. late as usual. had basic drawing of interior design. chim-ilogy. was sharing some things with lecturer. find him was a gd lecturer after all. 3hrs break. ate chicken cutlet for lunch. was panting while eating. food dint taste tt gd today.
had 2d studies and color lesson after break, was super tired. slept for a while then wake up continue my assignment. was pretty cool. feeling very stress and tired out, totally drained out. i need some rest.. i need a break. im strengthless. im falling down. help.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
make up cell grp was fun
friday, 7 july 06. had LAN outing today. few new friends came to join us. was quite fun actually. total of 10 ppl. and tts wow. haha. me, ron, gui, sophia, charis, eulynn, penny, andy, jemie and one more guy. couldnt remember his name. sry. haha. i felt fellowship was great. got to know ppl better. was good for me la. haha. hope others enjoy the fellowship too.
played dota and quake 4. no cs la. sianz. then after LAN, went serangoon central mac and slack. saw priscilla and gang. then isabel joined us. craped, talked and had fun. met jacob and jun boon half way. was suprised la. haha. talked for a while.
time to leave for make up cell. accompanied them to cell although i've been liao. while leaving mac, alvin said to me, "haiz, mei you yuan fen." dint managed to get wad he said la. tot abt church then i jus say saturday lo. he say see first ba. haha. then ron and charis were laughing. they say is different meaning la. then i was like yes meh... how slow can i be man. haha.
went to cell. carolyn's new fren, aaron was super late la. then all waiting for him. shall not touched so much on that. anyway, cell group was fun and good la. aaron, caroyln, eulynn, sophia, me, penny and charis went. bus home with sophia and charis after that. saw jj. =)
played dota and quake 4. no cs la. sianz. then after LAN, went serangoon central mac and slack. saw priscilla and gang. then isabel joined us. craped, talked and had fun. met jacob and jun boon half way. was suprised la. haha. talked for a while.
time to leave for make up cell. accompanied them to cell although i've been liao. while leaving mac, alvin said to me, "haiz, mei you yuan fen." dint managed to get wad he said la. tot abt church then i jus say saturday lo. he say see first ba. haha. then ron and charis were laughing. they say is different meaning la. then i was like yes meh... how slow can i be man. haha.
went to cell. carolyn's new fren, aaron was super late la. then all waiting for him. shall not touched so much on that. anyway, cell group was fun and good la. aaron, caroyln, eulynn, sophia, me, penny and charis went. bus home with sophia and charis after that. saw jj. =)
Thursday, July 06, 2006
wednesday, best cell group ever
was late for history class today. but nvm, used to it. lol. anyway, today end sch super early. 1030am finished le. went sunshine plaza eat with constance, mango and eleanor. then took cab home with mango.
go home sleep awhile. then woke up went down to rainbow for hair cut. wasnt very nice. wad done is done, nvm. then meet gui sheng in amk mrt stn, going to city hall. went to funan to buy his game. then went Lan-Gaming. played battlefield. was nice la.
late for cell. noe i shldnt have. then talked for awhile. cell group then start. everyone was into the presence. ron, rick, jj, me, gui, caiping, sis gillian, chunshu and shenglong went for cell. was very happy with yesterday's cell grp. every one was very enthu. everyone step out in faith to pray. and i mean EVERYONE. was cool rite? then when it comes to ministering and sharing in God's word, total of 6 person ministered. compared to past cell grp meetings, 6 was very high le. believe N20 is growing to the next higher level. N20 is growing more spiritually le. Thank God. and i believe greater breakthrough and more revival is gonna come to N20.
Thk God for his vision. Thk God for every single things. =)
go home sleep awhile. then woke up went down to rainbow for hair cut. wasnt very nice. wad done is done, nvm. then meet gui sheng in amk mrt stn, going to city hall. went to funan to buy his game. then went Lan-Gaming. played battlefield. was nice la.
late for cell. noe i shldnt have. then talked for awhile. cell group then start. everyone was into the presence. ron, rick, jj, me, gui, caiping, sis gillian, chunshu and shenglong went for cell. was very happy with yesterday's cell grp. every one was very enthu. everyone step out in faith to pray. and i mean EVERYONE. was cool rite? then when it comes to ministering and sharing in God's word, total of 6 person ministered. compared to past cell grp meetings, 6 was very high le. believe N20 is growing to the next higher level. N20 is growing more spiritually le. Thank God. and i believe greater breakthrough and more revival is gonna come to N20.
Thk God for his vision. Thk God for every single things. =)
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
wondering outside
went out to meet mr.gui in toa payoh. supposingly visiting jiahui in hospital today with others. then jiahui was discharged today. went to kfc. helped mr.gui draw his things. met liyuan there. she came all the way in. was suprised to see her. haha. gt super excited. i was like..."liyuan!" haha. miss her la. so long dint see her le. sry for not going sentosa with u guys. was super sick. hope u guys enjoy urself!
shortly charis, eulynn and penny came. went to food court to have our dinner. the girls sure very crappy and funny la. anyway, tts abt it for today. got to wake up early tmr for sch. bb.
shortly charis, eulynn and penny came. went to food court to have our dinner. the girls sure very crappy and funny la. anyway, tts abt it for today. got to wake up early tmr for sch. bb.
