dint went for bs. last min diarrheoa. was afraid cant make it for service. then charis's mum gg for service too. it was healing service. quickly sms ron, jj, gui sheng, caiping they all. call them go down church asap. so to book seats. coz if not nobody book. well, service was gd. the presence of God is strong.
went to bedok japanese restaurant to have dinner. fellowship was great la. haha. oh ya, sophia's fren, chunrong was present too. felt sry for ron la. poor boy. used his pic to play. but was really funny la. haha!
come out with a story. hope u guys enjoy. lol.
once, there is a happy couple.
enjoying their lives to the fullest.
hey! look, whose photo?!
wad a sd mourning session.. =(
no where else to go, he dwells in a dark corner.
poor jingjie, lost his partner. so near seems so far. but is presence is always around.
end of story. =D
24th july 06, monday
went study grp with charis, gui and ron. went ice cube to slack after that. nice chilling place yea?
today after a long day of school of figure drawing, was quite tired. used oil pastels to color and paint out a landscape. i find it pretty nice. haha.
met guisheng at my sch there. went bugis walk, marina square and then suntec. went to city harvest office and meet up with sis jo for grp prayer. tis prayer really motivates me up agn. seriously, i wan more of christ. i wan to become a better christian. im willing to ask God to take all of me in exchange for more of God.
went shop for jingjie's bday cake. nice. went meet up with charis and carolyn. had dinner i guess at mac. went for cell grp in sis gillian's house.
cell grp today was awesome. good. nice. powerful. motivative. encouraging.
train-ed home from boon lay to serangoon. talked with jingjie and rickson. they went eat prata. i go home. coz i no $$. hhaha. anywaym ron say he wanna buy me something. i was like.."huh? u sure?" true enuff i was shocked. like y? then he say, he like then buy for me lo. haha. so good sia. he received blessing. mmm.. such a gd brother la. wun forget u for sure.
tmr's service. jus cant wait. mmm. come with a heart of expectancy to receive something impactful! woohoo! =)
started to develop some kinda weird feelings inside me. feelings like, be aware of all people ard u. feelings like, got the feeling of being bakstabbed. feelings like, doubtin every single one of there i know.
i just hate tis feeling. but is kind of dwellin inside me which i dun wan and like. i felt im a burden to other ppl, keep on slowing down other's ppl pace or a irritating and a annoying person to someone.
ppl may have ask me, who? who exactly is it? the answer is, i dunnno. i really dunno. i dunno whether i wan to know it or not. was feelin not so gd in there.
i felt betrayed. i felt backstabbed. but by who? i dunno. i nt sure. worst thing is u have been backstabbed and not knowing who backstabbed u. voices tellin me to be aware to all people out there. includin my friends. for nt every single one can be trusted.
i find it very difficult to put my trust in someone now. i find it hard. really. is it difficult to build trust on someone? is it safe to place ur trust onto someone?
different people may have different answer. but my answer is yes. i find it hard. i find it difficult and i find it nt easy. it takes time. but how long? sure it takes time, but how sure can i get to know that i wun be backstabbed again? come on, who wans to be backstabbed? not u not me. but y is it happening?
frankly speaking. i hate to say this. but i started to doubt my closest friends out there. i know i shld nt. how can i even doubt them? i find some ppl isnt real in my presence. they are jus faking their feeling towards me. if they dun like me, y cant they just stop acting and be true to their actions and feelings?humans can be more cunning than foxes.
but if they are truthful, will i get hurt? things are so complicated. i dunno how to describe. but i jus hate this kind of feeling.
i do advise and counsel ppl and help ppl. but y cant i help myself? y cant i counsel myself? y cant i advise myself?
hopeless. useless. these words are inside my mind. spinning around. for i know all this are devil's attack. I HATE YOU TO THE CORE! I DESPISE YOU! I REBUKE YOU! I TRAMPLED YOU! I STOMP AND SQUASH YOU UNDER MY FOOT!
my body is the temple of christ. no one shall touch it or harm it. for christ is living in and through me. christ's blood is flowing through me. devil DOES NOT belong in here. and you, devil SHALL NOT corrupt my mind, body and soul for your evil works!
its been 6 days since i last updated. was getting very busy this few days. very busy indeed. i cant even catch my breathe la. was very tired this few days too. wasnt really very feel mentally and physically. nt feeling well nt sick, but jus very exhausted by the loads of work and assignments. got to meet all date lines etc. was simply very hectic.
i will just started updating from 14 july 06, friday.
was xinyi's bday party. and also n20 dinner at chomp chomp. ron, me and isabel, we went to xinyi's bday party of coz. was great la. enjoy there. was quite happy to see those north cluster frens agn. smile for that. =) jonathan, jowell, me and isabel drank. but nt drunk of cos. but i tink jowell is. lol. she's crazy! talking craps and thrash la. lol.
15 july 06, saturday
service was great. healing service. was praying for those who are sick. i just simply love going to church la. haha. anyway suppose to have CL quiz today at 0330pm. i was delayed and late. i was actually helping out and counselling a fren of mine. he was tinkin of dying la, because of some bgr problems. young kids these days... haiz. haha. anywhere, was glad that he's opening up to me and willing to share. was also glad that i am able to talk to him.
16 july 06, sunday
went to plaza singapura with my family. had our dinner there at cafe cartel. food was good. oh ya, and i was blessed with a new W810i! smile for that! =) cool gadget. was actually hoping to get it last time.
17 july 06, monday
3d studies. gotta finished up my octopus. haha. using metal wires and make a animal of ur choice lo. bent and coiled those wires with my bare hands lo, was painful. keep poking into my flesh la. haiz. my octopus looks like this: and i named it... eh... OCTI? haha.
went straight to serangoon garden coffee bean to study with gui sheng, charis, eulynn and penny. 2 ah mo girls came in la, then charis say one was kinda interested. haah. was happy yo hear that. they keep lookin at our directions and we keep lookin la. then when i turned, then turned and looked at me. was super paiseh. then i pretended gt things dropped. hhaha. then i was sittin in a way that my back was facing them. so could nt see them. then eulynn and charis keep calling me to turn, i dunn wan. coz very obvious la. but i really regret. they left and waved goodbye. haha. and i dint get to see! argh! gui ran out to help me get number. i was followin behind. was tailing them till we lost track of them in serangoon garden country club. really regret nt getting their numbers. argh! haha. gonna study there more often. =P after study, i, gui and eulynn went to beside cafe cartel to have ice-cream: viking on the rock. was cool that it was so big.
were sharing some relationship stuffs with each other. go home chiong my homeworks, assignments and projects! drew a landscape during 4 to 5 plus in the morning!
