busy and real busy

hey friends. im very tired out. im super restless and no energy le. im totally drained out. feeling pathetic. haiz. too many things to blog. im jus gonna upload some pics and explained alittle on it. too tired to write long stories. (-_-)





went over to mr.gui's house for dinner and fellowship. nice one! =) thks gui!





went to plaza singapura during 3hrs break in cafe cartel for drinks. went with my classmates.





i and caiping gt these chocolates from gui sheng as blessings! thks! =D





went over to yoshinoya with gui and caiping to have lunch. in plaza singapura.





went to Gelare in plaza singapura to have banana spilt in the basket! nice! yummy.





my 3D works in class. all this are just normal a4 size papers folded and cut to make 3D. nice mah? lol.





another 3D work of mine. it is a letter "W". can see?





tts my chinese painting. it supposed to be a flower. i noe it sucks. still trying harder! =P








was kinda bored in serangoon mac, took some pics using white, purity and reflection as the theme. i tink it was nice. wad u tink?

finished blogging. nites! =)

JOL "NEOS" Youth Camp

its been thousands of years since i last update. sry for nt updating for so long. getting quite busy and real tired this few days. sad-ed. homeworks and projects are piling up each day. cant even take a breathe. suddenly felt stress n pressure in my course and class. if i nt gonna improve, i gonna die and tts for sure.

sometimes was jus wondering. getting into Arts/design school, izzit God's calling or izzit my own "calling"? is this wad i want? nvm. cut my crap.

well, JOL camp was fun la. had been days of intensive trainings for the Parade of Cell Groups. its a mini POS. well, i admited, i wasnt very interested, as in, i find it quite bored and i dunno wad else to say. my heart was complaining. but physically was obeying wad they say and train.

i dunno wad i want. i just felt very restless and moodless. no mood to train, dance, have fun etc. dint stayed over for the camp, coz i gt sch. there is quite number of disagreements and a little of "mo cha". some ppl getting stress, some ppl (like me) wasnt in the right attitude of training, some was basically trying hard to slack around. jus dunno y. we emphaised on unity and team-bonding alot for the past few days during cell grp or service. but when its time to be united, things just dint work out that way.

the first time when shenglong sms everyone that he tinks the practice is fruitful and well-organised. i was tinkin, "is it? how come i dun feel the same way too?" mmm, but as things began to flow, i oso starts to flow with it liao. i began to reflect after everything, when going home or during bus journey, i started to do my self-reflection abt the whole thing.

the whole camp was fun. cool. nice. impactful. to summarise whole thing, N20 really rock to whole JOL teams. jus knew N20 could shine like never b4. looks like its beginning to happen. the unity has improved. bonds strengthen. wow.

congrats to rick for winning the preaching challenge, shenglong top the worship champion, and last but not least the whole of N20 members, took the grand prize away by gettin in to 1st, the champion team! =) proud.








and also thank God for having Jacob to join us. He is potential. =)
jus love him as a brother in christ.

7 days of busy schedule

been 7 days i last update my blog.

8th june 06

went to sch. had photography lesson. cool la. jus love this subject. haha.

9th june 06.

went to sch as per normal. knowing today gt cell grp. was happy la. its alrdy been 1 wk we had our last cell grp meeting. so, kinda long we had nt been 2gether. my grp's turn to do refreshment. come out a cute plan. was kinda cute and gd service as i came out with this goodie bag thingy. haha. anyway, hope everyone enjoy!

10th june 06

wasnt at service today, but went to malaysia. weee! was so excited abt it, when i know its actually shopping time. hhaha. the journey was ok nia. but shopping experience sucks! alot places nth to shop, only some shopping centers nia. went johor bahru. only bought a quiksilver t-shirt and a nike air shoes. was kinda happy bout it. i wan to go malaysia agn. sry to ron, that i bought nth for u. paiseh.