1 day of waste
woke up quite early today. rested in peace at home for the whole day. using com and everything like tat. hais. sianz.
at night, 3 way quarrelled with my mum and isabel. over a small thing. because of the money of the spray paint that was bought for the POCG thing.
ron was the treasurer i noe. ron oso told isabel to tell sis gillian herself le, coz she doesnt have to receipt. but she dint go tell her. so whose fault was it? she claims she dint go church. she ask me to help her say. is like i oso will forget de ma. i got so many things to do u tink i will remember every single thing? and plus i was sick. come on la, y cant u be more responsible or even more accountable? y are u not teachable yet? you are still dirtied with those vulgarities tat is still inside your mind.
im really very sick and tired. i just wanted to rest. y cant a physically sick person had a gd rest? dun i deserved it? wth. i very tired. i just wanted to take a breathe and rest. spare me pls. i just wished im all alone.
at night, 3 way quarrelled with my mum and isabel. over a small thing. because of the money of the spray paint that was bought for the POCG thing.
ron was the treasurer i noe. ron oso told isabel to tell sis gillian herself le, coz she doesnt have to receipt. but she dint go tell her. so whose fault was it? she claims she dint go church. she ask me to help her say. is like i oso will forget de ma. i got so many things to do u tink i will remember every single thing? and plus i was sick. come on la, y cant u be more responsible or even more accountable? y are u not teachable yet? you are still dirtied with those vulgarities tat is still inside your mind.
im really very sick and tired. i just wanted to rest. y cant a physically sick person had a gd rest? dun i deserved it? wth. i very tired. i just wanted to take a breathe and rest. spare me pls. i just wished im all alone.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
very sick
tis very morning, was feeling very terribly sick. was struggling and twisting and turning ard the bed. i was gasping for air. i cant breathe. ya, asthma attack plus fever. sianz la. im breathing very hard. jus to make sure i can breathe enough. but the feeling is so terrible. as if i may die any time. its been so long i had asthma attack liao, now combo, asthma plus fever. wah, indeed im scared. but the first time i thought of is God.
i was asking and pleading God for help. make me able to breathe properly agn. its really torturing. it was still early in the morning ard 5 something. i had no strength left. so was dragging myself to the living room couch to sit there and rest.
my sis had to go sch tis morning. so my mum woke up and saw me sitting down there. its obvious tat im suffering. then i suddenly remembered my late grandpa who passed away just last yr. he was oso out of breathe. he was struggling. he was suffering. he could nt breathe too. i was scared, i was afraid. i kept tinking abt God, nothing else but God and my beloved N20 friends.
then my mum went to wake my dad up, quickly i was sent straight to the hospital. despite of the inhaler i used, its still no use. journey to hospital was fast and quick. went to the emergency dept. slowly my breathing improved. guess God really heard my cry towards Him. thank you, God.
i was slightly better le. but was feeling cold. nothing to do, took some pics using my handfone. u muz be tinking that im crazy rite? haha. so serious le still gt mood to take pic. haha. nvm, i was crazy. lol.
emergency dept consult
had xray, blood test, heart beat test, check up etc etc. was sianz la.
and i just got back not long ago nia. and now blogging le. thank God for saving my life. =) got 3 days MC. continue to keep me in prayers. thks guys! =D
i was asking and pleading God for help. make me able to breathe properly agn. its really torturing. it was still early in the morning ard 5 something. i had no strength left. so was dragging myself to the living room couch to sit there and rest.
my sis had to go sch tis morning. so my mum woke up and saw me sitting down there. its obvious tat im suffering. then i suddenly remembered my late grandpa who passed away just last yr. he was oso out of breathe. he was struggling. he was suffering. he could nt breathe too. i was scared, i was afraid. i kept tinking abt God, nothing else but God and my beloved N20 friends.
then my mum went to wake my dad up, quickly i was sent straight to the hospital. despite of the inhaler i used, its still no use. journey to hospital was fast and quick. went to the emergency dept. slowly my breathing improved. guess God really heard my cry towards Him. thank you, God.
i was slightly better le. but was feeling cold. nothing to do, took some pics using my handfone. u muz be tinking that im crazy rite? haha. so serious le still gt mood to take pic. haha. nvm, i was crazy. lol.
emergency dept consult
had xray, blood test, heart beat test, check up etc etc. was sianz la.
and i just got back not long ago nia. and now blogging le. thank God for saving my life. =) got 3 days MC. continue to keep me in prayers. thks guys! =D
Saturday, July 01, 2006
reunion cell group; new friends gathering
its finally friday. which also means cell grp time. and also time to see n20. supposed to bring new friends today. but qingyang last min back out. say dun wanna go liao. sure i was disappointed. feeling abit pek chek. but that only lasted awhile. so went all the way to jurong west sis gillian's house alone. took bus alone, took train alone. was feeling moody. and worst still, im feeling very uncomfortable in my body. my throat again give me problems. sore throat. haiz.
when reached boon lay, called ron and chun shu. met up there. because of the bus interchange had switched position, ron told me he was lost. haha. it was jus the opposite side nia. lol. funny sia. took 242. tot it would go sis gillian house. ron say is faster. then i say ok lo. then we boarded. after that found out it is weird. brought us to unfamiliar places. so better alight.
we are lost indeed. anywaycalled for help. and it doesnt help much either. took a cab down instead.
reached sis gillian's house le. wasnt feeling well. jus dun feel like talking coz of my throat. was feeling moody. haiz. cell grp was gd. fun. enjoyable. nice.
the love of n20 is everlasting, and nothing could replace the love that we shown towards each other. the love is so special, that no other words can describle. we could not find the same kind of love in n20 anywhere else. it is only in n20. the special bondage with each other, exclusively to n20.