18 july 06, tuesday
alright. was super tired and restless. dint not sleep for the whole of yesterday night. was rushing thru my assignments and projects. almost done but not yet. and realised i am gonna be super late for class, then quickly packed up, bathed and get changed and off the sch. was totally tired. almost miss my bus stop. was sleeping inside. took some stupid pics with my "aunty" - eleanor during the basic drawing lesson.
during 3 hrs lunch brreak, went mos burger eat. then off to sch library do history project then went to student lounge and sleep! slept for an hour. super shiok! 2d studies was fun! my favourite! =)
saturday service was gd. sermon was awesome and motivating. but fellowship was bad. went home early.
sunday, woke up late. watched LIVE service online. message was again gd. meet ron go church for prayer meeting. went to plaza singapura to have lunch with ron, charis and caiping. went to serangoon mac after that. teached ppl maths. talking to alvin. was quite a gd fellowship i find. sharing some religion things. chatted with jacob and jun boon. i like his w810i. i gonna get that.
monday, went to sch. was slightly late. had 3d studies. using metal wires to make a animal of any choice. i planned a octopus.
tuesday, today. late as usual. had basic drawing of interior design. chim-ilogy. was sharing some things with lecturer. find him was a gd lecturer after all. 3hrs break. ate chicken cutlet for lunch. was panting while eating. food dint taste tt gd today.
had 2d studies and color lesson after break, was super tired. slept for a while then wake up continue my assignment. was pretty cool. feeling very stress and tired out, totally drained out. i need some rest.. i need a break. im strengthless. im falling down. help.
friday, 7 july 06. had LAN outing today. few new friends came to join us. was quite fun actually. total of 10 ppl. and tts wow. haha. me, ron, gui, sophia, charis, eulynn, penny, andy, jemie and one more guy. couldnt remember his name. sry. haha. i felt fellowship was great. got to know ppl better. was good for me la. haha. hope others enjoy the fellowship too.
played dota and quake 4. no cs la. sianz. then after LAN, went serangoon central mac and slack. saw priscilla and gang. then isabel joined us. craped, talked and had fun. met jacob and jun boon half way. was suprised la. haha. talked for a while.
time to leave for make up cell. accompanied them to cell although i've been liao. while leaving mac, alvin said to me, "haiz, mei you yuan fen." dint managed to get wad he said la. tot abt church then i jus say saturday lo. he say see first ba. haha. then ron and charis were laughing. they say is different meaning la. then i was like yes meh... how slow can i be man. haha.
went to cell. carolyn's new fren, aaron was super late la. then all waiting for him. shall not touched so much on that. anyway, cell group was fun and good la. aaron, caroyln, eulynn, sophia, me, penny and charis went. bus home with sophia and charis after that. saw jj. =)
was late for history class today. but nvm, used to it. lol. anyway, today end sch super early. 1030am finished le. went sunshine plaza eat with constance, mango and eleanor. then took cab home with mango.
go home sleep awhile. then woke up went down to rainbow for hair cut. wasnt very nice. wad done is done, nvm. then meet gui sheng in amk mrt stn, going to city hall. went to funan to buy his game. then went Lan-Gaming. played battlefield. was nice la.
late for cell. noe i shldnt have. then talked for awhile. cell group then start. everyone was into the presence. ron, rick, jj, me, gui, caiping, sis gillian, chunshu and shenglong went for cell. was very happy with yesterday's cell grp. every one was very enthu. everyone step out in faith to pray. and i mean EVERYONE. was cool rite? then when it comes to ministering and sharing in God's word, total of 6 person ministered. compared to past cell grp meetings, 6 was very high le. believe N20 is growing to the next higher level. N20 is growing more spiritually le. Thank God. and i believe greater breakthrough and more revival is gonna come to N20.
Thk God for his vision. Thk God for every single things. =)
went out to meet mr.gui in toa payoh. supposingly visiting jiahui in hospital today with others. then jiahui was discharged today. went to kfc. helped mr.gui draw his things. met liyuan there. she came all the way in. was suprised to see her. haha. gt super excited. i was like..."liyuan!" haha. miss her la. so long dint see her le. sry for not going sentosa with u guys. was super sick. hope u guys enjoy urself!
shortly charis, eulynn and penny came. went to food court to have our dinner. the girls sure very crappy and funny la. anyway, tts abt it for today. got to wake up early tmr for sch. bb.
woke up quite early today. rested in peace at home for the whole day. using com and everything like tat. hais. sianz.
at night, 3 way quarrelled with my mum and isabel. over a small thing. because of the money of the spray paint that was bought for the POCG thing.
ron was the treasurer i noe. ron oso told isabel to tell sis gillian herself le, coz she doesnt have to receipt. but she dint go tell her. so whose fault was it? she claims she dint go church. she ask me to help her say. is like i oso will forget de ma. i got so many things to do u tink i will remember every single thing? and plus i was sick. come on la, y cant u be more responsible or even more accountable? y are u not teachable yet? you are still dirtied with those vulgarities tat is still inside your mind.
im really very sick and tired. i just wanted to rest. y cant a physically sick person had a gd rest? dun i deserved it? wth. i very tired. i just wanted to take a breathe and rest. spare me pls. i just wished im all alone.
tis very morning, was feeling very terribly sick. was struggling and twisting and turning ard the bed. i was gasping for air. i cant breathe. ya, asthma attack plus fever. sianz la. im breathing very hard. jus to make sure i can breathe enough. but the feeling is so terrible. as if i may die any time. its been so long i had asthma attack liao, now combo, asthma plus fever. wah, indeed im scared. but the first time i thought of is God.
i was asking and pleading God for help. make me able to breathe properly agn. its really torturing. it was still early in the morning ard 5 something. i had no strength left. so was dragging myself to the living room couch to sit there and rest.
my sis had to go sch tis morning. so my mum woke up and saw me sitting down there. its obvious tat im suffering. then i suddenly remembered my late grandpa who passed away just last yr. he was oso out of breathe. he was struggling. he was suffering. he could nt breathe too. i was scared, i was afraid. i kept tinking abt God, nothing else but God and my beloved N20 friends.
then my mum went to wake my dad up, quickly i was sent straight to the hospital. despite of the inhaler i used, its still no use. journey to hospital was fast and quick. went to the emergency dept. slowly my breathing improved. guess God really heard my cry towards Him. thank you, God.
i was slightly better le. but was feeling cold. nothing to do, took some pics using my handfone. u muz be tinking that im crazy rite? haha. so serious le still gt mood to take pic. haha. nvm, i was crazy. lol.
emergency dept consult
had xray, blood test, heart beat test, check up etc etc. was sianz la.
and i just got back not long ago nia. and now blogging le. thank God for saving my life. =) got 3 days MC. continue to keep me in prayers. thks guys! =D
its finally friday. which also means cell grp time. and also time to see n20. supposed to bring new friends today. but qingyang last min back out. say dun wanna go liao. sure i was disappointed. feeling abit pek chek. but that only lasted awhile. so went all the way to jurong west sis gillian's house alone. took bus alone, took train alone. was feeling moody. and worst still, im feeling very uncomfortable in my body. my throat again give me problems. sore throat. haiz.
