# grandma stories time #

its been so long i last blog. tink shld be 1 week le bah. so i gt lotsa things to write.

had overnight prayer meeting at sis gillian's house at thursday, 11may06. everyone was super late. i and ron were slightly later than the time nia. we ding dong n knocked the door, no one answered, tot no one at home. called sis gillian, she dont picked up. i and ron were like, "she nt at home meh??" called rick, then rick oso say sis gillian neva picked up his call. i and ron sat outside sis gillian's house. he was playing the guitar and i was singing. haha. cant imagine. like street entertainment like tat. [cheng wei lian] haha. anyway, we were like doing our own things outside the house until brother zhi yong came and bring us in.
ron, me, rick and shenglong went. we 5 ppl (include sis gillian) prayed for the cell grp, ourselves and oso some events lo. discussed some issues. plan out a new plan/duty etc.

hmm, last wk no cell grp. but on fri gt pastor phil pringe conference. super annointng super gd. the whole church had a breakthrough in praying in the spirit. friday night was the night i will remember. wad a meaningful and memorable night conference. i was so touched. the whole hall was filled with the presennce of God. i felt so cleanse after the conference. the love and everything God has gave me. thank you God for the promises you made. few ppl turned up for the conference. first tym chun shu book seats. haha.

ron, rick, chun shu, carolyn, caiping, jasmine, sis gillian, kaka, qiu ping and me turned up. well for saturday's service. had my first CL bible study. took cab there. is like everytime i take cab. when will i learn to save money??!! haha. tis cab uncle was nice. he chat wif me thru out the whole journey. talked abt buddhism. i was actually suprised for wat he said. is like kinda learn new things. then he carried on talking and talking till he go wrong way!! man, i was like... huh?? pls man, i no money to pay lah. although he keep apologising and i said "nevamind la, its ok." but i dun mind wad i say. haha. anyway, thank God that he gave me a discount. he ask me to pay him only $10 frm serangoon to expo. (which counted cheap liao lo) then i was like wah! thank you! haha.

mmm.. so tt day jingjie came v early to book seats. he was there alrdy when i finished my bs. so went to meet him. called up ron and the rest. then charis, ron n carolyn reached le. was like chatting away and crapping la. carol and charis went up lunch 1st. they are like standing up eating. haha. coz we are moving.

1st service of pastor phil pringe. was simply awesome. sophia join us! wee! =) after service went bedok eat. then i recommend eat japanese food. then we went SUMO HOUSE eat. food was nice lah. i and ron ordered alot of food. they tot we rich. haha. then is like i become the waiter there la. all brothers call me go take green tea for them. haha. jingjie sent me a joke sms. was funny la. but they nt luffing only me. haha. then ron n jingjie say some racist joke, ron keep laughin, and i dun tink is so funny la. haha.

anyway, after service headed back home. first tym mr.gui dint come for service 1 man. haha. miss the fun of the fellowship with n20 sia. wasted. haha.

2nd service, sunday. me, ron, jingjie, rick, chunshu, isabel and sis gillian came nia. caiping serving children church. service was gd. mothers day dat day. was tinkin wad to get for my mum. saded i no money sia. so muz budget. i tink i will buy her belated. planning to buy sunflower for her. hope she will be happy.. =)

after service, my sis went to join my parents in expo doing metro warehouse sale shopping. i was nt interested. went to plaza singapura with ron. went eat taiwan snacks. nice nice. both of us hate the oysters! HATE THEM! haha. disgustin. anyway, went to walk ard. doing window shopping. went to spotlight find his acrylic paint. found liao, but nt suitable to paint shoe. then cant find another one. went bata shop buy white shoe polish. went to slack and walked ard. till ard 0430pm. ron went off for his guitar lesson. i went to carrefore walk, then to arcade to kill time lo. sianz. called up my dad to meet them in plaza singapura. they reached le, i was playing half way till i wait until i "died". went to eat cafe cartel. yummy. was so hungry.





my steak





banana spilt!


then cab-ed back home.

monday, 15 may 06 - slacked at home. slept till quite late then wake up.

tueday, 16 may 06 - pos practice. ok la, nt bad. new formation. nice. everything was almost complete, jus have to master everything. after training. suppose to go home, then ron say very early. i wan go home coz i wan save $$. i go out sure spent money de mah. then he say, wun la, control. i say ok lo. then north cluster was like in the train enjoying ourselves. here and there makin noise, like our own house. hhaaha. fun lah.

isabel, ron, me, liyuan, jowell and one more girl (dunno her name, =P) went to plaza singapura. the girls like walked super fast. i cant even catch up. haha. they looking for thighs. i and ron jus followed them lo. they walked so fast until i and ron keep "lost". everytym need to call them and ask where they. haha.

went eat long john for dinner. they served SUPER LONG!! whr is the customer service man? haha. anyway, crap all the way. picked up call frm wendy. was like talking so loud. and jowell and liyuan tot i and pearly was together!!! haha. after they see all my handfone pictures la. hais. haha. anyway, i tink they overheard wad i said in the conversation, and i tink they misinterpreted. tink only ron and isabel noe wad i talking abt. haha. anyway, tis is my dinner. =D





long john silver: combo one


took some neoprints after having dinner. had xtreme great fun! =D





machiah high!





jitao high! =D





`siaokias`





# bubbly face #





:: innocent looking north cluster ::

eulynn's early birthday celebration

1. today met up with charis and eulynn super late, supposeingly meet at 130pm in sengkang mrt stn de. but me and eulynn was like keep delaying the time as we are very tired and keep sleeping n sleeping. dunno y, the weather and the environment is jus nice for me to carry on my sleeping. haha. in the end meet at 3 plus. haha.
   
   then charis went to her sch first to pay up for her N level fees. i met up with charis first. was walking n slacking ard. then i went to old chang kee to buy gyoza on stik and sweet potatoes on stik. coz hungry hungry.
   
   meet eulynn straight at dhoby ghaut. we reached first. was meeting with mr. gui there too. i and charis first went to careefore to walk walk. then saw tis xbox 360 game console. jus playing it to kill tym and to wait for them lo.
   
   then shortly eulynn called and she reached liao. gui sheng oso reached liao. then we went to eat first. cant decide wad to eat. then was like walking ard the mall trying to find something budget. then dunno y went to the mattathan fish market. the food was quite ex there. but dint wan to paiseh so jus went in and stayed inside.
   
   ordered one food. shared among ourselves. was kinda paiseh when orderin. but nevamind lah. haha.
   
   
   
   
   
   our lunch
   
   
   then food came shortly and charis knocked over the glass of water and wet the table and the ground. was like oh.. super paiseh. haha. charis arh... so silly. haha. then then we jus carry on eating. then after eating was our very charis's mum own baked birthday cake. was super nice as in in taste. is a mango cake. but the jelly fell off the cake liao. haha.
   