11th june 06

sunday morning woke up early. had to check out of hotel. went shopping after that. =) but because of lack of time, i dint managed to buy wad i wanted to. =(






12th june 06
monday agn. monday blues. went to sch. had 3d studies today. was alright. sian sian. came back frm malaysia. even more sick. wad the.. sianz la. alrdy sick for 2 weeks plus, and now still sick??!! sianz. north cluster outing today! priscilla bday celebration today too. bought a oreo cake frm malaysia specially for priscilla. celebrated in serangoon central mac. cake was very nice.





then alvin came. weet u weet. cant imagine my sis n alvin. haha. then priscilla with andy. lol. after wards, we went off le. gg for north cluster bbq and steamboat.

saw super happy when saw north cluster ppl. miss all of them. eat, play and talked. lan too. then night hike. haha. super sick la. then took cab home, coz tmr i gt sch. but enjoy the whole day! =)






13th june 06

went to sch. lesson end at 5 plus. during lunch break, ate with my new classmates.





went to bugis then to city hall. after sch, went to jurong point immediately. met up with charis there. had prayer meeting tdy. was actually gd. then dicussed bout the parade of cell grp thing. haha. funny. only sis gillian, me, charis, gui, ron, rick, jj and caiping went for prayer meeting. after everything, i, ron and rick went to serangoon prata shop eat prata and nuggets cum watchin world cup. was enjoying la. =)

14th june 06

went to sch, mango bluff me. i waited for her at the bus stop. haha. then called me, gabriel told me she bluff me de. haha. i stepped into the class, saw mango, gabriel there. she say sorry. haha. i was like blurr liao. jus say some simple ok ok. haha. lesson was ok nia. quite boring. well history lehx. wad can i expect? haha. went home, slept then online. =) tmr gt camp! woo hoo! psl, i miss u!

SICK

woke up at 6am today. preparing for school. set off at 0730am. reached my sch at 0825am. was feeling super not well. feeling very cold. then headache oso. so wasnt so active in school. jus felt like sleeping.

how i wish school quickly end today. then can faster go home rest. had roti pratas for breakfast/lunch today.

reached home le, feeling super sick and strengthless. went measure my temperature. started off with a fever at 37.7. then went to slp. woke up at 7plus. went measure agn, high fever 38! ahaha. sianz lo. until now, haven seen doctor or eat medicine. coz haven eat my food yet. sianz. dun feel like eating sia. sms my fellow cg members, ask them to pray for me for healing.

then ron super funny la, he replied "ok, wan go play lan?" wad the... i sick leh! haha. but i oso felt like playing la. lol. guess they are LAN-ing right now bah. hmmm. next tym rmb to jio me along! =)

do continue to keep me in prayers. coz i really need healing. and thks so much guys for praying. =)

sleepless night

was sending liyuan off to shanghai yesterday 5 june 06. met ron at 0730pm at his house downstairs. was actually planning to send jacob off as he is off to new zealand. so good. but his flight was earlier. then miss. adam flied at 2plus in the afternoon. liyuan's flight is at 2plus in the morning.

reached airport at ard 8plus i guess. met up with the rest. play card, fellowship, etc. then walked ard the airport slackin and chit chattin. was kinda fun at first. liyuan arrived airport at 0930pm. went to see her.

wads touching is ***** bought a bouquet of flowers for her. how sweet rite. haha. then the jowell started to matchmake ppl in north cluster le. sick. haha. all in airport de, all is quite close friends de. jus love these ppl.

slack-ed until ard 12 something. i going off le. coz i nest day gt morning class. so ask ron if he's staying. he say no, but he dun wan so early go. then i jus went off myself lo. waited for bus in the bus stop alone for 30mins. the thing is no bus at all liao!

so went back to the guys area. looking rather sad. was dragging my feet. dint want to take cab. cant imagine the price for midnight charge or changi to serangoon! hais. everyone was suprised to see me agn. all tot i went off le. saded la. no bus. so no choice but to stay over and ton lo.

things gg to happen in a very romantic way ltr. so sweet. its time for liyuan to leave. ***** gave her the flowers. she was kinda suprised. then gave each other a hug. how sweet rite. then walked over to the custom there liao. liyuan was passing thru the heavily guarded liao, then ***** kneeled down in the middle of the airport and played qingtian on his guitar. oh my. how touching and fairy tale story! but is true. other passer-by were lookin but he dont care. he continued playing. everyone was taking videos. there's tis grp of english girls kpo, then come and join us to have fun. haha.

everyone was so touched by wad ***** did. even the guys! haha. i was truly touched lo. then they gave each other a big hug agn. ooohhh. then b4 liyuan went in, we quickly prayed for her journey mercy. how sad and touching. true love story happen in changi airport. haha. then is alrdy 2 something le, we all went to viewing point there to slack and play. tts when the fun thing started.

