sick

fall sick yesterday n today. wad a unlucky day. haiz. heard peicai public concert gona held in singapore conference hall. tink it gona be so cool. so lookin forward to it. public concert, here we come!

mini clips - hot air (try playing)

Hot Air Guide the hot air balloon around 25 levels.

Play this free game now!!

my highest score is level 7. try beating it! haha. let me know if u do! lol. happy playing! enjoy. =)

nafa post

my nafa classmates especially mango and eleanor, always keep "niam" (nag) me. about never posting anything abt class or them. haiz. unlucky me rite? haha.

so today, i gona post some abt class today. ELEANOR, IF U ARE SEEING THIS, dun nag me anymore. i finally post something.

first thing in the refreshing morning, was a boring sculpture class. straight away sianz half. was quite pissed and annoyed by the teacher today for what he says. so sarcastic, really feel like slapping and beating him up lo. but no choice, i cant show attitude, if i do, i sure fail my module. so wad to do? tolerate lo. everything was done 7788 alrdy.

but, today was constance bday. so happy. celebrating mood, but could nt join in the fun of celebration, coz of the stupid sculpture class. but early enough to gobble up the remaining bday cake. haha. sure was hungry.

rushed to the talk afterwards. was boring. then after talk, chat with anna for quite some time. the rest went the fortune center eating le, i joined them afterwards.

photography class was always so slack. had fun with playing mini clips. the eleanor was so slow in level-ing up. i level 7, she still at level 4. (-_-")
and the level 3 is i hlp her somemore. haha.

anyway, last time went chinatown to have photoshoot. jus few of the favourite photos. was super high and crazy. it is always so crazy when eleanor is around anyway. haha. =D





arent we cute? lol. just kidding. =P

some pictures of psl camp, concert, outings

teachers day concert 06























psl training camp 06














outing

















RSAF Open House 06

teachers' day concert 06

31 august 06, thursday

woke up at usual 7am today. took ard 1hr plus to prepare. today took long time to prepare coz today is a special day, teachers' day concert. well, im performing mah. took quite a long time to style my hair. wasnt easy. haha.

was so excited and looking forward to it. meichin sms-ed me in the morning, informin me that they can be dismissed at 10am and she could nt find her party poppers at home. so i went to go look for it and bought some. walked a couple of shops, but were closed.

took bus to peicai. was anticipating for the concert. listening to my mp3 half way, trying to remember and do the dance steps. haha. im sure both exicted n a little nervous. though i had been performing in front of the whole school since sec 1. the feeling each time was different. yes, it will be nervous facing the thousand strong crowd, but the high energy level of the audience really pumps me up to the extreme, giving the audience the best performance i could give.

arrived peicai at ard 9am. coz i didnt noe wad time concert start. so jus go earlier. went outside my sis's class. she power la, jus shouted, "hi" to me loudly across the classroom, which actually attracts so many ppl's attention. nvm, im used to it. haha.

andy, isabel and jerald came out earlier to practice dance. was glad andy was really serious in this performance. haha. soon, bell rang. it was 10am. all performers are released, i, jacob and junboon, we quickly went for our recess. wooo, jus missed peicai's food. haha. quite filling and also CHEAP. haha.

suppose to have lunch with wendy. its been long we actually being 2gether. but due to the busy schedule and inappropriate timing, because of the concert, i cant had lunch with her. sad right? hhaha.

quickly our crew members quickly get changed and we practiced for a few times. was cool and very nervous. soon enough, more and more graduates and ex-peicaians appearing one by one, visiting the teachers and also view the concert. i didnt tell any of my friends that i am performing, haha.

my mind was empty, all that could keep my head busy is he performance later on. i was excited and yet nervous. was afraid that anything would go wrong. so we jus keep on practicing.

in order not to stress everyone up, we took some photos too. haha, sure was memorable. jus love them all. its been long since we all get 2gether like this. joking, crapping, dancing, chatting, everything.

first performance was the 4E. which is choonhao's and friends. one gd thing abt performing is that we can make friends of other performers. haha. gd rite? lol. a fren of choonhao's forgot abt his belt, then borrowed mine, coz his pants like gona drop any moment. haha. and we jus like this, became friends, lol. their performance was really entertaining.

next was a wu shu performance then a ballet performance. and very soon, it was US! so fast. we quickly go over to the backstage to prepare. i was super panicked, i cant believe is our turn's. everything was alright. fine. until my board. (-_-") haha. nvm, had humor into performance rite? haha. lol. anyway, well done team!