   
   
   
   
   so happy birthday eulynn! =)
   
   
   first tym celebrating her birthday. then each of us divided the cake to 4 big pieces. was trying to finish it up. haha. after eating, the bill was $40.15.
   
   then went up to arcade, star factory to play. everything was free. eulynn treated, coz she gt the tokens. haha. nice game anyway. charis left half way to my house. she teached my sis maths. then ron called me. ask me bout the lan gaming thing. then we took train back to serangoon to play LAN.
   
   meet up with ron there. but we were like kinda lost. so ron took cab down to fetch us. haha. thks boy. haha. then afterwards we went in and start our first game. CS. nice nice. haha. then played DOTA then quake 4. then unexpectedly i saw my sec sch frens. was kinda miss them. but yah, jus Hi. haha. then challenged CS with them. was a intense battle. won 6 rounds for each team liao. then final round last round. they won. haha. wasted. but nveamind. we played until 11pm. was super shiok! next tym come play agn ok?! im crazy for LAN now lah. haha.
   
   n20, lets meet up some time play LAN. haha. fun fun! =D

long day ahead...

friday went cell grp. was super jam up in serangoon area. becoz of the WP rally in serangoon stadium. was super jam. then the road was like nt moving at all lah. met up with ron first. then go take bus. but see the road so jammed, then sianz liao.

decided to take cab. cab driver cant go by serangoon way, coz too jammed liao. then he suggested go to serangoon ave 4 by CTE??!! we both were like left with no choice but jus orh orh orh. agreeded. then take one big round from serangoon north ave 2 to serangoon ave 4, total is $12!!!

wad a "cheap" trip. haha. anyway, reached merilyn's house le, some ppl still haven reached yet. lol. coz of the rally then jammed up the whole of serangoon. lucky tat nite last nite liao, haha.

sermon was gd. then after cg, went to eat in mac with changchin, shenglong, chunshu, isabel and rickson. ron went to meet his frens. mm, nthin to blog abt this day le.

saturday, 6 may 06

service was super gd. the presence of God is very strong when the worship song was sang. "I sing you more than just a song." my knees became weak. i fell down to His presence. His great love and everything, felt as though was embracing the whole church.

rev. casey treat is the guest preacher. very gd sermon. felt very motivated afterwards. =D

after service went bedok to have dinner. had "ban li".





sunday, 7 may 06

today water baptism day. some frens came to support. family came to support oso. so happy. those hu came and support, really thks so much! love u guys. haha. although was hoping to see the whole of n20 there, but due to some reasons, nevamind. haiz. haha. ok, enuff of talking. let the pictures do the talking. lol.





finally my turn next!





w332 and n20 ppl





my baptism certificate: rodney lazarus sim jia wei





little n20 pic

fun day today. =D

today sleep till super super late. haha. dint sleep throughout the whole night. power sia. haha. i tink i become owl liao. then chat-ed with weini in msn at 8am plus. then chat-ed with wendy. super sianz. went online from yesterday to today morning until 1030am then i fell asleep. too tired liao.

sleep until 2pm, was disturbed by a call. then went back sleep until 0530pm! haaha. power me. quickly woke up n bath and get changed. doing visitation today. the kids was super fun and cute. hahaz.

enjoyed today's visitation. waited for charis in amk central mac. ate dinner there. bus-ed home afterwards. tmr cell grp le. yea! haha. =D

everyone wanting to have new names

3rd may 06, wednesday. woke up agn super late. woke up at 3pm something. was disturbed by a fone call then door bell next. haiz. nothing for me to do. jus playing some com games. game after game i play. but easily tired and sianz by it. winning eleven, warcraft, 2d cs, half life 2... then quit game.

took some stupid pics in my fone, uploaded to friendster and msn display pic. i mayb zi lian. wadeva lah. coz i noe im not alone. haha. anyway, chat-ed with xiaolong and charis in msn. jus crapping nonsense la. and also had a hard time deciding and learning to pronounce xiaolong new christian name, Kiefer. Kiefer actually means barrel-maker in german. haha.

he was kinda xcited with his new name. hais. charis and xiaolong having some secrets between each other wor. haha. wonder wad is it. lol. was really crapping with him. then teaching charis some maths in msn. haha. pro sia.

mm. was watchin my fave variety show. catchin it every week. wee, serving tmr, doing visitation. friday cell grp, saturday service, sunday, water baptize. haha. so fast. suppose to meet charis and ron today. photocopied my maths formula list for ron, charis and eulynn for easy reference and oso memorizing. haha, looks like i turned into n20 tuition teacher for secondary schs. haha.

well, jus wanna see them pass their exams. not jus pass but do well. so to glorify His name. heehee, anyway feel free to tag in my tagboard. getting bored le. =D

tired all out

today super damn tired. woke at at 0530am! prepare and set off to bedok alone. quite sianz. bus-ed to peya lebar mrt stn then train-ed to bedok. from bedok walked to stadium. quite far. reached there saw merilyn, esther their cell grp. then waited alone in the stadium. then soon north cluster came. they are gd in cheering for others. haha. sit with them.

first race, 100m 'A' division boys. my heart was pounding. quite nervous. coz all my competitors are all JCs and Polys big boys. then somemore super fit de. i felt super small in there. then race liao, came in 7th. i was like.... sianz liao. thinkin 200m dun wan run liao. but nevamind, muz have the spirit and sportsmanship mah.

north cluster ppl cheered super loud. even i came back in 7th, they still cheered for me. is like quite happy lo. then saw sis Jo oso there cheering. instead of discouraging looking face, my face was smiling. at least i noe they are still there to support me.

next was samuel then andy race. same too. cheered for them. then merilyn ran, oso cheered for her. next was me and merilyn agn. 2oom. is like sianz lo. facing those fit JCs guys agn. so i was like dint really expect so much, just run agn lo. in the end, worst. i came in 8th. then merilyn asked me how was it. i replied. "haiz. 8th." she tell me, "dun worry. well done. for the last will uitmately become the first." i was like brighten up agn. so encouraging.

then she asked me. where my cell grp members. i was like. eh... eh... they dint come. she asked they at home? sleeping? i replied i guess so. haha. saded that they are nt with me. then 4got hu oso asked me. "where your cgl?", again i replied, eh..guess dint come too bah, nt sure." but nvm. i have north cluster. haha. a big smile for that! =)

for the Lord is with me always. He made us the head and not the tail, above and not beneath. the last will utimately become first.

anyway, im not regret or wad. coz i noe i did my best. and i did nt give up half way. jus hope in the other competitions such as cyber games and pos. we are able to shine for the Lord even more. =)

after all races, went out with north cluster ppl for lunch. went to have japanese food. SUMO HOUSE is the one. very hungry and food was alright. nice. ordered lotsa food. everyone share. very happy today. accompanied by the north cluster ppl. =)

then afterwards they are takin bus home. i train-ed home. was alone agn. super super tired. slept in the bus until i missed my stop! then walked home after that. sianz. now blogging. gg to slp soon. time: 0315pm. (o_O)

busy weekends holidays!

saturday 29th april 06. reached church at ard 0110pm. took cab there as i was going to be late for bible study at 1pm. msg sis jo that i will be late awhile. she msg me back, "u are not informed? so sry. today bible study cancelled. coz extreme sports. continue next week." then i was like, haha. i cabed here for bible study and then cancelled. haah. funny sia. then waited till 2pm alone, walking n slacking ard. ard 215pm, sis gillian n her husband came. dint want to waste more time, asked sis gillian to give me bible study instead. sis jol say can, was ok. so nevamind.

soon, shenglong, chun shu, peter, caiping and jasmine came liao. caiping n jasmine bookin seats today. i and shenglong rushed into church for another 3pm bible study. wow, bible study marathon. haha. cool. chun shu n sis gillian went for blood donation.

bible study ended quite late. ben called me. ron called me. caiping called me. alot of ppl called me during bible study time. so busy. haha.