when reached boon lay, called ron and chun shu. met up there. because of the bus interchange had switched position, ron told me he was lost. haha. it was jus the opposite side nia. lol. funny sia. took 242. tot it would go sis gillian house. ron say is faster. then i say ok lo. then we boarded. after that found out it is weird. brought us to unfamiliar places. so better alight.
we are lost indeed. anywaycalled for help. and it doesnt help much either. took a cab down instead.
reached sis gillian's house le. wasnt feeling well. jus dun feel like talking coz of my throat. was feeling moody. haiz. cell grp was gd. fun. enjoyable. nice.
the love of n20 is everlasting, and nothing could replace the love that we shown towards each other. the love is so special, that no other words can describle. we could not find the same kind of love in n20 anywhere else. it is only in n20. the special bondage with each other, exclusively to n20.
hey friends. im very tired out. im super restless and no energy le. im totally drained out. feeling pathetic. haiz. too many things to blog. im jus gonna upload some pics and explained alittle on it. too tired to write long stories. (-_-)
went over to mr.gui's house for dinner and fellowship. nice one! =) thks gui!
went to plaza singapura during 3hrs break in cafe cartel for drinks. went with my classmates.
i and caiping gt these chocolates from gui sheng as blessings! thks! =D
went over to yoshinoya with gui and caiping to have lunch. in plaza singapura.
went to Gelare in plaza singapura to have banana spilt in the basket! nice! yummy.
my 3D works in class. all this are just normal a4 size papers folded and cut to make 3D. nice mah? lol.
another 3D work of mine. it is a letter "W". can see?
tts my chinese painting. it supposed to be a flower. i noe it sucks. still trying harder! =P
was kinda bored in serangoon mac, took some pics using white, purity and reflection as the theme. i tink it was nice. wad u tink?
its been thousands of years since i last update. sry for nt updating for so long. getting quite busy and real tired this few days. sad-ed. homeworks and projects are piling up each day. cant even take a breathe. suddenly felt stress n pressure in my course and class. if i nt gonna improve, i gonna die and tts for sure.
sometimes was jus wondering. getting into Arts/design school, izzit God's calling or izzit my own "calling"? is this wad i want? nvm. cut my crap.
well, JOL camp was fun la. had been days of intensive trainings for the Parade of Cell Groups. its a mini POS. well, i admited, i wasnt very interested, as in, i find it quite bored and i dunno wad else to say. my heart was complaining. but physically was obeying wad they say and train.
i dunno wad i want. i just felt very restless and moodless. no mood to train, dance, have fun etc. dint stayed over for the camp, coz i gt sch. there is quite number of disagreements and a little of "mo cha". some ppl getting stress, some ppl (like me) wasnt in the right attitude of training, some was basically trying hard to slack around. jus dunno y. we emphaised on unity and team-bonding alot for the past few days during cell grp or service. but when its time to be united, things just dint work out that way.
the first time when shenglong sms everyone that he tinks the practice is fruitful and well-organised. i was tinkin, "is it? how come i dun feel the same way too?" mmm, but as things began to flow, i oso starts to flow with it liao. i began to reflect after everything, when going home or during bus journey, i started to do my self-reflection abt the whole thing.
the whole camp was fun. cool. nice. impactful. to summarise whole thing, N20 really rock to whole JOL teams. jus knew N20 could shine like never b4. looks like its beginning to happen. the unity has improved. bonds strengthen. wow.
congrats to rick for winning the preaching challenge, shenglong top the worship champion, and last but not least the whole of N20 members, took the grand prize away by gettin in to 1st, the champion team! =) proud.
and also thank God for having Jacob to join us. He is potential. =) jus love him as a brother in christ.
went to sch. had photography lesson. cool la. jus love this subject. haha.
9th june 06.
went to sch as per normal. knowing today gt cell grp. was happy la. its alrdy been 1 wk we had our last cell grp meeting. so, kinda long we had nt been 2gether. my grp's turn to do refreshment. come out a cute plan. was kinda cute and gd service as i came out with this goodie bag thingy. haha. anyway, hope everyone enjoy!
10th june 06
wasnt at service today, but went to malaysia. weee! was so excited abt it, when i know its actually shopping time. hhaha. the journey was ok nia. but shopping experience sucks! alot places nth to shop, only some shopping centers nia. went johor bahru. only bought a quiksilver t-shirt and a nike air shoes. was kinda happy bout it. i wan to go malaysia agn. sry to ron, that i bought nth for u. paiseh.
11th june 06
sunday morning woke up early. had to check out of hotel. went shopping after that. =) but because of lack of time, i dint managed to buy wad i wanted to. =(
12th june 06 monday agn. monday blues. went to sch. had 3d studies today. was alright. sian sian. came back frm malaysia. even more sick. wad the.. sianz la. alrdy sick for 2 weeks plus, and now still sick??!! sianz. north cluster outing today! priscilla bday celebration today too. bought a oreo cake frm malaysia specially for priscilla. celebrated in serangoon central mac. cake was very nice.
then alvin came. weet u weet. cant imagine my sis n alvin. haha. then priscilla with andy. lol. after wards, we went off le. gg for north cluster bbq and steamboat.
saw super happy when saw north cluster ppl. miss all of them. eat, play and talked. lan too. then night hike. haha. super sick la. then took cab home, coz tmr i gt sch. but enjoy the whole day! =)
13th june 06
went to sch. lesson end at 5 plus. during lunch break, ate with my new classmates.
went to bugis then to city hall. after sch, went to jurong point immediately. met up with charis there. had prayer meeting tdy. was actually gd. then dicussed bout the parade of cell grp thing. haha. funny. only sis gillian, me, charis, gui, ron, rick, jj and caiping went for prayer meeting. after everything, i, ron and rick went to serangoon prata shop eat prata and nuggets cum watchin world cup. was enjoying la. =)
14th june 06
went to sch, mango bluff me. i waited for her at the bus stop. haha. then called me, gabriel told me she bluff me de. haha. i stepped into the class, saw mango, gabriel there. she say sorry. haha. i was like blurr liao. jus say some simple ok ok. haha. lesson was ok nia. quite boring. well history lehx. wad can i expect? haha. went home, slept then online. =) tmr gt camp! woo hoo! psl, i miss u!
woke up at 6am today. preparing for school. set off at 0730am. reached my sch at 0825am. was feeling super not well. feeling very cold. then headache oso. so wasnt so active in school. jus felt like sleeping.
how i wish school quickly end today. then can faster go home rest. had roti pratas for breakfast/lunch today.
