sometimes was jus wondering. getting into Arts/design school, izzit God's calling or izzit my own "calling"? is this wad i want? nvm. cut my crap.
well, JOL camp was fun la. had been days of intensive trainings for the Parade of Cell Groups. its a mini POS. well, i admited, i wasnt very interested, as in, i find it quite bored and i dunno wad else to say. my heart was complaining. but physically was obeying wad they say and train.
i dunno wad i want. i just felt very restless and moodless. no mood to train, dance, have fun etc. dint stayed over for the camp, coz i gt sch. there is quite number of disagreements and a little of "mo cha". some ppl getting stress, some ppl (like me) wasnt in the right attitude of training, some was basically trying hard to slack around. jus dunno y. we emphaised on unity and team-bonding alot for the past few days during cell grp or service. but when its time to be united, things just dint work out that way.
the first time when shenglong sms everyone that he tinks the practice is fruitful and well-organised. i was tinkin, "is it? how come i dun feel the same way too?" mmm, but as things began to flow, i oso starts to flow with it liao. i began to reflect after everything, when going home or during bus journey, i started to do my self-reflection abt the whole thing.
the whole camp was fun. cool. nice. impactful. to summarise whole thing, N20 really rock to whole JOL teams. jus knew N20 could shine like never b4. looks like its beginning to happen. the unity has improved. bonds strengthen. wow.
congrats to rick for winning the preaching challenge, shenglong top the worship champion, and last but not least the whole of N20 members, took the grand prize away by gettin in to 1st, the champion team! =) proud.
and also thank God for having Jacob to join us. He is potential. =)
jus love him as a brother in christ.
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