service was very gd. sermon was tremendously good. rev. mark conner is a great preacher. hope to see him back. went bedok for dinner after that. cool. great fellowshipping. haha. jus love n20 so much.


sunday, 30th april 06. woke up at 0730am. rushed down to church. serving for children church service. had only 2hrs plus of sleep nia. super super tired. some kids were jus cute n funny la. nth much special. after service went meet up with north cluster ppl and charis. went to bugis wif charis to go meet ron. look for his acrylic paint. too ex, dint buy. had pastamania for lunch. well, nice lunch. too bloated and full, felt like vomiting if think of food. haha. charis left half way. i and ron rushed over to church agn for POS 1st preview. kinda nervous.

we both were like super big shot. late for 50mins. haha. nevamind la. haha. then confirmed positions everything. when north cluster turn to perform. so far so good. until stunts. too panick liao. liyuan fell 3 times straight in a row. was disappointed. coz music too fast. then dint practice with music b4. levitation, reload, hitch, levitation, liberty blah blah blah. but isaac say we are already nt bad liao. only too panick tats y. hais. but promise it will turn out to be very gd de. i have faith n trust. we can do it. north cluster will win! haha. =)

after 1st preview, went to have dinner with ron, isabel n priscilla. went to serangoon central for dinner. had chicken chop with rice. filling. nice. after tat, i panicked. tot i lost my wallet. coz my IC inside! haha. then found out inside my bag. -pengz- haha. how foolish and blur i am.. super tired. chatted some stupid things. sang with ron in bus. haha. funny sia. ohya, sang with him in church during 1st preview too. haha. funny.

tmr waking up super early again. 0745am sharp have to report to bedok stadium liao. having tis emerge track competition. guess no one will come support me bah. haha. i so kelian. but nevamind, for i noe God is always with me. amen. but still hope someone may come down? haha. actually it isnt impt. wads more impt is water baptism my fren will come support me. but sec sch ppl having exams liao. abit difficult. nevamind lo. wrong time to do all this things. haiz. studies more impt than come supporting me la. haha. really. coz im your study hours consultant. haha. =p sianz. have to wake up early... =(

cell group in sisca's house 2

today woke up at 2 something. slightly earlier wor. haha. then feeling very sianz. went online. talked to charis in msn. she was crazy! cant stand her craziness. then went offline. then called up mr.gui. went to j8 with him. walked around and bought some things and dinner too.

had dinner in sisca's house. then fellowship abit. poor jingjie. see him like so kelian. haha. ass bone kena shifted. well, dun worry. healin will come upon u de. haha. then as a study hours consultant, dug out some old study notes for ron, charis and eulynn. then cell grp started shortly.

played a game. dunno wad papa, mama, son, daughter, policeman and thief. then i be the son. haha. my meimei was caiping. lol.

well, sermon was good. then after cell grp go home le. reached home, bathed, packed some things then online. haha. abit sianz. well, serving ministry tmr. shall not sleep so late or mayb "early" tonight. hahhahs. =P

25th april 06, tuesday

25th april 06, tuesday. woke up at 2plus. was damn tired lo. nowadays keep ton until 6am plus then sleep. used to it liao. haha. first thing wake up see my fone. gt 3 sms. from singtel, sis gillian and i forgot who liao.

yesterday night was like thinkin wad baptism name to choose. discussed with charis and eulynn. came up LAZARUS. so it was like rodney lazarus sin jia wei. cool rite? haha. then confirmed with sis gillian in the morning.

wad Lazarus mean? Lazarus means assistance of God, whom God helps. mm. water baptism date coming le. hoping to see my friends there to support. hopefully my cell grp frens. chat-ed with aderlene in msn 2day. crap some stuffs. she psycho me buy tamagotchi. haha. chat-ed with sophia too. talked about some stuffs...

had prayer meeting today in jurong. meeting ron, charis and eulynn in serangoon mrt stn today. everyone was late. supposeingly meet 0615pm. charis came first (but oso late) she cabbed down. then i reached second. cabbed down too. eulynn, third. she cabbed down too. lastly ron. bus-ed down. haha.

i saw the time. he reached at 0640pm. haha. was suprised that ron late. everytime i late, now him. haha. then train-ed to jurong. talked all the way. n20 attendance was like...eh.. so little ppl. really had a great time praying to the Lord.

train-ed home. i and ron saw a old ah pek aqua! haha. is like so digusted. haha. had a great laugh. then met andy, 'brisca' (dunno spell correctly not) and another friend. train-ed home 2gether.

took 315 home. ron, rick and i talked about some serious stuffs. mmm.. then accompanied eulynn & charis to pasam malam. bought food. went home. now 0321am liao. but still not feeling tired. haha. =D

xtreme fun nowdays

got alot of things to blog. first thing first. on 21st april 06, friday, gt POS. then suppose to meet ron in serangoon mrt stn. was late. so cab-ed down to the stn to meet him. real paiseh. let u wait so long. then talked some stupid craps. haha.

POS was super duper fun. but attendance was pathetic. but was super fun. practice mainly stunts today. can say stunts improve le. changed some dance steps again. had a wonderful and funny dramas acted out in the main auditorium. super funny and hilarious indeed. lol. had a great laugh. had dinner and fellowship with north cluster. left jurong at around 1115pm.

jowell's mum send me, ron and marilyn home. thks! =) save $$ for cab fare. haha. super tired oso. gt some bruises on my hand from the stunts. hais. but dunno y not pain. only gt blue black. haha.

22nd april 06, saturday. had a very super gd service today. sermon was awesome! could feel the STRONG presence of God when the Heart Of Worship was sang. totally melt my heart. i was totally into God. felt the love covering and embracing all over me. felt the purity and really lighten me up.

as i was saying, sermon was great. thk the holy spirit for the wisdom and bringing us to understand of your word more. thk you. =)

after service was word power prelimary round. could nt remember most of the verses. haha. disappointed. nevamind la, at least we all tried. next year maybe. haha.

had a great fellowship after service. went to malan la mian. food was nice and okay. then after that we all played game. the number game. haha. our trademark game. lol. added chilli sauce, vinegar and dunno wad else to the soup. i drank and i find it ok lei. well mr.gui and charis find it yucky. but i find it ok. gt the sharkfin soup taste lei. haha.





malan la mian





dinner time


went home after that. i bought snacks to eat. chocolates, chocolates and more chocolates. i love chocolates. haha. train-ed to peya lebar then bus-ed to serangoon. went to our usual hiding place besides home; playground. again, our trademark game; blind man. haha. created a new game. "elimination". haha.

played till ard 1245am in the midnight. then go home. one word to describe. "FUN". heeheex. =D

busy day indeed

20 april 06, thursday. woke up quite late. woke up at around 0140pm? then my aunty called. ask mie quickly rush to her house. coz her key pouch was left at the door lock there. she forgotten to take out. haha. then i quickly get changed and prepared and went over to her house. i did nt rush there as in i took my own sweet time there. haha. happily strolling along the street. how bad can i be? haha. coz i knew that it is quite impossible to break into her house. it's kinda complicated to go her house oso mah. so i went to dexter for a hair cut first. haha. the hairdresser did a great job. i like it. =) not like in rainbow de. hais. disappointing. lol.