when reached boon lay, called ron and chun shu. met up there. because of the bus interchange had switched position, ron told me he was lost. haha. it was jus the opposite side nia. lol. funny sia. took 242. tot it would go sis gillian house. ron say is faster. then i say ok lo. then we boarded. after that found out it is weird. brought us to unfamiliar places. so better alight.
we are lost indeed. anywaycalled for help. and it doesnt help much either. took a cab down instead.
reached sis gillian's house le. wasnt feeling well. jus dun feel like talking coz of my throat. was feeling moody. haiz. cell grp was gd. fun. enjoyable. nice.
the love of n20 is everlasting, and nothing could replace the love that we shown towards each other. the love is so special, that no other words can describle. we could not find the same kind of love in n20 anywhere else. it is only in n20. the special bondage with each other, exclusively to n20.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
busy and real busy
hey friends. im very tired out. im super restless and no energy le. im totally drained out. feeling pathetic. haiz. too many things to blog. im jus gonna upload some pics and explained alittle on it. too tired to write long stories. (-_-)
went over to mr.gui's house for dinner and fellowship. nice one! =) thks gui!
went to plaza singapura during 3hrs break in cafe cartel for drinks. went with my classmates.
i and caiping gt these chocolates from gui sheng as blessings! thks! =D
went over to yoshinoya with gui and caiping to have lunch. in plaza singapura.
went to Gelare in plaza singapura to have banana spilt in the basket! nice! yummy.
my 3D works in class. all this are just normal a4 size papers folded and cut to make 3D. nice mah? lol.
another 3D work of mine. it is a letter "W". can see?
tts my chinese painting. it supposed to be a flower. i noe it sucks. still trying harder! =P
was kinda bored in serangoon mac, took some pics using white, purity and reflection as the theme. i tink it was nice. wad u tink?
finished blogging. nites! =)
went over to mr.gui's house for dinner and fellowship. nice one! =) thks gui!
went to plaza singapura during 3hrs break in cafe cartel for drinks. went with my classmates.
i and caiping gt these chocolates from gui sheng as blessings! thks! =D
went over to yoshinoya with gui and caiping to have lunch. in plaza singapura.
went to Gelare in plaza singapura to have banana spilt in the basket! nice! yummy.
my 3D works in class. all this are just normal a4 size papers folded and cut to make 3D. nice mah? lol.
another 3D work of mine. it is a letter "W". can see?
tts my chinese painting. it supposed to be a flower. i noe it sucks. still trying harder! =P
was kinda bored in serangoon mac, took some pics using white, purity and reflection as the theme. i tink it was nice. wad u tink?
finished blogging. nites! =)
Monday, June 19, 2006
JOL "NEOS" Youth Camp
its been thousands of years since i last update. sry for nt updating for so long. getting quite busy and real tired this few days. sad-ed. homeworks and projects are piling up each day. cant even take a breathe. suddenly felt stress n pressure in my course and class. if i nt gonna improve, i gonna die and tts for sure.
sometimes was jus wondering. getting into Arts/design school, izzit God's calling or izzit my own "calling"? is this wad i want? nvm. cut my crap.
well, JOL camp was fun la. had been days of intensive trainings for the Parade of Cell Groups. its a mini POS. well, i admited, i wasnt very interested, as in, i find it quite bored and i dunno wad else to say. my heart was complaining. but physically was obeying wad they say and train.
i dunno wad i want. i just felt very restless and moodless. no mood to train, dance, have fun etc. dint stayed over for the camp, coz i gt sch. there is quite number of disagreements and a little of "mo cha". some ppl getting stress, some ppl (like me) wasnt in the right attitude of training, some was basically trying hard to slack around. jus dunno y. we emphaised on unity and team-bonding alot for the past few days during cell grp or service. but when its time to be united, things just dint work out that way.
the first time when shenglong sms everyone that he tinks the practice is fruitful and well-organised. i was tinkin, "is it? how come i dun feel the same way too?" mmm, but as things began to flow, i oso starts to flow with it liao. i began to reflect after everything, when going home or during bus journey, i started to do my self-reflection abt the whole thing.
the whole camp was fun. cool. nice. impactful. to summarise whole thing, N20 really rock to whole JOL teams. jus knew N20 could shine like never b4. looks like its beginning to happen. the unity has improved. bonds strengthen. wow.
congrats to rick for winning the preaching challenge, shenglong top the worship champion, and last but not least the whole of N20 members, took the grand prize away by gettin in to 1st, the champion team! =) proud.
and also thank God for having Jacob to join us. He is potential. =)
jus love him as a brother in christ.
sometimes was jus wondering. getting into Arts/design school, izzit God's calling or izzit my own "calling"? is this wad i want? nvm. cut my crap.
well, JOL camp was fun la. had been days of intensive trainings for the Parade of Cell Groups. its a mini POS. well, i admited, i wasnt very interested, as in, i find it quite bored and i dunno wad else to say. my heart was complaining. but physically was obeying wad they say and train.
i dunno wad i want. i just felt very restless and moodless. no mood to train, dance, have fun etc. dint stayed over for the camp, coz i gt sch. there is quite number of disagreements and a little of "mo cha". some ppl getting stress, some ppl (like me) wasnt in the right attitude of training, some was basically trying hard to slack around. jus dunno y. we emphaised on unity and team-bonding alot for the past few days during cell grp or service. but when its time to be united, things just dint work out that way.
the first time when shenglong sms everyone that he tinks the practice is fruitful and well-organised. i was tinkin, "is it? how come i dun feel the same way too?" mmm, but as things began to flow, i oso starts to flow with it liao. i began to reflect after everything, when going home or during bus journey, i started to do my self-reflection abt the whole thing.
the whole camp was fun. cool. nice. impactful. to summarise whole thing, N20 really rock to whole JOL teams. jus knew N20 could shine like never b4. looks like its beginning to happen. the unity has improved. bonds strengthen. wow.
congrats to rick for winning the preaching challenge, shenglong top the worship champion, and last but not least the whole of N20 members, took the grand prize away by gettin in to 1st, the champion team! =) proud.
and also thank God for having Jacob to join us. He is potential. =)
jus love him as a brother in christ.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
7 days of busy schedule
been 7 days i last update my blog.