reached home le, feeling super sick and strengthless. went measure my temperature. started off with a fever at 37.7. then went to slp. woke up at 7plus. went measure agn, high fever 38! ahaha. sianz lo. until now, haven seen doctor or eat medicine. coz haven eat my food yet. sianz. dun feel like eating sia. sms my fellow cg members, ask them to pray for me for healing.
then ron super funny la, he replied "ok, wan go play lan?" wad the... i sick leh! haha. but i oso felt like playing la. lol. guess they are LAN-ing right now bah. hmmm. next tym rmb to jio me along! =)
do continue to keep me in prayers. coz i really need healing. and thks so much guys for praying. =)
was sending liyuan off to shanghai yesterday 5 june 06. met ron at 0730pm at his house downstairs. was actually planning to send jacob off as he is off to new zealand. so good. but his flight was earlier. then miss. adam flied at 2plus in the afternoon. liyuan's flight is at 2plus in the morning.
reached airport at ard 8plus i guess. met up with the rest. play card, fellowship, etc. then walked ard the airport slackin and chit chattin. was kinda fun at first. liyuan arrived airport at 0930pm. went to see her.
wads touching is ***** bought a bouquet of flowers for her. how sweet rite. haha. then the jowell started to matchmake ppl in north cluster le. sick. haha. all in airport de, all is quite close friends de. jus love these ppl.
slack-ed until ard 12 something. i going off le. coz i nest day gt morning class. so ask ron if he's staying. he say no, but he dun wan so early go. then i jus went off myself lo. waited for bus in the bus stop alone for 30mins. the thing is no bus at all liao!
so went back to the guys area. looking rather sad. was dragging my feet. dint want to take cab. cant imagine the price for midnight charge or changi to serangoon! hais. everyone was suprised to see me agn. all tot i went off le. saded la. no bus. so no choice but to stay over and ton lo.
things gg to happen in a very romantic way ltr. so sweet. its time for liyuan to leave. ***** gave her the flowers. she was kinda suprised. then gave each other a hug. how sweet rite. then walked over to the custom there liao. liyuan was passing thru the heavily guarded liao, then ***** kneeled down in the middle of the airport and played qingtian on his guitar. oh my. how touching and fairy tale story! but is true. other passer-by were lookin but he dont care. he continued playing. everyone was taking videos. there's tis grp of english girls kpo, then come and join us to have fun. haha.
everyone was so touched by wad ***** did. even the guys! haha. i was truly touched lo. then they gave each other a big hug agn. ooohhh. then b4 liyuan went in, we quickly prayed for her journey mercy. how sad and touching. true love story happen in changi airport. haha. then is alrdy 2 something le, we all went to viewing point there to slack and play. tts when the fun thing started.
all of a sudden, i felt the Lord wan me to fellowship and have my quiet time with him. i was like, huh? God, are u sure? this is public leh. gt ppl leh. but God jus ask me to do it. i did wad was asked and went to a corner to do my quiet time and worship him. dint wan anyone to disturb me. spent time with Him was good. He told me some things abt our cell grp members. ministering.
then after that, i went to find ron. ron, me, darren, aaron and yunting sat down and started to worship God agn. ron played guitar and the annointin started to flow. more and more annointing. the feeling is jus very great. i wan it more. but the bad thing is that there is alot of distraction, air stewardess keep walking ard. so very easily gt distracted. but nobody came to disturb us. thk God. suddenly, i felt the Lord tell the something abt aaron. so i was ministering to him. telling him wad God has told me. we all are praying in tongues.
the presence of God is there. and i knew Holy Spirit is there with us. we worshipped and prayed together. we prayed for our individual cell grp and spiritual lives. ron prayed first. then everyone was very quiet. i was waiting for ppl to start. then i open my eyes saw ron signal to me to start to pray. i prayed and could still feel the presence of God. then after that, nobody prayed liao. i and ron keep praying and emphaised on stepping out in faith. they start praying until we encouraged them to pray. then felt the Lord told me things abt ron. so i jus ministered to him.
everything was okay. so fast time really do flies. we worshipped and prayed for 1hr plus. wow. then we all sianz. started playing our trolley game. then play till 4 somthing in the morning. then police come screen us. say we making a nuisance. then kena screened la. sianz. then ask for our particulars etc. felt guilty afterwards. shortly after, 6 something le, quickly go take 1st bus home. all of us slept in the bus till very shiok. then alight. when reached serangoon, ron and i cab-ed home. i still gt sch lo! then i very tired le. wanted to sleep. but cant.
reached home, quickly bathed and rush to sch. slept in the bus. then thk God i dint miss the bus stop, was jus nice when it reached my stop, i auto woke up. was late for 30mins. so skipped the 1st part of lecture. went back after the short break. haiz.. saded.
then the lecturer mark me absent lo, even though im late. stupid sia. wad the.. hais. then after lesson, gt 3hr break, we went to park lane have lunch in mac. then we all played pool. fun la. haha. was so long since i last touched pool. then went back to sch for the next lesson. super slack la. time table said was suppose to end sch at 0530pm. but teacher dismiss us at 3pm. haha. shiok la. then faster go home online awhile, chated with north cluster ppl. then fell asleep. was tired la. hais. tmr lesson is history! sianz...
4 days of EMERGE had finally over. these 4 days have been a great and enjoyable day for me. every 4 days, could actually felt the strong presence of God. jus wish every services are like that. haha. exciting events and programmes during sessions. was simply enjoyable and interesting.
most of the sessions, we are seated in cluster. jus love seating with them. during praise, north clusters ppl would actually enjoy ourselves dancing for the Lord. it was like so cool. enjoy the moment of praise with the Lord. this Emerge conference had really motivated me to be a better and a more mature christian. being equipped with the precious word of God, i really felt very pumped up to do more things. revival, breakthrough, etc. had a spiritual breakthrough in Emerge. was great. so touched. Thank God! hallelujah!
talking about north cluster, i jus love north cluster ppl. although some do not have mature thinking, or some do not really have discipline towards school, but what i see in them after so many days of gathering, pos training etc, wad i really admired is the love they practiced towards each other. the strong friendship between each other was truly remarkable.
-There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart. -
my first impression on some ppl in north cluster wasnt so good at first, but after much time knowing each other, i realised i was wrong. i wan to be like them. the love towards friends. always after each sessions, we would most probably meet up for dinner for fellowship. and it is a good fellowship. i dun feel awkward being with them, neither do i feel lonely. the feeling was like being loved by friends and cared for. church friends are really wonderful. i felt so blessed knowing all of them.
although emerge is over, most probably we would not get to see each other so often, but i believe we may meet up some days for gathering. hhahaha. brothers of north, lets go LAN-Gaming! hhaaha. jus miss the time we spent, and i really treasure all time. although some time, it might be quite embarassing to be with them in the sense that in public transport, they talked super loud and make alot noises but it was like jus fun lo. everyone's enjoying themselves.