then went to her house to get back her keys. she called me agn and ask me to go inside the house and wait for her. coz she rushing back home right after her meeting. i went inside and played with pepper, the dog. miss her sooo much! haha. super cute loh. mm, then stayed until ard 0400 plus then left.





pepper and me.





pepper resting.





feeling tired after playing so much with her.





pepper's tired. disturb her NOT. lol.


then after that, i went home straight away to prepare myself and meet mr.gui in orchard heeren at 0530pm. took cab there coz ish raining so damn heavily in serangoon but no rain in orchard at all. then when i reached orchard, i was like abit drenched, then i was like thinkin to myself, "i felt so weird, im drenched but ppl in orchard is not, abit funny hor." haha.

then went shopping with mr.gui. walked around. buy shenglong's bday present, cake and card oso. then went for dinner. ate japanese food. tori q bento! haha. affordable and very filling. almost vomited. haha.

then cab-ed to serangoon for cell grp. super duper near my house. combined cell with w332 and n20. was great. could feel the presence of God. then ended in ard 2hrs time. getting water baptised on may 7, sunday. come support me bah! haha. then went to ron's house. took my chain back. tis small boy helped me fixed and repaired my chain le. a big thank you! ccoz actually dint reeli bother to go get it fixed. until lent it to ron during pos, then forgotten to take back. then he told me he brought to sch and wear. hao lian hao lian abit. then the thing drop. hhaha. then i tink he guilty then hlp me fix lo. haha. anyway, thks la. heehee. wad a great brother. haha. =D

mmm.. now is 0629am le. still nt sleeping. guess turning into zombie soon. deep panda eyes. hais. ltr got POS and oso serving ministry. busy busy. =P

kk le, update finish le. i oso go slp liao. bb. happy reading. =)

i hate this day

shld i say yesterday is a lucky day or a bad day?

lucky day coz i found my IC. end of story.

bad day coz many problems arise after that.

i will jus keep it short. dun reeli have to mood to rethink wad happen and blog. i dun wan to tink anymore. i hate it. jus make it short n simple.

went to marina square n suntec with pearly n wendy. pearly went off first. shop wif wendy. bought alot of things. spent $100+. ate dinner with wendy.






our dinner



alot of problems arise. sianz.

18 april 06, tuesday

today woke up at 1 something. gt POS training today. late for meeting ron, charis, isabel n priscilla in serangoon mrt stn. ron was like keep askin me why i sad all this. i actually dun reeli wan tell him. but coz my burden really heavy inside me. kinda burning inside me. my mood was nt so good during the train ride frm serangoon to lakeside. until then, i started sharing wif ron and talked to him.

felt so much better after talking to ron. reeli feels quite enlighten up. thks bro!

was talking all the way from lakeside to church. mood improves quite alot. pos was kinda fun. im on the center stage le! haha. now on stage was me, ron, priscilla and isabel. wow. lol. they changing steps agn. wave. haha.

mm, work hard bah. looking forward towards tmr pos! =)

easter encounter 2006

easter service was jus totally cool, superb, wonderful, fantastic and so on... the whole drama portrays 2 men from the bible: simon peter and judas, very clearly and detailed. the miraclous works that Jesus did to win the lost from the crowd of Jerusalem.

what Jesus did (all supernatural healings) reeli touched the hearts of the people. the faith that they have, brought them to follow Jesus. during the last supper Jesus had with His own disciples, He said that His death day is near, and will be betrayed by judas and also simon peter will denied Him thrice before the cock crows but He oso said that He will be resurrected and rise up from the dead.

He was then crucified and nailed to the cross. God sent His only son to Earth and made a big sacrifice. that is to die for all the people and carried our sins away. Before He gave His holy ghost up, He again prayed for all the people on Earth. "Oh Father, do not blame the people for what they did, for they do not know what they are doing." then His last 3 words were "it is finished" then He died.

Jesus Christ died for our sins. what a big sacrifice he made to save the whole of mankind. his blood was shed for us. he carried all our sins away.

service drama was good. rick rates 2 thumbs up. reeli touched my heart and im sure it do touched others too. God's presence was strong in the services. attended sat 0430pm and sun 0130pm.

brought frens to church. jacob was saved and accepted christ. Praise the Lord. hallelujah.

on saturday 15 april 06, after service went ta pao BK eat outside hall 4. then POS ppl started showing their moves and stuffs. north showed, nyp then ite. haha. coolness. lol. then bus-ed home but in the end went playground play blind man instead. with mr.gui, rickson, isabel, ron and me. played till ard 12mn.

today, sunday 16 april 05. after service when makan outside hall 4 agn. fellowship abit then bus-ed home. but all of a sudden, everyone wan come my house. so weird. haha. isabel, rickson, priscilla and charis went watched vcd in the living rm. ron, me and wendy in my room. wendy watched vcd in my room, i and ron played computer.

have fun. stayed to ard 9pm then they went home. so tired. yawn. going to slp soon.






formal shot by rickson





part of n20 in expo





we are family of christ. n20.





tis pic is not cool coz rod and ben were blurred! haha.





we are not beggars.





formal shot by mr.gui

13th april 06, thursday

13th april 06, thursday. nothing to do at home. slept till 11am until a fone call wake me up. how frustrating. haha. trying to go back to sleep, but cant. read newspaper afterwards.

waiting for our new samsung plasma lcd 32 inch tv to be deliver to my house. soon after the tv was delivered, the delivery men left. leaving behind the big box. wad service is this? cant they just open the box? lol.

after long waiting for the time to pass, my company, 77t street finally called back. called me to go collect my pay cheque. haha. after that went to take 73 to amk, took train to city hall to have bible study wif sis gillian.

met charis then go jalan jalan abit. then go meet sis gillian in raffles city starbucks. had bible study on water baptism. after bs, had a casual talk wif sis gillian then followed her to food court buy food and oso went jalan jalan for shenglong's bday present.

then meet rick, marilyn and sisca took train home. rush home for prayer conference with chun shu, sis gillian, qiu ping, rick and ron. prayed for easter. after prayer conference call wif wendy and aderlene. talk till 0149am. tired.

monday tuesday short short day

its been such a boring day. monday & tuesday which is today. first real happy that easter is coming. wad a big day. but many problems seems to arise lately. serious problems. all are devil attacks.

noe wad? im so damn sad that i lost my IC. how can it happen? i jus cant remember where i lost it and when i took it out. it woul vost me $100 for me to make a new one lo. sianz. jus hope someone will return it back to me.

facing prosecutions and parental objections lately. which happens jus yesterday night. forbids me to do anithin regarding church stuffs. but, i not gona give up. i gona fight back against the devil. and im gona win. jus continue praying.

my company, 77th street still have not called me to collect my pay cheque. i waited for 5 days le. still no answer?! my last mth pay n tis mth pay. when am i getting it back? haiz. still waiting lor. so now broke. can see cannot buy. torturing. haha.

when back to sch today. collect my o level cert. saw ms shim, she seems very suprised to see me. haha. hais. almost all our gd frens in sch go home liao. oso dunno where they go. sianz. saw junhao. talk to him for awhile nia.

dint go for POS practive today. ron gt CA, me n my sis be guai kia, coz parents object; nt happy. charis, her mum nt happy. priscilla call her dun go oso, study. was kinda sad. stay at home so bored. -_-.