next was alumin team. xiaolong, jessica, yiru, chris, blah blah blah. they're hot and great man. lol. xiaolong was blur. he did his move slower than the rest. but overall was excellent man! 5 stars.

soon, everything was over. cool enough. present our gifts to our teacher. can see she was touched by our effort, our mother hen. =)

i, jacob and junboon went out after concert. we went to marina square to walk and shop and slack. its been long we get 2gether. dint noe it gets so fun n high with only 3 of us. haha. woohoO!

next event we gona meet is the camp. psl training camp. in changi chalet. everything was cool and nice. was busy and tired though, but i still turn up. coz of one word, "love". my love and passion for psl. i grew up in there. i raised up powerful leaders like u guys, simply wonderful. love is really incredible.

now talking abt N20. is been long we fellowshipped. it felt like we all have drifted apart. nono, is i have drifted apart frm u guys. i no longer feel a sense of belonging, i no longer feel the love of N20, i no longer feel the closeness of N20 anymore. it seems like i can felt more love in peicai friends now. we cared for each other and talked to each other very oftened. the relationship with N20 is no longer present. when i came for cell grp, it jus felt so weird, service and i saw u guys, i felt even more weird. ppl used to close to me, i no longer feel the closeness. as if we no longer understand each other now.

i do not know how to speak up, i do not know how to share, my life seems so complicated, hectic schedule and life. busy with this and that. friendship problems, problems here and there. i jus do not know how to clear the mess. the stress i faced, the pressure, burden and responsibility i carried. nobody can seems to understand.

i jus wan to be alone. i felt as though im drowning. trapped into a dark dark room, being locked inside. im searching n searching for the key to unlock the lock, i jus couldnt find it. i wana a rest. i wana a break. i wan fresh air again.

i dont like ppl putting pressure in me. i felt like exploding. sometimes i dun tink i can handle life alone. i need help. but who? i dunno.

anyway, lotsa things have been cleared now. camps over, concert over. im able to live agn. thks to meichin and jacob for standing beside me along, when i needed someone at that crucial pt of unhappiness, sad or down or stress, u guys are there to comfort me, encourage me, talk to me, be my listener. thk you so much. i thank God for putting u these great pals in my life. =D

after sunday service, i brought jacob along with me. sure we enjoy the service. thk God for his blessing. faithfully tithed and offerings, within 24hrs, after service, met up with mfamilies along with jacob. my dad blessed me with a laptop. cool. thk God.

after buying laptop, i and jacob went to RSAF open house 2006. we sure enjoyed ourselves there. cool. althought only 2 of us, but we sure really enjoyed to the max. haha. nice.

i wun talked anymore, if nt its gonna b veyr long. i shall post some pics to do the talking. friends forver, jacob, meichin and junboon. =) free, next tym we hang out some other days. =)

latest updates

i simply dun understand or know what i doing nowadays. the whole week seems so stress, so hectic, so exhausting, so tiring, so restless, so moodless, so dead. everything's seems so dead.
i dun understand.

jus quit my job. busy with some meetings of camp and performance thing. real busy and exhausting. i miss my frens.

meichin, me and jacob was like chatting all the way today. little did i expect meichin and i can actually talk so much. we 3 jus shared every single thing under the sun. and i mean everything. frm general to private. jus anithin.

im feeling not gd. down. busy. exhausted. not happy. depressed. sad. tiring. pathetic.

i dun wan talk abt it. stress.

weekend service: rev dr a.r. bernard

saturday, 19 august 06.

went for saturday service. invited speaker was Rev. Dr. A.R. Bernard. he was so annointed in his teachings and his word. it was simply so impactful. an impartation from God to us. a powerful motivational message preached across. a word that was equipped into us.

the fire for God relighted and burn fiercely once again. the passion starts flowing once more. thk God for A. R. Bernard.

missed the friday and sunday service. saded. planning to buy the 3 day service sermon.

angel and mortal game revealed. ate dinner in expo.


sunday, 20 august 06.

went to my grandpa's grave today. once again, a family gathering. was very tired throughout the whole day. dint really have the mood to talk. went hougang mall eat lunch. SIAM THAI RESTAURANT.

went around shopping and bought few things. smile for that. =)





skull shoe lace





snacks and tibits rules my life! =D


oh ya, took a few stupid pics la. haha. here is it. =P














i bought a big lollypop for myself! woohoo! =D








went shopping these few days. these are the tees i bought recently. =)

found new job

thursday, 17 aug 06.