-Friendships multiply joys and divide griefs.-
still remember in one time dinner, liyuan, jowell, me, ron, yong ping, isaac, adam, felicia, veron and still got other ppl but i cant remember who, we went to bedok to eat. then ordered lotsa food to share. was talking at the same time and really joking among ourselves. the "TRP joke". tts the time i really burst out laughing so loud and really "pui" out all the food inside my mouth. haha. i was like laughin non-stop. my laughter causing other ppl to have stomach cramps, mouth cramps, choked by food, shocked by my sudden laughter. hhaha. was really funny that i cant stop laughing la. really enjoy tat time. its been soooooo long i last laughed till so happy liao. the feeling is like one time, at one go, laugh out every single thing inside me, pour out all my unhappiness and all negative feelings. jus laughed them out. and was really enjoying myself very much. jus miss north cluster.
even though north dint win the pos or cluster champion, but the realtionship and friendship we all built together is enuff le. it alrdy more than enuff. is not the matter of winning or not, but is the friendship within us that matters. every single time, we would fellowship till very late at night or early in the morning, then trying to catch the last train/bus home. so exciting and thrilling. haha. then the long bus ride make our convo and fun in the bus better. wee wee.
-In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.-
but leaves the most memorable day for me for emerge, is not the appearance of kelly, junyang, taufik, milk and sun. is the moment we sang "thats what friends are for" at the end of the grand finale. north cluster go around, brothers hugging brothers, sisters hugging sisters, brothers and sisters shaking hands. is so nice. so sweet. the love, relationship, friendship... its so touching. some are weeping some are smiling. the only similaritiy is the joy inside our heart.
north cluster make a difference in my life; my heart. north cluster suddenly become part of my life. they teaches me friendship, in-depth friendship. they built happiness into my life. thk you north! thk everyone. jus wan to say, north cluster, i love u. =)
hugs and kisses to all my brothers and sisters in north. =D
Friendship is a strong and habitual inclination in two persons to promote the good and happiness of one another.
went to church quite early today. 3 on 3 basketball, arm wrestling, morning session, etc. super cool. then went with north cluster ppl go eat BK for lunch. then went back hall 7. had bible study jus nw.
it was 3rd day of emerge now. so far so exciting and cool. 2nd day night session was awesome! truly the annointing of God and oso the presence of God is so strong. jus love the atmosphere. i wan it more.
after night session, met up with north cluster ppl for dinner. super fun fellowship la. jus love the north ppl. dinner time was fun. ate lotsa food. cool. nice. had "ban li". i laughed like siao while eating and fellowshipping. was great la. its been soooo long i laughed until so happy liao. really brighten up my day. poor yong ping gt choked by food because i laugh too loud and too sudden, then he kena sua tio. haha.
then ltr cab-ed to amk coz alrdy past 12am le. jowell long pang us there. so in cab was me, ron, liyuan and jowell. suppose to wake up early tis morning to support the soccer team. but in the end, ron oso cant wake up. i oso sleep till like pig. jus tired. hais. haha. anyway gg church soon. =) will be back to blog agn. =D
31st may 06, wednesday, 4th preview. which also means final preview and rehearsal. the first tryout we did super badly la. felicia falls, slam hard to the ground then was a swollen part jus beside her eye. was bleeding too. her nose was bleedin too lo. stunts ppl were like all affected in the sense that we are disturbed and gt distracted then we lost counting. then hais, skipped alot of stunts. waste time. brother gabriel was super angry lo.
then jowell oso disappointed and angry. then we intensive practice afterwards. 2nd tryout was the BEST la. super awesome! everything went jus right and COOL! haha. was super happy. then afterwards, i and ron wan to go LAN agn. asked isaac, hubert, yong ping along too. played till 1am, then went to isaac house stay over. haha.
dun feel like waking up the next morning. but ni choice, i and ron woke uo at ard 0730am. cab-ed home. then go home slp first. then meet ltr for emerge! haha.
1 june 06, thursday. EMERGE! was super excited and nervous at the same time. but we know we can do it de. and we all DID IT! gd job north! all the way! yeah! was nice lah. nt bad. think north can win bah. haha. yeah! jus love north cluster. north brothers, LAN some time agn yeah?! haha. super high now.oh ya, new frens came today. welcome xiaolong and andy. wee! haha.
well, N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. yeah!
sunday, 28th may 06, was pos 3rd preview. full dress rehearsal. was quite excited abt it. suppose to meet ron & rick to cab down. but i wa a little late, so they left first. so meaning i gt to pay for my own cab now. sianz. hhaha.
same thing, north cluster is the first grp to perform. everything was ok lo. nt bad. when north second tym to perform, i saw ron dance wrongly! haha. coz i was directly behind him nia. then i saw him dance wrongly, then he was like panicked for a while then he dance back. hahah. funny sia.
after preview stayed back to discuss on stunts. created new stunts. cool la. haha. well, training very hard for it liao. so jus looking forward towards the emerge big day! =) smile for that!
ron woke me up at 0130pm today. was like quite tired lo. then ask me to get ready and meet by 2pm. was like only 30mins for me. i was like huh? so fast? then ron say, 30mins nt enuff meh? then i say eh, ok lo. then quickly go bath liao then faster leave house. then reached his bus stop, i waited for quite along time. then decided to call him. then he dint answer. after that he called me, say he dunno where he walking to. then i was like huh??! wad toking u?? he say he gg to pay the salon guy $$, but decided nt to go liao, so he came find me lo. saw him opposite. was raining lo. he gt a nice hair cut. was cool la. haha.
then board 70 bus. reached church saw jj and kaka. went queued with them. well forward alittle. getting abit draggy. well, service was awesome. super gd lo. gt revelation after that. heehee. thank God!
then gt BS after service. chiong to serangoon garden chomp chomp to eat dinner with N20. the food there was super nice lo. then after went to kaka's house to pray for kaka, charis exam on monday. and journey mercy for sophia too. but is good lo. everyone gt the chance to pray for each other. yah, so gd. tts team work. team spirit. yea.
went home after that. tmr 3rd preview. full dress rehearsal. looking forward. yea! =)
its been 6 days i last blog-ed. mm, well, this few days very busy. was like programmes were all fully packed. cant even catch a breath. but thank God that He gave me all the strengths tat i need. thks God! =D
is intensive POS training tis week. was like super tiring. went POS training these few days. coz isabel and priscilla, i dunno wad happen to them. and ron was super sick la. when he told me the doctor say he gt serious lung infection, i sua tio.
ron: doctor say i gt serious lung infection rod: what?! ron: ya, lung infection. rod: oh my, pls la, takkaire la. wad causes u to have lung infection?? ron: cough and flu lo. Zzz. (sian) ron: i oso sua tio when doctor tell me, lol.