7 and 8 april 06

7th april 06. friday. actually last day of workin in 77th street, but quit early. went to nafa for interview. guess perform pretty well. jus hope im in. well, im actually nt sure whether to go in not. im lost. choosing schs; posting is quite stressful for me. almost cant handle it.

after interviewin, gt lotsa time left to POS. so went to sim lim square, bugis to walk walk. walked around. quite sian to walk alone. then went to bugis. saw my ex-classmates. workin as flyers distributors. hlp them to took some, nt some la, is alot. haha.

so slack until 0215pm, trained to boon lay. rested at the mrt stn alone. coz reeli tired. shun bian wait for ron. then walked alone to the 179 bus queue n start queueing. saw the bus coming le, i let those behind me go 1st. saw ron running, able to catch in time. jus 2 of us went chc.

called my sis, charis & pris. none answer call. dunno wad they doing. waited for them in the cafe. saw marilyn, jowell and andy. eat some finger food in cafe. then ron went in check for no. of ppl. come out and tell me pris, isa, charis were inside le. so join in.

start practicing for dance. improve alot. able to memorise steps le. now jus putting in more energy n power to it. was kinda tired after everything. so decided to cab to serangoon for cell grp. brothers one cab, sisters one cab.

cab fare was ex. during cell grp. i and jj lost in a game. so did butt writing forfit. paiseh sia. haha, nevamind, as long as everyone is happy, im happy.

after cg, went over to central to have dinner. great fellowshipping.

8th april 06. gt 2 bible study today. getting late so cab-ed down to expo. thk God, i was in time. =) service is super great. could felt the presence of God during worship. sermon was super gd. i jus love the sermon today. felt reeli motivated. had gd fellowshippin after service during dinner. JJ the main joker. haha. craps lotsa things. had a gd laugh today man.

JJ n mr.gui went typ. stop at paya lebar gt me, ron, charis, isabel, pris, 'my'. (dunno how spell his name.) i keep talkin to ron, sisters gt sisters talk. haha. jus felt so weird. board 76 home. talked alot. oso crapped alot on the way. especially with ron & charis. haha. jus love n20 sooo much. shuyan's back! =) miss her. love the whole of N20! =)

2nd april, sunday: bowlng fiesta.

2nd april, sunday. cell grp outing in marina square. went bowling. super many ppl. waited for at least 30-45mins for our turn. went to arcade to play first. shenglong, cailian and caiping danced para para. cool dancing haha. i played with charis, sheng long and ron some stupid games. challenge de lo. mm.. kinda sianz.





sheng long, the pro para para dancer


then rick n sis gillian come ltr. we started bowling, jus warming up ourselves. although score is nt tat fantastic or gd, we still cheer and encourage each other. so is like other ppl thinkin we very pro, how come we tis side so noisy. haha.





shenglong going bang bang! he bangs, he bangs!


anywhere i tink the pros among us are mr.gui and ron. haha. mr.gui gt a unqiue pose. sexy. haha. kidding. dunno how to describe the pose. ron super pro lo, still say anyhow play. sheng long gt a bang bang pose. super funny but cool. haha. carolyn, the super cannon ball, coz her ball owaes very loud, sometimes shocked me. haha.





mr.gui and his sexy pose. weet u weet. haha, kiddin. no offence!


we played for 2 games each. so total of $74.10. quite fun as we all enjoyed ourselves. rite? haha. then immediately after paying, ron pulled me to the arcade acompany him play one game. then the rest go food court first. haha.





ron, the pro bowler.


ron say he sick. so wanted to go home. he trying very hard to persuade ppl take cab wif him to share cost. haha. in the end accompanying him took cab was me, priscilla & my sis. waited for the cab for almost 1hr 30mins. it was sure record-breaking. haha. the cab driver seems nt understand english. ask him jus go straight he keep going here? here? where? here? hais.. haha. funny.

anyway, we all reached home safely and jus hope ron recover fast. ron gt 2 days MC sia. so good. haha. pray for healing to come upon him. =)

1st april. april fool day.

1st april; april fool's day. its a day when i get to fool other ppl in primary sch days. now i find it quite stupid. haha. anyway, today's service is abt healing. richard robert came and preached. it was a great service. those who are sick are healed in the mighty name of Jesus. many ppl came up and gave testimonies. When the old woman; ah ma, got up from her wheel chair and walked, i was reeli touched and my heart totally melt. i guess everyone's heart was melt. everyone stand up and started praising God and give God the glory.

i could felt the love of God. the great love. God is real, miracles are real, only when you have faith.

Matt 8:2-3
And behold, a leper came and worshiped Him, saying, "Lord, if You are willing, You can make me clean."
Then Jesus put out His hand and touched him, saying, "I am willing; be cleansed." Immediately his leprosy was cleansed.

like wad we have learned in cell grp, it is always God's will to heal and sickness is not a blessing from God.

Healing is always there for us and it is only FAITH that can make it happen.

well, after service went for children church interview with charis & caiping. then went to see Sun Ho and her baby, Dayan.

then after that went for dinner. i and ron keep talking. then keep seeing pamela. oh ya, she waved to me during service but not to ron. haha. lol. haha. ltr after eating our dinner, saw pamela and joanne ran. then i and ron oso wan go toilet, so we kinda run oso. haha. funny sia. then coming out of toilet, saw a cockroach in the middle of the toilet entrance. we were trying to get over safely. haha. cockroaches are digusting. lol.

hmm, next day cell grp outing.

friday = fun day

hey, friday 31 march 06 was a fun day. friday = funday. haha. took half day leave today. then quickly rush to serangoon mrt stn to meet ron first. today gt POS! haha. we jus love POS training rite, ron? haha. hoping tmr is POS training, next day agn oso can. lol.

POS training actually i wasted some time. dint reeli learn much thing. but was told to learn pamela's step. mm.. ron became back support instead of flyer. how disappointing. haha. carry a guy. -_-. lol.

my flyer changed liao. back joanne. actually prefer li yuan (the china girl). haha.

mmm, stupid charis keep laughin at me abt the pamela stuffs. stupid sia. i dun tink is funny lo. ron agreeded rite? lol. charis was jealous. haha. coz she dint get so much attention frm me. tts y she laugh at me. am i right? yes, i noe. haha. rite, ron? lol.

thk God today a super kind woman drove us out to jurong point. coz is like raining so damn heavy. hoping any kind souls would come n fetched us. but i said, "whr gt so good ppl de?" haha. ya, i noe i was wrong. so, Thank God. lol.

today cell grp was quite little ppl. but was still fun & enjoyable. =D

looking forward to service. healing service. haha. then sunday outing. geex. =) how xciting. lol.

wednesday 29th march 06 is a boring day.

wednesday, 29th march 06 is a long boring day. time is passing sooo slowly. i was like keep staring at the clock, waiting for it to tick faster. wad a long tired day. dozed off quite a few times in office today. haha.

simply tired. and bored. sianz lo. countdown 7 more working days and im free. 77th street, happying working with u. haha. today was blessed. the sales and marketing executive today gave me a music cd. daniel powter album. haha. thks. wad a blessing. thank God. haha. =D

waiting for more movie passes blessing. haha. =)

looking forward towards friday, saturday and sunday.

Friday - POS, Cell Group: N20
Saturday - Service with N20
Sunday - Cell Grp Outing (Bowling) with N20

spending a long 3 days with N20. love it. haha. N20, i miss u. =P geez.