8th june 06
went to sch. had photography lesson. cool la. jus love this subject. haha.
9th june 06.
went to sch as per normal. knowing today gt cell grp. was happy la. its alrdy been 1 wk we had our last cell grp meeting. so, kinda long we had nt been 2gether. my grp's turn to do refreshment. come out a cute plan. was kinda cute and gd service as i came out with this goodie bag thingy. haha. anyway, hope everyone enjoy!
10th june 06
wasnt at service today, but went to malaysia. weee! was so excited abt it, when i know its actually shopping time. hhaha. the journey was ok nia. but shopping experience sucks! alot places nth to shop, only some shopping centers nia. went johor bahru. only bought a quiksilver t-shirt and a nike air shoes. was kinda happy bout it. i wan to go malaysia agn. sry to ron, that i bought nth for u. paiseh.
11th june 06
sunday morning woke up early. had to check out of hotel. went shopping after that. =) but because of lack of time, i dint managed to buy wad i wanted to. =(
12th june 06
monday agn. monday blues. went to sch. had 3d studies today. was alright. sian sian. came back frm malaysia. even more sick. wad the.. sianz la. alrdy sick for 2 weeks plus, and now still sick??!! sianz. north cluster outing today! priscilla bday celebration today too. bought a oreo cake frm malaysia specially for priscilla. celebrated in serangoon central mac. cake was very nice.
then alvin came. weet u weet. cant imagine my sis n alvin. haha. then priscilla with andy. lol. after wards, we went off le. gg for north cluster bbq and steamboat.
saw super happy when saw north cluster ppl. miss all of them. eat, play and talked. lan too. then night hike. haha. super sick la. then took cab home, coz tmr i gt sch. but enjoy the whole day! =)
13th june 06
went to sch. lesson end at 5 plus. during lunch break, ate with my new classmates.
went to bugis then to city hall. after sch, went to jurong point immediately. met up with charis there. had prayer meeting tdy. was actually gd. then dicussed bout the parade of cell grp thing. haha. funny. only sis gillian, me, charis, gui, ron, rick, jj and caiping went for prayer meeting. after everything, i, ron and rick went to serangoon prata shop eat prata and nuggets cum watchin world cup. was enjoying la. =)
14th june 06
went to sch, mango bluff me. i waited for her at the bus stop. haha. then called me, gabriel told me she bluff me de. haha. i stepped into the class, saw mango, gabriel there. she say sorry. haha. i was like blurr liao. jus say some simple ok ok. haha. lesson was ok nia. quite boring. well history lehx. wad can i expect? haha. went home, slept then online. =) tmr gt camp! woo hoo! psl, i miss u!
8th june 06
went to sch. had photography lesson. cool la. jus love this subject. haha.
9th june 06.
went to sch as per normal. knowing today gt cell grp. was happy la. its alrdy been 1 wk we had our last cell grp meeting. so, kinda long we had nt been 2gether. my grp's turn to do refreshment. come out a cute plan. was kinda cute and gd service as i came out with this goodie bag thingy. haha. anyway, hope everyone enjoy!
10th june 06
wasnt at service today, but went to malaysia. weee! was so excited abt it, when i know its actually shopping time. hhaha. the journey was ok nia. but shopping experience sucks! alot places nth to shop, only some shopping centers nia. went johor bahru. only bought a quiksilver t-shirt and a nike air shoes. was kinda happy bout it. i wan to go malaysia agn. sry to ron, that i bought nth for u. paiseh.
11th june 06
sunday morning woke up early. had to check out of hotel. went shopping after that. =) but because of lack of time, i dint managed to buy wad i wanted to. =(
12th june 06
monday agn. monday blues. went to sch. had 3d studies today. was alright. sian sian. came back frm malaysia. even more sick. wad the.. sianz la. alrdy sick for 2 weeks plus, and now still sick??!! sianz. north cluster outing today! priscilla bday celebration today too. bought a oreo cake frm malaysia specially for priscilla. celebrated in serangoon central mac. cake was very nice.
then alvin came. weet u weet. cant imagine my sis n alvin. haha. then priscilla with andy. lol. after wards, we went off le. gg for north cluster bbq and steamboat.
saw super happy when saw north cluster ppl. miss all of them. eat, play and talked. lan too. then night hike. haha. super sick la. then took cab home, coz tmr i gt sch. but enjoy the whole day! =)
13th june 06
went to sch. lesson end at 5 plus. during lunch break, ate with my new classmates.
went to bugis then to city hall. after sch, went to jurong point immediately. met up with charis there. had prayer meeting tdy. was actually gd. then dicussed bout the parade of cell grp thing. haha. funny. only sis gillian, me, charis, gui, ron, rick, jj and caiping went for prayer meeting. after everything, i, ron and rick went to serangoon prata shop eat prata and nuggets cum watchin world cup. was enjoying la. =)
14th june 06
went to sch, mango bluff me. i waited for her at the bus stop. haha. then called me, gabriel told me she bluff me de. haha. i stepped into the class, saw mango, gabriel there. she say sorry. haha. i was like blurr liao. jus say some simple ok ok. haha. lesson was ok nia. quite boring. well history lehx. wad can i expect? haha. went home, slept then online. =) tmr gt camp! woo hoo! psl, i miss u!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
SICK
woke up at 6am today. preparing for school. set off at 0730am. reached my sch at 0825am. was feeling super not well. feeling very cold. then headache oso. so wasnt so active in school. jus felt like sleeping.