hais. many ppl sick lo. bind the devil away! in the authority of Jesus Christ, i hereby bind u, the devils right now! N20, pls keep them in prayers. prayer is powerful. so pray for them for healing to come upon them. thks guys on behalf of all sick ppl in N20. haha. so really muz prayed hard for divine protection to come upon all brothers n sisters.
anyway, yah, back to topic. POS intensive lo. ppl gt hurt while training. tis sunday 3rd preview. full dress rehearsal. was kinda excited. =D
tis few days dint really have a gd nite slp. all is nt enuff of slp. rick came my house to ton. he do his project for 2 days. then 3rd day come my house do the lyrics for cell grp. mmm, panda eyes thks to rick. haha. no lah, kidding. if wan come agn and do, let me noe lo. brothers in christ ma, wad i can do to hlp, then i will hlp lo. lol. next tym come, bring more food la, i oso hungry. can share mah. lol. =X
today went to back peicai, was discussing to my teacher abt the camp. looking forward. was happy la. was like very miss peicai life. the moments there. time really flies man.
then went macdonald to eat dinner with weini. then send her off to bus stop. was so sian there. alone. saw qingyang afterwards. talked awhile. walked to econ near merilyn's house. bought a tub of chocolate ice-cream. went to the void deck below merilyn's house. eat all by myself while waiting for N20 members to come. haha. ron say i siao. nvm, tts me, i tell u ron, I LOVE ICE-CREAM! NOBODY CAN STOP ME! haha. lol. crap sia me. lol.
cell grp ended early today. coz sermon was short. played blind man in playground today. 1st tym N20 play 2gether. haha. looks like blind man became a trademark game for N20. lol. new players n new place. [quoted frm mr.gui's blog] i dint noe kaka was so expert in climbing man! he is totally a revolution of monkey! haha. the way he climb, man, it was so WOW. lol. very swift and fast. really monkey sia. haha.
round up everything, great fellowship today. looking forward to tmr's service. believe gonna be great! =) mm.. gona slp early tonight. muz be fully focus for svc tmr. yup, so gd nite guys!
today woke up at 1pm. was disturbed by my sis, then straight away quarrel with her liao. stupid sia. and she use vuglarities to scold me back somemore. wads tis man?? she received holy spirit le, and is still... HAIZ...
dun tok abt it le, really gt no mood. but knowing tat i gg out with ron and eulynn ltr make me cool down and happy. haha. its LAN gaming agn! lol. took cab down to fetch ron first then go LAN shop. gt a embarassing incident in cab today.. Zzz.. shall nt post it here. was truly embarassing. lol.
then called eulynn, said she would be late. so we started our game first. played CS, Dota and Quake 4. nice lo. was enjoying. haha. play until 0430pm. then we left. eulynn went home to study. i and ron went town. went to Hereen, saw merilyn and a guy!!! haha. caught ya! haha, no lah. lol. friends mah. lol.
then went 77th Street to collect my Pepper Lunch voucher. then went to arcade play. then hungry hungry. walked to PS to have our dinner there. since i gt my voucher, so treated (bless) ron to Pepper Lunch dinner oso. food was nice. haha. shall eat agn next tym. lol.
pepper lunch express - mini beef rice set
then was like gonna late for elina's play le. so quickly finished up our food and rush over. cab-ed there. was like cannot find the place. even cab uncle dunno where. then in the end, called elina, managed to find.
sis gillian, ron and me went for the play to support her. she's good! her comedy is funny. lol. so excited when its her turn to act. haha. the drama was like so poetic so literature. haha. slang english and some words used were quite profound.
enjoy the play. but some really could not understand. haha. after the drama, it was like 1130pm. was like waiting for elina. then off we went after we saw her and met. 1145pm in bus stop, discussing how to go home. decided to take night rider bus home. sis gillian took her NR5 and i and ron took NR6. NR6 was like super long lo! sianz. somemore the uncle drive so dangerously. i banged into the chair there lo. was like super pain. argh.. he drived so fast.
was tired liao. gt to serve tmr leh. then need wake up super early. ron tmr attributes. 0945am muz report liao. haha. but i worst. i suppose to report at 7am!!! oh my...
we went central 7eleven to buy things first. was hungry. then took cab home. another super scary thing happen to me in cab agn!! sianz. i was like super scared lah. ron passed me the $10 liao. then he went off. at my stop, i searched for the $10, but CANNOT FIND!!! i was like how how how?? die liao lah. i broke liao!! i no $$, how to pay cab fare?? the uncle was like over there keep saying me and shoot me lah. he scared i dun pay. i feel like calling ron come help me. haha. but i noe he sure will not de loh. haha. knew his pattern, haha, aiyah, but he sick. need to rest. so i settled myself. i serached high and low. looking so desperatedly for that $10. then in the end, i found in my plastic bag. was super scary lo! thank God i found it! yeah. haha.
now eating hello panda chocolate, crispy seaweed and drinking strawberry yoghurt drink. jus love strawberry la. so nice. yum. gonna slp early today. =)
was real tired tis morning. it was 1245pm in the afternoon. was disturbed by a fone call from home. i dragged myself to the fone. was sleeping soundly actually. picked up the fone and went: "hhheeelllloooo....?" then guess hu? is ron... "wake up! meet 0120pm!", i went "huhh... orhh.. huh?? so earlyy? orhhh..." haha. was too sleepy lah.
quickly force myself to wake up. then quickly go bath and everything. sms wrong call me meet 0145pm, coz i gt lotsa things to do first. finished bathing at 0110pm. finished preparin everything at 0130pm. was ready to go out of my house until my house fone rang agn. tis time was isabel. she call me to wait for her. she coming back home. i sms ron to wait. he replied, "kk lah." so attitude. haha. no lah.
then quickly went downstairs to buy my printer ink then installed to my printer. printed out a list of refreshment duty list. submitting to sis gillian today during cell grp.
then jus nice, my sis oso ready liao. then quickly go meet ron. saw him at the bus stop. he left first. then i and isabel took cab there. heading to jurong west church building for pos training.
pos today was alright la. nt bad. stunts shld be ok. jus need more practices nia. injured my hand today agn. blue black all over. liyuan kicked my face today. hais. saded. haha.
then quickly rushed off for cell grp. cell grp today very late start. but very gd la. the presence of the Lord is there. sermon was great. learned something tdy. then till end, ministering for each other. pair up. i was doing with ron.
there's spirit of fear and demons and devils inside me. i tell ron coz i cant focus. he prayed for me and delivered it away. i felt calm afterwards. jus gonna be more sensitive to the holy spirit. unable to continue my word coz i was too distracted for wad i saw, devils. but thank God. it is casted away. mm.. well, enjoyed today. tmr schedule - LAN, X-Square, Elina's drama. =)
dint go for POS practice today. got to serve tdy. visitation. but was fun lo. kids were simply cute and innocent. and unexpectedly, a small girl jus K1 nia, like me... she was like aiyo, so close to me lo. then always wan to hold my hand. and she seduce me!! she jus my hand to rub her face. hais. small girl, sry lah, teacher kor kor not interested. haha. then gt one family treate us to dinner. yum yum! =)
its been so long i last blog. tink shld be 1 week le bah. so i gt lotsa things to write.