went for a job interview today. congrats me. yeah, i got a new job. =)
company name is Dynamic Asia. is a marketing and advertising firm.

hope to earn extra allowance for this. =) smile for me.

pictures that do the talking

during cell grp BBQ: the pathetic beggar on street





carolyn reminded me of the girl who sells match sticks in the snow





recently drawn this landscape: one point perspective





what is truth?





the mask, which i find it very true

latest updates

sry for not updating. was lazy. lol. anyway, after deliverance, many exciting events happened. example: fesitval of praise 06, city harvest anniversary, services, cell group, cell group BBQ, etc etc.

well, festival of praise is awesome. good. holy spirit is really strong and tangible. was enjoying myself. couldnt make it together with the cell grp. so went to FOP with my ex-classmates. was cool! comprising of CHRISTIAN CITY CHURCH band and DON MOEN.

City Harvest 17th Anniversary was even more cool. more exciting, more happening. praise and worship was cool, messages preached was awesome, dance item was impactful so far and so on. the whole service is simply a big hit. welcome new friends: clarine, sarah and qingyang. so happy they came. Praise the Lord! i can really felt the love of the church throughout the whole service. holy spirit is even stronger and tangible than FOP. is really a great experience to witness the anniversary, really.

and at this period of time was quite busy in children church. my passion was like back again. was really quite glad about it. did visitation today. was gd. and doing tomorrow too.

school was ok. not bad. but quite stressful and busy at times. rushing projects here and there, one ended next came. was like unfinish projects coming and keep coming la.. sianz. currently my latest project on 3d studies is making a electric guitar. mmm.. discussed with ron yesterday after prayer meeting. some ideas from him. alright la.

nowadays was crazy about chocolates and more chocolates. simply love them so much. haha. it just taste so nice. and thank God for his supernatural healing power. my fever was healed. He's the almighty. =)

hope to catch up with you friends soon. =D






kinder chocolate bar





hershey's: cookies with chocolate





it's CCC!





CHC 17th anniversary





celebrating national day in CHC





i drew this in one of my figure drawing assignment

DELIVERANCE SERVICE

how cool is it to be saturday?! its deliverance service! was late for bible study. then after bs, went look for caiping and rest to queue up. was cool enuff to book gd seats! i have been fasting and praying for this service as well as for the new friends and friends coming.

first, thank God for the 4 friends! they are karen, teresa, benjamin and makus. woohoo. i believe they all enjoyed the service. i noe the sermon was cool. but i cant help myself. i just cant concentrate. i felt very uncomfortable, agitated, wanna get out of the audi. i gt flashback of violence, anger, hatred suddenly. i just cant stop thinking. trying my best to take down some notes.

the devil and evil spirits in me are manifesting. im pretty sure they are. coz i dun feel normal, as in like myself. i told charis and shenglong about it. i jus cant imagine wads gonna happen ltr in deliverance ministry service.

after main service, we are given 20mins break. then come back for the deliverance service. yes, i admit. im scared. im afraid. i dunno wad to do. i felt so lost. charis told me, "not u, but the devils are afraid." yes, indeed. the spirits in me noe how powerful and annointed pst mike connell is. they are indeed afraid of him.

i felt the nervousness in me is acting up. i cant hlp but to stare blankly to pst mike connell as he explained how the procedure is like ltr on. ben ask me, "y u so nervous?" my reply is just simply a, "i dunno."

rick can see how we felt. he asked me and ben to relax. i jus cant. then when the pastor 1st read out those criterias of ppl who need to be delivered first, i knew i shld go down, but i nt sure whether i wan or not. i took a step of faith and went down. ppl screaming, ppl weeping, ppl struggling, ppl vomiting. tts wad i saw. the devil inside me became very afraid. i was panicking. pst mike connell led all of us in a prayer. i cant stop weeping. i kept crying and crying. i felt the touch of heaven, i knew Jesus Christ was here with us in the audi. God's love spread throughout the whole hall, embracing every single childen of his. His grace pour out to everyone. protecting every single one. my first deliverance service marks my first new beginning of christian life again.

i seek forgiveness from God for all the little sins i committed. i felt every single sins being cancelled, being erased. Jesus Christ took away all my sins, and claimed every of our sins his. wad sacrifice he made, for the entire human race.