how i wish school quickly end today. then can faster go home rest. had roti pratas for breakfast/lunch today.
reached home le, feeling super sick and strengthless. went measure my temperature. started off with a fever at 37.7. then went to slp. woke up at 7plus. went measure agn, high fever 38! ahaha. sianz lo. until now, haven seen doctor or eat medicine. coz haven eat my food yet. sianz. dun feel like eating sia. sms my fellow cg members, ask them to pray for me for healing.
then ron super funny la, he replied "ok, wan go play lan?" wad the... i sick leh! haha. but i oso felt like playing la. lol. guess they are LAN-ing right now bah. hmmm. next tym rmb to jio me along! =)
do continue to keep me in prayers. coz i really need healing. and thks so much guys for praying. =)
how i wish school quickly end today. then can faster go home rest. had roti pratas for breakfast/lunch today.
reached home le, feeling super sick and strengthless. went measure my temperature. started off with a fever at 37.7. then went to slp. woke up at 7plus. went measure agn, high fever 38! ahaha. sianz lo. until now, haven seen doctor or eat medicine. coz haven eat my food yet. sianz. dun feel like eating sia. sms my fellow cg members, ask them to pray for me for healing.
then ron super funny la, he replied "ok, wan go play lan?" wad the... i sick leh! haha. but i oso felt like playing la. lol. guess they are LAN-ing right now bah. hmmm. next tym rmb to jio me along! =)
do continue to keep me in prayers. coz i really need healing. and thks so much guys for praying. =)
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
sleepless night
was sending liyuan off to shanghai yesterday 5 june 06. met ron at 0730pm at his house downstairs. was actually planning to send jacob off as he is off to new zealand. so good. but his flight was earlier. then miss. adam flied at 2plus in the afternoon. liyuan's flight is at 2plus in the morning.
reached airport at ard 8plus i guess. met up with the rest. play card, fellowship, etc. then walked ard the airport slackin and chit chattin. was kinda fun at first. liyuan arrived airport at 0930pm. went to see her.
wads touching is ***** bought a bouquet of flowers for her. how sweet rite. haha. then the jowell started to matchmake ppl in north cluster le. sick. haha. all in airport de, all is quite close friends de. jus love these ppl.
slack-ed until ard 12 something. i going off le. coz i nest day gt morning class. so ask ron if he's staying. he say no, but he dun wan so early go. then i jus went off myself lo. waited for bus in the bus stop alone for 30mins. the thing is no bus at all liao!
so went back to the guys area. looking rather sad. was dragging my feet. dint want to take cab. cant imagine the price for midnight charge or changi to serangoon! hais. everyone was suprised to see me agn. all tot i went off le. saded la. no bus. so no choice but to stay over and ton lo.
things gg to happen in a very romantic way ltr. so sweet. its time for liyuan to leave. ***** gave her the flowers. she was kinda suprised. then gave each other a hug. how sweet rite. then walked over to the custom there liao. liyuan was passing thru the heavily guarded liao, then ***** kneeled down in the middle of the airport and played qingtian on his guitar. oh my. how touching and fairy tale story! but is true. other passer-by were lookin but he dont care. he continued playing. everyone was taking videos. there's tis grp of english girls kpo, then come and join us to have fun. haha.
everyone was so touched by wad ***** did. even the guys! haha. i was truly touched lo. then they gave each other a big hug agn. ooohhh. then b4 liyuan went in, we quickly prayed for her journey mercy. how sad and touching. true love story happen in changi airport. haha. then is alrdy 2 something le, we all went to viewing point there to slack and play. tts when the fun thing started.
all of a sudden, i felt the Lord wan me to fellowship and have my quiet time with him. i was like, huh? God, are u sure? this is public leh. gt ppl leh. but God jus ask me to do it. i did wad was asked and went to a corner to do my quiet time and worship him. dint wan anyone to disturb me. spent time with Him was good. He told me some things abt our cell grp members. ministering.
then after that, i went to find ron. ron, me, darren, aaron and yunting sat down and started to worship God agn. ron played guitar and the annointin started to flow. more and more annointing. the feeling is jus very great. i wan it more. but the bad thing is that there is alot of distraction, air stewardess keep walking ard. so very easily gt distracted. but nobody came to disturb us. thk God. suddenly, i felt the Lord tell the something abt aaron. so i was ministering to him. telling him wad God has told me. we all are praying in tongues.
the presence of God is there. and i knew Holy Spirit is there with us. we worshipped and prayed together. we prayed for our individual cell grp and spiritual lives. ron prayed first. then everyone was very quiet. i was waiting for ppl to start. then i open my eyes saw ron signal to me to start to pray. i prayed and could still feel the presence of God. then after that, nobody prayed liao. i and ron keep praying and emphaised on stepping out in faith. they start praying until we encouraged them to pray. then felt the Lord told me things abt ron. so i jus ministered to him.