had overnight prayer meeting at sis gillian's house at thursday, 11may06. everyone was super late. i and ron were slightly later than the time nia. we ding dong n knocked the door, no one answered, tot no one at home. called sis gillian, she dont picked up. i and ron were like, "she nt at home meh??" called rick, then rick oso say sis gillian neva picked up his call. i and ron sat outside sis gillian's house. he was playing the guitar and i was singing. haha. cant imagine. like street entertainment like tat. [cheng wei lian] haha. anyway, we were like doing our own things outside the house until brother zhi yong came and bring us in. ron, me, rick and shenglong went. we 5 ppl (include sis gillian) prayed for the cell grp, ourselves and oso some events lo. discussed some issues. plan out a new plan/duty etc.
hmm, last wk no cell grp. but on fri gt pastor phil pringe conference. super annointng super gd. the whole church had a breakthrough in praying in the spirit. friday night was the night i will remember. wad a meaningful and memorable night conference. i was so touched. the whole hall was filled with the presennce of God. i felt so cleanse after the conference. the love and everything God has gave me. thank you God for the promises you made. few ppl turned up for the conference. first tym chun shu book seats. haha.
ron, rick, chun shu, carolyn, caiping, jasmine, sis gillian, kaka, qiu ping and me turned up. well for saturday's service. had my first CL bible study. took cab there. is like everytime i take cab. when will i learn to save money??!! haha. tis cab uncle was nice. he chat wif me thru out the whole journey. talked abt buddhism. i was actually suprised for wat he said. is like kinda learn new things. then he carried on talking and talking till he go wrong way!! man, i was like... huh?? pls man, i no money to pay lah. although he keep apologising and i said "nevamind la, its ok." but i dun mind wad i say. haha. anyway, thank God that he gave me a discount. he ask me to pay him only $10 frm serangoon to expo. (which counted cheap liao lo) then i was like wah! thank you! haha.
mmm.. so tt day jingjie came v early to book seats. he was there alrdy when i finished my bs. so went to meet him. called up ron and the rest. then charis, ron n carolyn reached le. was like chatting away and crapping la. carol and charis went up lunch 1st. they are like standing up eating. haha. coz we are moving.
1st service of pastor phil pringe. was simply awesome. sophia join us! wee! =) after service went bedok eat. then i recommend eat japanese food. then we went SUMO HOUSE eat. food was nice lah. i and ron ordered alot of food. they tot we rich. haha. then is like i become the waiter there la. all brothers call me go take green tea for them. haha. jingjie sent me a joke sms. was funny la. but they nt luffing only me. haha. then ron n jingjie say some racist joke, ron keep laughin, and i dun tink is so funny la. haha.
anyway, after service headed back home. first tym mr.gui dint come for service 1 man. haha. miss the fun of the fellowship with n20 sia. wasted. haha.
2nd service, sunday. me, ron, jingjie, rick, chunshu, isabel and sis gillian came nia. caiping serving children church. service was gd. mothers day dat day. was tinkin wad to get for my mum. saded i no money sia. so muz budget. i tink i will buy her belated. planning to buy sunflower for her. hope she will be happy.. =)
after service, my sis went to join my parents in expo doing metro warehouse sale shopping. i was nt interested. went to plaza singapura with ron. went eat taiwan snacks. nice nice. both of us hate the oysters! HATE THEM! haha. disgustin. anyway, went to walk ard. doing window shopping. went to spotlight find his acrylic paint. found liao, but nt suitable to paint shoe. then cant find another one. went bata shop buy white shoe polish. went to slack and walked ard. till ard 0430pm. ron went off for his guitar lesson. i went to carrefore walk, then to arcade to kill time lo. sianz. called up my dad to meet them in plaza singapura. they reached le, i was playing half way till i wait until i "died". went to eat cafe cartel. yummy. was so hungry.
my steak
banana spilt!
then cab-ed back home.
monday, 15 may 06 - slacked at home. slept till quite late then wake up.
tueday, 16 may 06 - pos practice. ok la, nt bad. new formation. nice. everything was almost complete, jus have to master everything. after training. suppose to go home, then ron say very early. i wan go home coz i wan save $$. i go out sure spent money de mah. then he say, wun la, control. i say ok lo. then north cluster was like in the train enjoying ourselves. here and there makin noise, like our own house. hhaaha. fun lah.
isabel, ron, me, liyuan, jowell and one more girl (dunno her name, =P) went to plaza singapura. the girls like walked super fast. i cant even catch up. haha. they looking for thighs. i and ron jus followed them lo. they walked so fast until i and ron keep "lost". everytym need to call them and ask where they. haha.
went eat long john for dinner. they served SUPER LONG!! whr is the customer service man? haha. anyway, crap all the way. picked up call frm wendy. was like talking so loud. and jowell and liyuan tot i and pearly was together!!! haha. after they see all my handfone pictures la. hais. haha. anyway, i tink they overheard wad i said in the conversation, and i tink they misinterpreted. tink only ron and isabel noe wad i talking abt. haha. anyway, tis is my dinner. =D
long john silver: combo one
took some neoprints after having dinner. had xtreme great fun! =D
today met up with charis and eulynn super late, supposeingly meet at 130pm in sengkang mrt stn de. but me and eulynn was like keep delaying the time as we are very tired and keep sleeping n sleeping. dunno y, the weather and the environment is jus nice for me to carry on my sleeping. haha. in the end meet at 3 plus. haha.
then charis went to her sch first to pay up for her N level fees. i met up with charis first. was walking n slacking ard. then i went to old chang kee to buy gyoza on stik and sweet potatoes on stik. coz hungry hungry.
meet eulynn straight at dhoby ghaut. we reached first. was meeting with mr. gui there too. i and charis first went to careefore to walk walk. then saw tis xbox 360 game console. jus playing it to kill tym and to wait for them lo.
then shortly eulynn called and she reached liao. gui sheng oso reached liao. then we went to eat first. cant decide wad to eat. then was like walking ard the mall trying to find something budget. then dunno y went to the mattathan fish market. the food was quite ex there. but dint wan to paiseh so jus went in and stayed inside.
ordered one food. shared among ourselves. was kinda paiseh when orderin. but nevamind lah. haha.
our lunch
then food came shortly and charis knocked over the glass of water and wet the table and the ground. was like oh.. super paiseh. haha. charis arh... so silly. haha. then then we jus carry on eating. then after eating was our very charis's mum own baked birthday cake. was super nice as in in taste. is a mango cake. but the jelly fell off the cake liao. haha.