POS was fun!

today took half day leave coz gt POS. actually feeling a little xcited to POS coz they all say until very nice. went to compass point to have lunch. ron was punctual. 0230pm call me le, saying he reached. then soon after i reached. went to walk walk wif him first in metro. then charis reached le, 3 of us went to World of Sports then Converse then 77th street. waiting for isabel and priscilla. then eulynn came.

had lunch at KFC. then set off to jurong west for POS.

the whole POS was fun although we only at 2hrs plus of training. we got to learn dance steps and was reeli fun although we are very new. half way, i was taken to the 'stunts' grp to train. train as base. reeli gt to go for work out le. if not no strength. haha.

it was real fun throwing and flipping and carrying other ppl. haha. gt to know some frens. POS was reeli great. but i still dunno the dance yet! need help. seekin help from ron and charis.

heeheex. well, let us all jia you bahx! next POS training will be tis friday. =D

monday blues

uhm.. so bored. totally sianz half. yesterday went cut hair. stupid la. they cut away my fringe!!! wa lau.. now fringe so short. super ugly. all my hair they all cut short sia! wa lau.. cut little bit still nvm, but is very short. i look like a school boy right now. no more nice nice le. hais. miss my hair. im sad.

waiting to grow agn. quick quick. saded...

tmr pos. meeting at compass pt. took half day leave le. seeing u guys tmr. hais. im sad.

nothin to update le. sianz.

26th march 06, sunday, escape!

today 26th march 06, sunday. n20 having cell grp outing to ESCAPE theme park! haha. super duper cheap and affordable. each pay only $4 nia. haha. total people gt: charis, me, ron, mr. gui, sophia, rick, caiping, jasmine, priscilla, isabel, eulynn and xiaolong. is jus super fun.

but stupid lo. sianz. alpha 8, inverter, pepsi revolution and rainbow closed and under maintenance. all gt rides all under maintenance lo. haha. have lotsa fun inside. super nice. first sat the dunno wad ride. turn here and there de. the first station. then went over to HAUNTED HOUSE. not scary at all lo. but was cool nia. the giirls keep screaming, dunno they scared for wad lo. haha. i and ron stand right at the back, slowly walking lo. enjoying ourselves looking at every corner. kinda sianz. maybe too many ppl inside le, so is like kinda bored. hais.

then went to take the viking pirates ship. super funny. keep shouting and luffing too. then eat. then carry on agn. then 8 of us took Wet & Wild. only can pair nia. so i and ron, sophia and rick, caiping and jasmine, isabel and priscilla.

i and ron and sophia and rick funny sia. i and ron trying to slow down our boat while rick and sophia trying to paddle the boat fast fast to catch up wif us. haha. in the end we super near. they jus behind us nia. haha. took pics half way. lol.

had lotsa fun. oso kena drenched by all the water there. so wet sia. haha. but fun la.

here's some pics for u too enjoy. hhaha. =)





-rick and his ang mo girl-



-rodney and caiping-



-rick and sophia floating in a deserted boat-



-ron and rodney enjoying Wet & Wild-


enjoy today. =) looking forward the next outing! heeheex.

25th march 06, saturday

25th march 06, saturday. woke up early today. reached in pavilion foyer 3 jus in time for bible study. dint late. so happy. then 45mins of bs. then saw sheng long half way, he jus finished choir practice and gg for lunch. coz jus called mr gui, he said he buying lunch frm the food junction then ta bao to hall 8 there eat. so i n sheng long went to queue first lo.

charis came, then followed by mr gui le. ron came soon after wards. so he joined us in the queue. we were like chatting there and shenglong and mr gui eating their lunch there. haha.

afterall, service was agn great. the sermon was meaningful. "I will be a line-crosser." tis was emphasied alot of times.

today's worship was a long one too. but the prescence of God was there. today there's new frens joined us. pamela - kaka's fren and one more guy which is qiu ping's fren. whaha. forgot his name. anyway, welcome!

had dinner afterwards. rachelle was trying to imitate those malaysian chinese and chinese from mainland china. she's funny. haha. everyone had a great luff.

all ate BK and had our foods ta bao outside hall 4. sat on the floor and eat. then ron went to do business with "japan & america". wish u all the best & success in his business. haha. yea. =P

ltr ron went toilet, rick, mr gui and i went inside to di siao him. jus like wad they di siao me the other time. so embarrassin lo. haha. he kena scared then he ran out. haha. stupid sia. second time, kaka threw a ice inside, hit on his head. haha. tats funny.

ltr took train to peya lebar. which consist of rick, ron, me, mr gui and isabel.

went to collect te escape tix at wendy's house then went to the playground. we all played [blind man].

was fun. next tym play again ok? haha. let the pics do the story telling bah. look how silly we can be. haha.













reelli enjoy the nite. =) escape next day!

im heal!

today went work as usual. jus so sianz. doing the same thing everyday. but one thing i happy abt is tat i get to let out a good luff almost everyday. the colleagues there are so humourous, so funny. everytime luff at them.

there are sure some time to get reeli bored, jus have to entertain myself wif my handfone or mp3 player lo. hais. sianzation.

i reeli want thank God that my sickness is totally fully HEALED! by the grace of the mighty God, i am healed. thank God. last nite, ron requested a prayer to pray for his grandma as she was gg for a hip operation. so we all prayed for her in our own quiet time and i asked how is their grandma now, it was good news. the operation turn out successful! thk God for all your miracles and healings! Thk God! hallelujah. =)

sick. very sick.

tuesday 21 th march 06. went to work as usual. felt v cold. 1st tym feeling tis way. then dint tot of anithin. after work. wearing a jacket, in open space still very cold. dunno y. so instead of taking bus, i walked home. then suddenly feel very sick. gt the fever feeling. took my temperature. FEVER! oh no, then faster eat dinner then go slp until 10+ then wake up. took panadol. then chat online. rick call my house and prayed for me. thks bro! then request prayer for healing. thks guys! feeling beta after rick prayed. then after tat jus some casual talk. then slp liao.

BUT at midnight to very early morning. i felt xtremely cold. couldnt sleep well. turn here and there. still cant get into a proper comfy sleep. sianz. then was very sick. fever, headache, body ache, sore throat. reeli sianz. =(

dint go work today. seen a doctor and took a mc. resting at home and updating tis blog. so uncomfortable lo. sianz. oh God, i trust u that u will heal me, because i have faith in you. i jus noe i will get heal. i thk God in advance. amen. =)

unseen cry wolf at lido

hey ppl, moday 20th march 06, suppose to go watch cry wolf wif xiaolong, ron, gui sheng & charis. as u noe, my company keep blessing me wif free movie complimentary passes to all sorts of movies. so decided to bless my bro & sis in christ as well as new frens like xiaolong. coz when u bless other ppl, u will utimately received blessings too. reeli lookin forward to it. gt work tat day. dint eat for lunch. coz wanna save money buy popcorn and stuffs for movie.

after work, quickly rush there, scared i late. took 73 to amk then changed train to orchard. supposingly to meet at orchard mrt stn. i reach orchard in jus 30mins time. incredible. actually meeting 0645pm de, but reached at 0630pm. so went shopping on my own. ya, window shopping. jus walking ard like so pathetic, go town lonely. haha. went to wisma walk, then to shaw. ron soon sms me say they in cab reaching soon. so i went up to the highest lvl of shaw whr deres lotsa fast foods outlets. jus sitting there waiting for them. then ron n xiaolong reached le, feeling hungry so ate long john. then gui sheng came. then followed by charis. actually rick coming too, but last min cannot. then like tat lo.