everything was okay. so fast time really do flies. we worshipped and prayed for 1hr plus. wow. then we all sianz. started playing our trolley game. then play till 4 somthing in the morning. then police come screen us. say we making a nuisance. then kena screened la. sianz. then ask for our particulars etc. felt guilty afterwards. shortly after, 6 something le, quickly go take 1st bus home. all of us slept in the bus till very shiok. then alight. when reached serangoon, ron and i cab-ed home. i still gt sch lo! then i very tired le. wanted to sleep. but cant.
reached home, quickly bathed and rush to sch. slept in the bus. then thk God i dint miss the bus stop, was jus nice when it reached my stop, i auto woke up. was late for 30mins. so skipped the 1st part of lecture. went back after the short break. haiz.. saded.
then the lecturer mark me absent lo, even though im late. stupid sia. wad the.. hais. then after lesson, gt 3hr break, we went to park lane have lunch in mac. then we all played pool. fun la. haha. was so long since i last touched pool. then went back to sch for the next lesson. super slack la. time table said was suppose to end sch at 0530pm. but teacher dismiss us at 3pm. haha. shiok la. then faster go home online awhile, chated with north cluster ppl. then fell asleep. was tired la. hais. tmr lesson is history! sianz...
reached airport at ard 8plus i guess. met up with the rest. play card, fellowship, etc. then walked ard the airport slackin and chit chattin. was kinda fun at first. liyuan arrived airport at 0930pm. went to see her.
wads touching is ***** bought a bouquet of flowers for her. how sweet rite. haha. then the jowell started to matchmake ppl in north cluster le. sick. haha. all in airport de, all is quite close friends de. jus love these ppl.
slack-ed until ard 12 something. i going off le. coz i nest day gt morning class. so ask ron if he's staying. he say no, but he dun wan so early go. then i jus went off myself lo. waited for bus in the bus stop alone for 30mins. the thing is no bus at all liao!
so went back to the guys area. looking rather sad. was dragging my feet. dint want to take cab. cant imagine the price for midnight charge or changi to serangoon! hais. everyone was suprised to see me agn. all tot i went off le. saded la. no bus. so no choice but to stay over and ton lo.
things gg to happen in a very romantic way ltr. so sweet. its time for liyuan to leave. ***** gave her the flowers. she was kinda suprised. then gave each other a hug. how sweet rite. then walked over to the custom there liao. liyuan was passing thru the heavily guarded liao, then ***** kneeled down in the middle of the airport and played qingtian on his guitar. oh my. how touching and fairy tale story! but is true. other passer-by were lookin but he dont care. he continued playing. everyone was taking videos. there's tis grp of english girls kpo, then come and join us to have fun. haha.
everyone was so touched by wad ***** did. even the guys! haha. i was truly touched lo. then they gave each other a big hug agn. ooohhh. then b4 liyuan went in, we quickly prayed for her journey mercy. how sad and touching. true love story happen in changi airport. haha. then is alrdy 2 something le, we all went to viewing point there to slack and play. tts when the fun thing started.
all of a sudden, i felt the Lord wan me to fellowship and have my quiet time with him. i was like, huh? God, are u sure? this is public leh. gt ppl leh. but God jus ask me to do it. i did wad was asked and went to a corner to do my quiet time and worship him. dint wan anyone to disturb me. spent time with Him was good. He told me some things abt our cell grp members. ministering.
then after that, i went to find ron. ron, me, darren, aaron and yunting sat down and started to worship God agn. ron played guitar and the annointin started to flow. more and more annointing. the feeling is jus very great. i wan it more. but the bad thing is that there is alot of distraction, air stewardess keep walking ard. so very easily gt distracted. but nobody came to disturb us. thk God. suddenly, i felt the Lord tell the something abt aaron. so i was ministering to him. telling him wad God has told me. we all are praying in tongues.
the presence of God is there. and i knew Holy Spirit is there with us. we worshipped and prayed together. we prayed for our individual cell grp and spiritual lives. ron prayed first. then everyone was very quiet. i was waiting for ppl to start. then i open my eyes saw ron signal to me to start to pray. i prayed and could still feel the presence of God. then after that, nobody prayed liao. i and ron keep praying and emphaised on stepping out in faith. they start praying until we encouraged them to pray. then felt the Lord told me things abt ron. so i jus ministered to him.
everything was okay. so fast time really do flies. we worshipped and prayed for 1hr plus. wow. then we all sianz. started playing our trolley game. then play till 4 somthing in the morning. then police come screen us. say we making a nuisance. then kena screened la. sianz. then ask for our particulars etc. felt guilty afterwards. shortly after, 6 something le, quickly go take 1st bus home. all of us slept in the bus till very shiok. then alight. when reached serangoon, ron and i cab-ed home. i still gt sch lo! then i very tired le. wanted to sleep. but cant.
reached home, quickly bathed and rush to sch. slept in the bus. then thk God i dint miss the bus stop, was jus nice when it reached my stop, i auto woke up. was late for 30mins. so skipped the 1st part of lecture. went back after the short break. haiz.. saded.
then the lecturer mark me absent lo, even though im late. stupid sia. wad the.. hais. then after lesson, gt 3hr break, we went to park lane have lunch in mac. then we all played pool. fun la. haha. was so long since i last touched pool. then went back to sch for the next lesson. super slack la. time table said was suppose to end sch at 0530pm. but teacher dismiss us at 3pm. haha. shiok la. then faster go home online awhile, chated with north cluster ppl. then fell asleep. was tired la. hais. tmr lesson is history! sianz...