all of a sudden, i felt the Lord wan me to fellowship and have my quiet time with him. i was like, huh? God, are u sure? this is public leh. gt ppl leh. but God jus ask me to do it. i did wad was asked and went to a corner to do my quiet time and worship him. dint wan anyone to disturb me. spent time with Him was good. He told me some things abt our cell grp members. ministering.

then after that, i went to find ron. ron, me, darren, aaron and yunting sat down and started to worship God agn. ron played guitar and the annointin started to flow. more and more annointing. the feeling is jus very great. i wan it more. but the bad thing is that there is alot of distraction, air stewardess keep walking ard. so very easily gt distracted. but nobody came to disturb us. thk God. suddenly, i felt the Lord tell the something abt aaron. so i was ministering to him. telling him wad God has told me. we all are praying in tongues.

the presence of God is there. and i knew Holy Spirit is there with us. we worshipped and prayed together. we prayed for our individual cell grp and spiritual lives. ron prayed first. then everyone was very quiet. i was waiting for ppl to start. then i open my eyes saw ron signal to me to start to pray. i prayed and could still feel the presence of God. then after that, nobody prayed liao. i and ron keep praying and emphaised on stepping out in faith. they start praying until we encouraged them to pray. then felt the Lord told me things abt ron. so i jus ministered to him.

everything was okay. so fast time really do flies. we worshipped and prayed for 1hr plus. wow. then we all sianz. started playing our trolley game. then play till 4 somthing in the morning. then police come screen us. say we making a nuisance. then kena screened la. sianz. then ask for our particulars etc. felt guilty afterwards. shortly after, 6 something le, quickly go take 1st bus home. all of us slept in the bus till very shiok. then alight. when reached serangoon, ron and i cab-ed home. i still gt sch lo! then i very tired le. wanted to sleep. but cant.

reached home, quickly bathed and rush to sch. slept in the bus. then thk God i dint miss the bus stop, was jus nice when it reached my stop, i auto woke up. was late for 30mins. so skipped the 1st part of lecture. went back after the short break. haiz.. saded.

then the lecturer mark me absent lo, even though im late. stupid sia. wad the.. hais. then after lesson, gt 3hr break, we went to park lane have lunch in mac. then we all played pool. fun la. haha. was so long since i last touched pool. then went back to sch for the next lesson. super slack la. time table said was suppose to end sch at 0530pm. but teacher dismiss us at 3pm. haha. shiok la. then faster go home online awhile, chated with north cluster ppl. then fell asleep. was tired la. hais. tmr lesson is history! sianz...

Friendship & Love

4 days of EMERGE had finally over. these 4 days have been a great and enjoyable day for me. every 4 days, could actually felt the strong presence of God. jus wish every services are like that. haha. exciting events and programmes during sessions. was simply enjoyable and interesting.

most of the sessions, we are seated in cluster. jus love seating with them. during praise, north clusters ppl would actually enjoy ourselves dancing for the Lord. it was like so cool. enjoy the moment of praise with the Lord. this Emerge conference had really motivated me to be a better and a more mature christian. being equipped with the precious word of God, i really felt very pumped up to do more things. revival, breakthrough, etc. had a spiritual breakthrough in Emerge. was great. so touched. Thank God! hallelujah!

talking about north cluster, i jus love north cluster ppl. although some do not have mature thinking, or some do not really have discipline towards school, but what i see in them after so many days of gathering, pos training etc, wad i really admired is the love they practiced towards each other. the strong friendship between each other was truly remarkable.


-There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart. -


my first impression on some ppl in north cluster wasnt so good at first, but after much time knowing each other, i realised i was wrong. i wan to be like them. the love towards friends. always after each sessions, we would most probably meet up for dinner for fellowship. and it is a good fellowship. i dun feel awkward being with them, neither do i feel lonely. the feeling was like being loved by friends and cared for. church friends are really wonderful. i felt so blessed knowing all of them.

although emerge is over, most probably we would not get to see each other so often, but i believe we may meet up some days for gathering. hhahaha. brothers of north, lets go LAN-Gaming! hhaaha. jus miss the time we spent, and i really treasure all time. although some time, it might be quite embarassing to be with them in the sense that in public transport, they talked super loud and make alot noises but it was like jus fun lo. everyone's enjoying themselves.