pass to ron the movie pass then he n gui sheng went to buy tickets. then shortly they came back. guess wad? the movie is nt for any free passes at the moment. i was like.. wa lau! whr gt like tis de lo. come all the way here then doing nth. at 1st, tot ron & gui sheng was jus play play nia. how i noe is true. haha. we felt so silly. tinking of wad to do.

then xiaolong tell stories. dorm. then we was like listenin to him lo. nth to do. slack down there. i was still doubtful abt the passes. so ron accompanied me to ask agn. the aunty scold me lehx. gimme me attitude. haha. funny sia.

then decided to walk to wisma then shop. went to flesh imp. xiaolong & gui sheng tot of buying. but no size. went to herren to shop. gui sheng & xiaolong shop like no worries like tat. jus take n buy. haha. v kin ku lo. see other ppl buy, ownself cannot buy. nvm, guess ard 10+ moredays then can take pay le. ron, i and charis walked ard, leaving them both in flesh imp shopping. then fast fast walk finish. then meet them at flesh imp agn.

gg sia. hope the promo dun end so fast lei. i wan buy oso. haha. then meet up wif rick, priscilla and my sis at herren. coz rick giving them bs on salvation. then went to meet sis gil at paragon coffee bean. gui sheng and sis gil treat us to coffee. thks. =)

then talk talk talk. then bye bye le. charis & priscilla went home 1st. then i, ron, xiaolong, rick, gui sheng, my sis walked sis gil to mrt stn then bye bye agn. went to tke 105 home. gui sheng dropped first then xiaolong. reached serangoon interchange. left the 4 of us. talked talked talked then ron & rick gt off le. 1 more stop is our stop le. mm. reached home at 12mn i tink.

nvm, next tym then watch movie agn lo. i still have the pass wif me. looking forward to next outing. =)

friday, 17th march 06 & saturday, 18th march 06

friday 17th march 06. cell grp! so happy. able to see n20 agn. haha. ya, im addicted to n20. woke up in the morning. headache. dint go work. plus some more super tired. tink coz yesterday super late sleep. came back from chalet. hais.

slept till 4pm in the afternoon. wow, pig sia. (oink oink) haha. then go online. time very fast pass le. 6 something, quickly bath then go for cell grp. my sis n priscilla coming too. met mr.gui, charis n jj in plantation ave. they jus came back frm sentosa. then walked wif them go for cell grp lo.

sin lee said he is joinin for cell grp too. ron went to fetch him. but ron took super long tym. noe y? coz sin lee too paiseh le. oso duno wad he paiseh. ask him come into the house oso paiseh. aiyo. how can a man bahave lyk tis. aiyo. then sis gillain cor me go out to hlp. i went out trying very hard to persuade him. he oso same. paiseh paiseh paiseh. then soon after charis oso came out to hlp cor him go in. sis gillian dun wan to drag le. jj came out awhile, gui sheng came out awhile. even sister gilian oso came out to persuade him. still same answer. PAISEH. haha. aiyo. then nvm, we all go in. gave up le. aiyo. wasted so much time.

soon, we started playing games first. then carry on. blah blah blah. soon cell grp finish liao. carol prepared refreshments. yum yum! nice. then played basketball then soccer. then go home le. nice friday. heeheex.



tis sat, 18th march 06, went to expo late. late for bible study. oh no. heehee. sister jol say next wk CANNOT late liao. haha. i promise liao. mm, then met charis, cai ping then followed by carol after my bs.

soon, at ard 0345pm we went to queue up. ron was super in front. so he hlp book seats. he actually managed to book 2 rows of seats, but gt this guy see ron one person then like can bully, shouted across to ron saying he already book. then faster ask his cell grp member sit down. ron faster cor us to come quick quick. but still nt enuff ppl lo. he still managed to "steal" the seats away. can see ron not very happy.

nevamind la, but still manage to find another row of seats behind. so quickly put bag to book. haha. sounds very kiasu.

anyway, very glad tat cher siew is coming back! wee wee. my cousin is coming too. beginning to see revival in my family. so thank God! =) service was good. very good.

then after service, gather for awhile, had light refreshment at the back. then ron & mr. gui went to book seats in ma lan la mian. only rick, mr. gui, ron, sheng long, sis gillian eat nia. the rest jus sit down there talk talk. haha. y? coz no money. lol. then the generous mr. gui treated everyone drink. haha. wow.

then after eating, listen to 2 very "SCARY" stories sia. from cher siew and mr. gui. wow, super scary. haha. then play games. have fun. haha.

so, in the end took train home. the rest were in the train le except me & ron. sianz. coz we took lift. haha. sry guys. but have fun all the way home. love n20.

back home, received a letter frm nyp. appeal and dae unsuccessful. went online check rp dae, unsuccessful. super duper sad. no mood le. my heart jus sank down and down and down and down. it was like y isit me. and only me.

i admit, i start doubting God. asking why why and why. is there reeli a God up there to help me? mood was super low. believe me, u dun wan to tok to him at that tym. i may freak out any moment.

then told charis my problem. called her hp. talk for some time. i dun reeli have the mood to talk. i was condemin myself. i hated myself very much. doubting God at the same tym. i was jus feeling super lost and down. i didnt noe wad to do.

after talkin half way, i broke down totally. i could nt control myself. i hung up charis fone. she called agn n agn, i reject call. sry buddy. dint wan to do tat. i jus couldnt control myself anymore. i sms and apologised to her. i was reeli feeling very bad. crying out for God's help. i reeli need His help at this moment. while i was crying for his help, i felt something. a warm feeling that wraps over me. i was comforted. i felt the warm. i knew it was God. He is our encourager. He is our comforter. i was cooling down then. i jus knew it was Him.

thk you God for everything. He reminded me that i still can turn to Him for help. He give me all the peace and comfort that i need. it dint took a long tym for me to stop. oh God, i give you of all my praise. a BIG thank you!

rick called me and pray wif me. i could felt the love of God covering all over me when praying. i felt as though i reeli can receive wadeva was said in the prayer: peace, clear mind, etc.. i believe God was real. not an imaginary thing. miracles do happen. holy spirit is not wad you can easily imitated and visualised on your own wisdom. it is a gift from God. and i thk God for giving me the gift. it was precious to me. thk you.

ever since the incident yesterday, i felt stronger in emotional and everything. i know how to reeli focus and depend on Him. this may be a testing to me. i would oso like to thk charis & rick for helping me. they are like trying so hard to help me. cos i reeli do felt very helpless at that time. i wanted to give up liao.

i felt so blessed to have n20 as my great frens and bro & sis in christ. you guys are the best man! i reeli do love u all so much. n20 is my life; my everything. thk you guys so much.