Monday, June 05, 2006
Friendship & Love
4 days of EMERGE had finally over. these 4 days have been a great and enjoyable day for me. every 4 days, could actually felt the strong presence of God. jus wish every services are like that. haha. exciting events and programmes during sessions. was simply enjoyable and interesting.
most of the sessions, we are seated in cluster. jus love seating with them. during praise, north clusters ppl would actually enjoy ourselves dancing for the Lord. it was like so cool. enjoy the moment of praise with the Lord. this Emerge conference had really motivated me to be a better and a more mature christian. being equipped with the precious word of God, i really felt very pumped up to do more things. revival, breakthrough, etc. had a spiritual breakthrough in Emerge. was great. so touched. Thank God! hallelujah!
talking about north cluster, i jus love north cluster ppl. although some do not have mature thinking, or some do not really have discipline towards school, but what i see in them after so many days of gathering, pos training etc, wad i really admired is the love they practiced towards each other. the strong friendship between each other was truly remarkable.
-There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart. -
my first impression on some ppl in north cluster wasnt so good at first, but after much time knowing each other, i realised i was wrong. i wan to be like them. the love towards friends. always after each sessions, we would most probably meet up for dinner for fellowship. and it is a good fellowship. i dun feel awkward being with them, neither do i feel lonely. the feeling was like being loved by friends and cared for. church friends are really wonderful. i felt so blessed knowing all of them.
although emerge is over, most probably we would not get to see each other so often, but i believe we may meet up some days for gathering. hhahaha. brothers of north, lets go LAN-Gaming! hhaaha. jus miss the time we spent, and i really treasure all time. although some time, it might be quite embarassing to be with them in the sense that in public transport, they talked super loud and make alot noises but it was like jus fun lo. everyone's enjoying themselves.
-Friendships multiply joys and divide griefs.-
still remember in one time dinner, liyuan, jowell, me, ron, yong ping, isaac, adam, felicia, veron and still got other ppl but i cant remember who, we went to bedok to eat. then ordered lotsa food to share. was talking at the same time and really joking among ourselves. the "TRP joke". tts the time i really burst out laughing so loud and really "pui" out all the food inside my mouth. haha. i was like laughin non-stop. my laughter causing other ppl to have stomach cramps, mouth cramps, choked by food, shocked by my sudden laughter. hhaha. was really funny that i cant stop laughing la. really enjoy tat time. its been soooooo long i last laughed till so happy liao. the feeling is like one time, at one go, laugh out every single thing inside me, pour out all my unhappiness and all negative feelings. jus laughed them out. and was really enjoying myself very much. jus miss north cluster.
even though north dint win the pos or cluster champion, but the realtionship and friendship we all built together is enuff le. it alrdy more than enuff. is not the matter of winning or not, but is the friendship within us that matters. every single time, we would fellowship till very late at night or early in the morning, then trying to catch the last train/bus home. so exciting and thrilling. haha. then the long bus ride make our convo and fun in the bus better. wee wee.
-In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.-
but leaves the most memorable day for me for emerge, is not the appearance of kelly, junyang, taufik, milk and sun. is the moment we sang "thats what friends are for" at the end of the grand finale. north cluster go around, brothers hugging brothers, sisters hugging sisters, brothers and sisters shaking hands. is so nice. so sweet. the love, relationship, friendship... its so touching. some are weeping some are smiling. the only similaritiy is the joy inside our heart.
north cluster make a difference in my life; my heart. north cluster suddenly become part of my life. they teaches me friendship, in-depth friendship. they built happiness into my life. thk you north! thk everyone. jus wan to say, north cluster, i love u. =)
hugs and kisses to all my brothers and sisters in north. =D
Friendship is a strong and habitual inclination in two persons to promote the good and happiness of one another.
most of the sessions, we are seated in cluster. jus love seating with them. during praise, north clusters ppl would actually enjoy ourselves dancing for the Lord. it was like so cool. enjoy the moment of praise with the Lord. this Emerge conference had really motivated me to be a better and a more mature christian. being equipped with the precious word of God, i really felt very pumped up to do more things. revival, breakthrough, etc. had a spiritual breakthrough in Emerge. was great. so touched. Thank God! hallelujah!
talking about north cluster, i jus love north cluster ppl. although some do not have mature thinking, or some do not really have discipline towards school, but what i see in them after so many days of gathering, pos training etc, wad i really admired is the love they practiced towards each other. the strong friendship between each other was truly remarkable.
-There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart. -
my first impression on some ppl in north cluster wasnt so good at first, but after much time knowing each other, i realised i was wrong. i wan to be like them. the love towards friends. always after each sessions, we would most probably meet up for dinner for fellowship. and it is a good fellowship. i dun feel awkward being with them, neither do i feel lonely. the feeling was like being loved by friends and cared for. church friends are really wonderful. i felt so blessed knowing all of them.
although emerge is over, most probably we would not get to see each other so often, but i believe we may meet up some days for gathering. hhahaha. brothers of north, lets go LAN-Gaming! hhaaha. jus miss the time we spent, and i really treasure all time. although some time, it might be quite embarassing to be with them in the sense that in public transport, they talked super loud and make alot noises but it was like jus fun lo. everyone's enjoying themselves.