-Friendships multiply joys and divide griefs.-


still remember in one time dinner, liyuan, jowell, me, ron, yong ping, isaac, adam, felicia, veron and still got other ppl but i cant remember who, we went to bedok to eat. then ordered lotsa food to share. was talking at the same time and really joking among ourselves. the "TRP joke". tts the time i really burst out laughing so loud and really "pui" out all the food inside my mouth. haha. i was like laughin non-stop. my laughter causing other ppl to have stomach cramps, mouth cramps, choked by food, shocked by my sudden laughter. hhaha. was really funny that i cant stop laughing la. really enjoy tat time. its been soooooo long i last laughed till so happy liao. the feeling is like one time, at one go, laugh out every single thing inside me, pour out all my unhappiness and all negative feelings. jus laughed them out. and was really enjoying myself very much. jus miss north cluster.

even though north dint win the pos or cluster champion, but the realtionship and friendship we all built together is enuff le. it alrdy more than enuff. is not the matter of winning or not, but is the friendship within us that matters. every single time, we would fellowship till very late at night or early in the morning, then trying to catch the last train/bus home. so exciting and thrilling. haha. then the long bus ride make our convo and fun in the bus better. wee wee.


-In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures.-


but leaves the most memorable day for me for emerge, is not the appearance of kelly, junyang, taufik, milk and sun. is the moment we sang "thats what friends are for" at the end of the grand finale. north cluster go around, brothers hugging brothers, sisters hugging sisters, brothers and sisters shaking hands. is so nice. so sweet. the love, relationship, friendship... its so touching. some are weeping some are smiling. the only similaritiy is the joy inside our heart.

north cluster make a difference in my life; my heart. north cluster suddenly become part of my life. they teaches me friendship, in-depth friendship. they built happiness into my life. thk you north! thk everyone. jus wan to say, north cluster, i love u. =)

hugs and kisses to all my brothers and sisters in north. =D


Friendship is a strong and habitual inclination in two persons to promote the good and happiness of one another.

< EMERGE >

went to church quite early today. 3 on 3 basketball, arm wrestling, morning session, etc. super cool. then went with north cluster ppl go eat BK for lunch. then went back hall 7. had bible study jus nw.

it was 3rd day of emerge now. so far so exciting and cool. 2nd day night session was awesome! truly the annointing of God and oso the presence of God is so strong. jus love the atmosphere. i wan it more.

after night session, met up with north cluster ppl for dinner. super fun fellowship la. jus love the north ppl. dinner time was fun. ate lotsa food. cool. nice. had "ban li". i laughed like siao while eating and fellowshipping. was great la. its been soooo long i laughed until so happy liao. really brighten up my day. poor yong ping gt choked by food because i laugh too loud and too sudden, then he kena sua tio. haha.

then ltr cab-ed to amk coz alrdy past 12am le. jowell long pang us there. so in cab was me, ron, liyuan and jowell. suppose to wake up early tis morning to support the soccer team. but in the end, ron oso cant wake up. i oso sleep till like pig. jus tired. hais. haha. anyway gg church soon. =)
will be back to blog agn. =D

north cluster all the way!

31st may 06, wednesday, 4th preview. which also means final preview and rehearsal. the first tryout we did super badly la. felicia falls, slam hard to the ground then was a swollen part jus beside her eye. was bleeding too. her nose was bleedin too lo. stunts ppl were like all affected in the sense that we are disturbed and gt distracted then we lost counting. then hais, skipped alot of stunts. waste time. brother gabriel was super angry lo.

then jowell oso disappointed and angry. then we intensive practice afterwards. 2nd tryout was the BEST la. super awesome! everything went jus right and COOL! haha. was super happy. then afterwards, i and ron wan to go LAN agn. asked isaac, hubert, yong ping along too. played till 1am, then went to isaac house stay over. haha.

dun feel like waking up the next morning. but ni choice, i and ron woke uo at ard 0730am. cab-ed home. then go home slp first. then meet ltr for emerge! haha.

1 june 06, thursday. EMERGE! was super excited and nervous at the same time. but we know we can do it de. and we all DID IT! gd job north! all the way! yeah! was nice lah. nt bad. think north can win bah. haha. yeah! jus love north cluster. north brothers, LAN some time agn yeah?! haha. super high now. oh ya, new frens came today. welcome xiaolong and andy. wee! haha.

well, N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. N-O-R-T-H say N-O-R-T-H. yeah!