so happy birthday eulynn! =)
first tym celebrating her birthday. then each of us divided the cake to 4 big pieces. was trying to finish it up. haha. after eating, the bill was $40.15.
then went up to arcade, star factory to play. everything was free. eulynn treated, coz she gt the tokens. haha. nice game anyway. charis left half way to my house. she teached my sis maths. then ron called me. ask me bout the lan gaming thing. then we took train back to serangoon to play LAN.
meet up with ron there. but we were like kinda lost. so ron took cab down to fetch us. haha. thks boy. haha. then afterwards we went in and start our first game. CS. nice nice. haha. then played DOTA then quake 4. then unexpectedly i saw my sec sch frens. was kinda miss them. but yah, jus Hi. haha. then challenged CS with them. was a intense battle. won 6 rounds for each team liao. then final round last round. they won. haha. wasted. but nveamind. we played until 11pm. was super shiok! next tym come play agn ok?! im crazy for LAN now lah. haha.
n20, lets meet up some time play LAN. haha. fun fun! =D
friday went cell grp. was super jam up in serangoon area. becoz of the WP rally in serangoon stadium. was super jam. then the road was like nt moving at all lah. met up with ron first. then go take bus. but see the road so jammed, then sianz liao.
decided to take cab. cab driver cant go by serangoon way, coz too jammed liao. then he suggested go to serangoon ave 4 by CTE??!! we both were like left with no choice but jus orh orh orh. agreeded. then take one big round from serangoon north ave 2 to serangoon ave 4, total is $12!!!
wad a "cheap" trip. haha. anyway, reached merilyn's house le, some ppl still haven reached yet. lol. coz of the rally then jammed up the whole of serangoon. lucky tat nite last nite liao, haha.
sermon was gd. then after cg, went to eat in mac with changchin, shenglong, chunshu, isabel and rickson. ron went to meet his frens. mm, nthin to blog abt this day le.
saturday, 6 may 06
service was super gd. the presence of God is very strong when the worship song was sang. "I sing you more than just a song." my knees became weak. i fell down to His presence. His great love and everything, felt as though was embracing the whole church.
rev. casey treat is the guest preacher. very gd sermon. felt very motivated afterwards. =D
after service went bedok to have dinner. had "ban li".
sunday, 7 may 06
today water baptism day. some frens came to support. family came to support oso. so happy. those hu came and support, really thks so much! love u guys. haha. although was hoping to see the whole of n20 there, but due to some reasons, nevamind. haiz. haha. ok, enuff of talking. let the pictures do the talking. lol.
finally my turn next!
w332 and n20 ppl
my baptism certificate: rodney lazarus sim jia wei
today sleep till super super late. haha. dint sleep throughout the whole night. power sia. haha. i tink i become owl liao. then chat-ed with weini in msn at 8am plus. then chat-ed with wendy. super sianz. went online from yesterday to today morning until 1030am then i fell asleep. too tired liao.
sleep until 2pm, was disturbed by a call. then went back sleep until 0530pm! haaha. power me. quickly woke up n bath and get changed. doing visitation today. the kids was super fun and cute. hahaz.
enjoyed today's visitation. waited for charis in amk central mac. ate dinner there. bus-ed home afterwards. tmr cell grp le. yea! haha. =D
3rd may 06, wednesday. woke up agn super late. woke up at 3pm something. was disturbed by a fone call then door bell next. haiz. nothing for me to do. jus playing some com games. game after game i play. but easily tired and sianz by it. winning eleven, warcraft, 2d cs, half life 2... then quit game.
took some stupid pics in my fone, uploaded to friendster and msn display pic. i mayb zi lian. wadeva lah. coz i noe im not alone. haha. anyway, chat-ed with xiaolong and charis in msn. jus crapping nonsense la. and also had a hard time deciding and learning to pronounce xiaolong new christian name, Kiefer. Kiefer actually means barrel-maker in german. haha.
he was kinda xcited with his new name. hais. charis and xiaolong having some secrets between each other wor. haha. wonder wad is it. lol. was really crapping with him. then teaching charis some maths in msn. haha. pro sia.
mm. was watchin my fave variety show. catchin it every week. wee, serving tmr, doing visitation. friday cell grp, saturday service, sunday, water baptize. haha. so fast. suppose to meet charis and ron today. photocopied my maths formula list for ron, charis and eulynn for easy reference and oso memorizing. haha, looks like i turned into n20 tuition teacher for secondary schs. haha.
well, jus wanna see them pass their exams. not jus pass but do well. so to glorify His name. heehee, anyway feel free to tag in my tagboard. getting bored le. =D
today super damn tired. woke at at 0530am! prepare and set off to bedok alone. quite sianz. bus-ed to peya lebar mrt stn then train-ed to bedok. from bedok walked to stadium. quite far. reached there saw merilyn, esther their cell grp. then waited alone in the stadium. then soon north cluster came. they are gd in cheering for others. haha. sit with them.
first race, 100m 'A' division boys. my heart was pounding. quite nervous. coz all my competitors are all JCs and Polys big boys. then somemore super fit de. i felt super small in there. then race liao, came in 7th. i was like.... sianz liao. thinkin 200m dun wan run liao. but nevamind, muz have the spirit and sportsmanship mah.
north cluster ppl cheered super loud. even i came back in 7th, they still cheered for me. is like quite happy lo. then saw sis Jo oso there cheering. instead of discouraging looking face, my face was smiling. at least i noe they are still there to support me.
next was samuel then andy race. same too. cheered for them. then merilyn ran, oso cheered for her. next was me and merilyn agn. 2oom. is like sianz lo. facing those fit JCs guys agn. so i was like dint really expect so much, just run agn lo. in the end, worst. i came in 8th. then merilyn asked me how was it. i replied. "haiz. 8th." she tell me, "dun worry. well done. for the last will uitmately become the first." i was like brighten up agn. so encouraging.
then she asked me. where my cell grp members. i was like. eh... eh... they dint come. she asked they at home? sleeping? i replied i guess so. haha. saded that they are nt with me. then 4got hu oso asked me. "where your cgl?", again i replied, eh..guess dint come too bah, nt sure." but nvm. i have north cluster. haha. a big smile for that! =)
for the Lord is with me always. He made us the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. the last will utimately become first.
anyway, im not regret or wad. coz i noe i did my best. and i did nt give up half way. jus hope in the other competitions such as cyber games and pos. we are able to shine for the Lord even more. =)
after all races, went out with north cluster ppl for lunch. went to have japanese food. SUMO HOUSE is the one. very hungry and food was alright. nice. ordered lotsa food. everyone share. very happy today. accompanied by the north cluster ppl. =)
then afterwards they are takin bus home. i train-ed home. was alone agn. super super tired. slept in the bus until i missed my stop! then walked home after that. sianz. now blogging. gg to slp soon. time: 0315pm. (o_O)