-Friendships multiply joys and divide griefs.-
still remember in one time dinner, liyuan, jowell, me, ron, yong ping, isaac, adam, felicia, veron and still got other ppl but i cant remember who, we went to bedok to eat. then ordered lotsa food to share. was talking at the same time and really joking among ourselves. the "TRP joke". tts the time i really burst out laughing so loud and really "pui" out all the food inside my mouth. haha. i was like laughin non-stop. my laughter causing other ppl to have stomach cramps, mouth cramps, choked by food, shocked by my sudden laughter. hhaha. was really funny that i cant stop laughing la. really enjoy tat time. its been soooooo long i last laughed till so happy liao. the feeling is like one time, at one go, laugh out every single thing inside me, pour out all my unhappiness and all negative feelings. jus laughed them out. and was really enjoying myself very much. jus miss north cluster.
even though north dint win the pos or cluster champion, but the realtionship and friendship we all built together is enuff le. it alrdy more than enuff. is not the matter of winning or not, but is the friendship within us that matters. every single time, we would fellowship till very late at night or early in the morning, then trying to catch the last train/bus home. so exciting and thrilling. haha. then the long bus ride make our convo and fun in the bus better. wee wee.
-In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.-
but leaves the most memorable day for me for emerge, is not the appearance of kelly, junyang, taufik, milk and sun. is the moment we sang "thats what friends are for" at the end of the grand finale. north cluster go around, brothers hugging brothers, sisters hugging sisters, brothers and sisters shaking hands. is so nice. so sweet. the love, relationship, friendship... its so touching. some are weeping some are smiling. the only similaritiy is the joy inside our heart.
north cluster make a difference in my life; my heart. north cluster suddenly become part of my life. they teaches me friendship, in-depth friendship. they built happiness into my life. thk you north! thk everyone. jus wan to say, north cluster, i love u. =)
hugs and kisses to all my brothers and sisters in north. =D
Friendship is a strong and habitual inclination in two persons to promote the good and happiness of one another.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
< EMERGE >
went to church quite early today. 3 on 3 basketball, arm wrestling, morning session, etc. super cool. then went with north cluster ppl go eat BK for lunch. then went back hall 7. had bible study jus nw.
it was 3rd day of emerge now. so far so exciting and cool. 2nd day night session was awesome! truly the annointing of God and oso the presence of God is so strong. jus love the atmosphere. i wan it more.
after night session, met up with north cluster ppl for dinner. super fun fellowship la. jus love the north ppl. dinner time was fun. ate lotsa food. cool. nice. had "ban li". i laughed like siao while eating and fellowshipping. was great la. its been soooo long i laughed until so happy liao. really brighten up my day. poor yong ping gt choked by food because i laugh too loud and too sudden, then he kena sua tio. haha.
then ltr cab-ed to amk coz alrdy past 12am le. jowell long pang us there. so in cab was me, ron, liyuan and jowell. suppose to wake up early tis morning to support the soccer team. but in the end, ron oso cant wake up. i oso sleep till like pig. jus tired. hais. haha. anyway gg church soon. =)
will be back to blog agn. =D
it was 3rd day of emerge now. so far so exciting and cool. 2nd day night session was awesome! truly the annointing of God and oso the presence of God is so strong. jus love the atmosphere. i wan it more.
after night session, met up with north cluster ppl for dinner. super fun fellowship la. jus love the north ppl. dinner time was fun. ate lotsa food. cool. nice. had "ban li". i laughed like siao while eating and fellowshipping. was great la. its been soooo long i laughed until so happy liao. really brighten up my day. poor yong ping gt choked by food because i laugh too loud and too sudden, then he kena sua tio. haha.
then ltr cab-ed to amk coz alrdy past 12am le. jowell long pang us there. so in cab was me, ron, liyuan and jowell. suppose to wake up early tis morning to support the soccer team. but in the end, ron oso cant wake up. i oso sleep till like pig. jus tired. hais. haha. anyway gg church soon. =)
will be back to blog agn. =D
Friday, June 02, 2006
north cluster all the way!
31st may 06, wednesday, 4th preview. which also means final preview and rehearsal. the first tryout we did super badly la. felicia falls, slam hard to the ground then was a swollen part jus beside her eye. was bleeding too. her nose was bleedin too lo. stunts ppl were like all affected in the sense that we are disturbed and gt distracted then we lost counting. then hais, skipped alot of stunts. waste time. brother gabriel was super angry lo.
then jowell oso disappointed and angry. then we intensive practice afterwards. 2nd tryout was the BEST la. super awesome! everything went jus right and COOL! haha. was super happy. then afterwards, i and ron wan to go LAN agn. asked isaac, hubert, yong ping along too. played till 1am, then went to isaac house stay over. haha.
dun feel like waking up the next morning. but ni choice, i and ron woke uo at ard 0730am. cab-ed home. then go home slp first. then meet ltr for emerge! haha.
1 june 06, thursday. EMERGE! was super excited and nervous at the same time. but we know we can do it de. and we all DID IT! gd job north! all the way! yeah! was nice lah. nt bad. think north can win bah. haha. yeah! jus love north cluster. north brothers, LAN some time agn yeah?! haha. super high now. oh ya, new frens came today. welcome xiaolong and andy. wee! haha.
well, N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. yeah!
then jowell oso disappointed and angry. then we intensive practice afterwards. 2nd tryout was the BEST la. super awesome! everything went jus right and COOL! haha. was super happy. then afterwards, i and ron wan to go LAN agn. asked isaac, hubert, yong ping along too. played till 1am, then went to isaac house stay over. haha.
dun feel like waking up the next morning. but ni choice, i and ron woke uo at ard 0730am. cab-ed home. then go home slp first. then meet ltr for emerge! haha.
1 june 06, thursday. EMERGE! was super excited and nervous at the same time. but we know we can do it de. and we all DID IT! gd job north! all the way! yeah! was nice lah. nt bad. think north can win bah. haha. yeah! jus love north cluster. north brothers, LAN some time agn yeah?! haha. super high now. oh ya, new frens came today. welcome xiaolong and andy. wee! haha.
well, N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. yeah!
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