i cried out to him even more, i was weeping like a baby. after i cool down and went slightly forward, a ministry team came and pray for me, i was feeling very panick and i felt something that are being pushed out of me, the devil inside me bacame very fierce, they do not want to leave. "GO AWAY FROM HIS BODY! LEAVE HIS BODY RIGHT NOW, IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS!" thats wad i heard, i was truly aware of wad im doing just that is beyond my control. i felt my hands starts shaking so vigorously. my actions are big, i cant stop it, the devil is manifesting in me. all of a sudden, i felt a sudden anger, signs of violence started showing up. i was trying to push the ministry leader away. i was indeed struggling and i wanted to fight back. i screamed and shouted like no one's business. i became very very wild. i felt many other leaders came and grabbed me, i was in control of so many hands. they prayed even more and with more authority.

i started to feel giddy. heaven is like so near me. one touch from heaven, i fall back and i laid down. the team continued to pray for me. few coughs, devil was out. finally. i felt saints and angels are rejoicing that devils are leaving one by one from each bodies.

satan, you are losing. satan has no power. satan is defeated again. i have never felt this way before. no ever so violent. so deep anger before. everything was out. i felt so relieved, so 'light' and easy but tired and totally drained out.

thank God that i was delivered. a new beginning for me to start again. a new chapter of my christian life. i believe the next few chapters gonna be beautiful for God has planned our future. God is so true and great. My abba Father, who sent only his begotten son to sacrifice for us, to save the whole human race. Christians isn't a religion, but more to a relationship with God.

thank God again for open hearts of makus and ben. they took the first step of faith to go down to get delivered. they are potential. we are all children of God. we loved each other. makus and ben, we welcome you with open arms. i believe God is acting on you guys rite now. renewing ur mind, ur hearts, changing u to be a better person. our God is a good God. don't u guys agree?

i love you, Jesus! =D hallelujah! for all the glory goes to you and no one else.

a very busy day for me

28th july 06, friday.

went for bible study at suntec. went with charis. was late. then sis jo say it was cancelled. and no one informed me. haiz. haha. so went to marina square with gui. bought studded wrist cuff. was cool though.

then ltr on we went separate ways le. gotta rush to serangoon central mac for meeting. so quickly go there. sry to pang seh u charis. lol.

meeting was fruitful and productive! =D cant wait for it to start. but, sad thing is i goonna miss FOP 1st day. =(

combined cell grp meeting

26th july 06, wednesday

had combined cell meeting today with W332. was very glad that it is in sisca's house. coz is very near my house la. haha. went sch library to return book. suppose to meet ron 0600pm at his bus stop. msg him, dint reply. coming from my sch, i bus-ed and alighted at ron's stop. dint see anyone. and just knew he must be at home.

went to his house downstairs. waited for around 1hr plus for him. called his house and handfone countless times. just no one picked up. there's once i called the house, the maid says he's sleeping, i ask if she could wake him up. she say just call his fone. but that doesnt help at all.

so nvm, continue calling lo. till 0715pm le. called charis come down go buy refreshments. ron also called me le, say he jus woke up. ask me go back my house take a4 papers and back to his house and let him print song sheets. i ran and ran. feeling super tired and breathless! nvm. haha. 3 of us went to NTUC buy refreshments. met gui sheng at 315 bus stop.

reached sisca's house on time. and still waiting for it to start. well, cell group was great. the presence was there. able to feel sis jo's burden for the zone. one word to sum everything up, AWESOME. haha. simple, nice and short. lol.

having fun my cell grp members. haha.

22nd july 06, saturday

dint went for bs. last min diarrheoa. was afraid cant make it for service. then charis's mum gg for service too. it was healing service. quickly sms ron, jj, gui sheng, caiping they all. call them go down church asap. so to book seats. coz if not nobody book. well, service was gd. the presence of God is strong.

went to bedok japanese restaurant to have dinner. fellowship was great la. haha. oh ya, sophia's fren, chunrong was present too. felt sry for ron la. poor boy. used his pic to play. but was really funny la. haha!

come out with a story. hope u guys enjoy. lol.





once, there is a happy couple.





enjoying their lives to the fullest.





hey! look, whose photo?!





wad a sd mourning session.. =(





no where else to go, he dwells in a dark corner.





poor jingjie, lost his partner. so near seems so far. but is presence is always around.


end of story. =D


24th july 06, monday

went study grp with charis, gui and ron. went ice cube to slack after that. nice chilling place yea?





group photo in ice cube.





i sure look uncomfortable. lol.





make a wish





rod promoting ice cube





ron promoting next.