Jesus, i love you. =)

busy busy

nowadays very busy. lets start from eh, sunday bah, 12th march. went out wif my family to harbourfront. received blessing, mp3 player & digi cam. wow. haha. nice. then charis sms me to pray for cher siew's fren in australia, wad a miracle. my heart totally melt my faith suddenly shoot up after hearing from charis tat madeline (the fren) woke up the last hour from her coma. she woke up at ard 0900pm. and she will be announced dead at 1000pm if she still doesnt wake up. Praise the Lord! it was truly a miracle. the whole n20 prayed for her recovery. reeli thank God. everything is possible to God. nothing is impossible for Him.

then monday, 13th march. went to work. after work is n20 outing. yeah. watched a movie [big momma's house 2] nice show. new frens joined us were xiaolong n jasmine. great fellowshipping.

tueday, nth.

wednesday, after work. tired. meet up wif wendy & karen. went for 2d gathering at downeast chalet. saw nicholas. nice gathering.

thurday, after work. tired as usual. went home 1st then bathed n get changed. went to orchard to meet up wif pearly & xiu ling. took cab down to chalet. saw nicholas once agn. saw xiaolong there too.

friday 17th march. cell grp! haha. so lookin forward to see n20 agn. reeli love n20. cell grp was extremely great. presence of God was very good. nice. thk God. hallelujah. have fun after cell grp. played basketball n soccer. nice game. =)

normal simplified

many things has passed. dint reeli update here. there is church service, work, poly posting results, cell grp, cell grp outing, karen bday. guess i will jus tok alittle bout all tis.

church service was fun. preparing for friendship connection le. my sis n priscilla came. hope they like it. jus lurve my cell grp frens alot.

work was tiring. something like idiot-proof job. but thk God for giving me all the blessings. gt my blessings thru the company. goona share it tmr cell grp. haha.

poly posting was disappointing for me. i dun wan to say le. say le, only saddens me. now jus pray my appeal is successful.

cell grp was fun. went play basketball wif gui sheng n ron. nice nice. come play again next time! practicin my old skills. being ages since i last touched the bball till cell grp tat tym. haha. the cell grp fun. play game. 3 of us had kfc for dinner.

cell grp outing was nice. watched final destination 3. super nice. super thrilling. super sick n gross. haha. but reeli enjoy. looking forward towards the next outing.

karen bday. after work yesterday, faster chiong to j8 wif charis to buy her present. stood by many shops. but dint noe wad to get for her. then met xiaolong, choonhao, shilin and another guy. all peicai de. then coincidentally, oso buyin karen bday present. so we decide to combine. bought super ex things. karen, beta treasure us. u are blessed to have us as frens. its been long since i last cor u jie. still rmb u my jie. tink u oso 4get i ur di liao.

then very nice. very enjoyable. memories wif me, ron, charis, u, choonhao, xiaolong n sin lee. thks for inviting. food was ok. but we all had fun. made friends. nice fellowshipping. happy bday to ya.

my bday

25th feb was my bday. so happy. lotsa ppl wish me happy birthday. friday nite to midnight gt my church frens accompany. have a great tym from church to home in bus. talk all the way. jus came back frm rev ulf. service 1. had a great service. then even b4 midnight at ard 11 plus reaching 12 soon, xiu ling first one to sms me. follo by ron, rick pearly..etc. thks guys.

next day, saturday 25th feb. went to church happily. set off a little early then usual coz gt bible study. then bible study finish le. went to eat wif carol n charis. then straight queue up le. ron came late for bs. so cannot go in. then he joined us in the queue. then after tat he wished me happy bday agn. so happy, coz charis, cai ping n carol dint. haha. then keep talking n talkin lo. then ron passed me my bday present first. a black crystal ear stud from ron n gui sheng. thk u so much! muz be v ex. frm 77th street de. i love it so much. thks thks. then door open quick quick book seats. then jing jie was there liao. he was 2nd to wish me happy bday.

hmm. pastor ulf today preached abt healing ministries. the first service was on revelation. it was a good service. then after service le, n20 gathered like usual and celebrate bday time! yea. all feb babies celebrate today with me. sis gillian brought a cake too. then supposingly sophia muz oso celebrate but li ling muz go le, then she send her to mrt stn. so only ron n i celebrate. sang bday song then pray. feeling super gd. and next was my bday speech. hahax. so nervous, 1st time. then somemore rushing to marina for peicai frens to celebrate too. haha. so i say fast fast. and i wan to thank n20 for everything. i was so touched by the big gigantic card u all made. thks to gui sheng. its my biggest ever bday card received. thks guys. oso wan to thk u all for the zinc bag u bought. it was nice! i love it! thk God for putting me in n20. i feel so blessed to have all n20 members as my bro & sis in christ, nt jus tat, and oso my best frens. thk u. reeli thks a million. ron received his present oso. was a t-shirt. the shirt was nice! then invited the whole n20 down to marina south for steamboat dinner.

we quickly rush there. then join wif all my peicai frens. so heart warming. seeing them was so exciting. thks u all for coming. sry that i was late. lucky thing i ask u all to start first. then after ward, alot peicai ppl need go home le. then is n20 time to eat dinner. haha. super hungry rite? lol. all my peicai frens dunno y. all left us behind. all neva come tok to us. then go other place walk walk. but nvm la, gt n20 is a blessing liao. reeli enjoyed v much. hope u guys too! thk u all for all the presents, blessing, greetings, and for coming. reeli thks. psl, i miss u. my frens, i like u. n20, i love u with all my heart.

may we all n20 grow more spiritual and rise up in christ even more. may our relaionship each day grow stronger n stronger. may all my bro n sis in christ stay happy owaes. Shine for Jesus, be a history maker! cheers on n20! =)

working days

hi, have been working for these 2 days le. so far, so good. jus love my office. people there treat me very good. and oso very honoured to meet the founder of 77th street there. she's from city harvest church toO! yea. haha. working there was simply great.

countdown to 2 more days to my birthday. so xcited. looking forward towards the dinner. reeli do hope all u all are able to make it. its long since we last all gather. =) smile with me. hope everyone enjoy themselves tat day. i dun wan any weird feelings or wad. jus mix ard n interact. heehee. mm, cya u guys there! =)

psl investiture 2006

today went back school with weini & abraham (chuen shoon). was so proud of their great work and performance. seeing them growing up under our hands, brings back the memories of the past, where we all used to play together, eat together, talk together, sing together, laugh together, even sleep together. all memories jus started to fall upon us.

it was so amazing to see them growing so maturely in PSL. looking at the PSLs going up the stage to receive their identity; the PSL badge, was so touching. the sense of satisfaction. bringing them up was truly tough, but it was all worth it.

the sacrifices we made was worth it. still remember when they are still in lower sec, when training under us in aloha, and now, time reeli flies. the slideshow was heart-melting. our theme song, if we hold on together.

PSL, dun give up. shine for PSL. make us proud. you guys can do it! jus believe. you are the light of the darkness. PSL, i salute you! =)

fun day with wendy

today woke up late. meet wendy go out today. so fun. suppose to meet her at 0330pm. she delayed till 0430pm. first tym waiting for her till 1hr sehz. lol. it was fun. went to plaza singapura to service my samsung fone. so embarrassing! lol. then shop ard ps, then walked to orchard. have fun on the way. went to look for pearly in centrepoint. wanted to gave her suprise. but tootpid she, spoil the whole suprise. wendy still say want buy cake. siao. lol. then we was like playing over there. haha. took fotos blah blah blah. then soon after we went off le. continue our shopping n walking. joking all the way n we oso shared many things. personal, friends and everything. we jus shared. wad a honour to have such a great fren like her. wendy, thank you for being my fren.

we went heeren, shop. then walked to cineleisure. saw wen jun n joyce. haha, was tinkin they stead. but no, jus having dinner 2gether. suprised. lol. then went over to ngee ann city the water fountain there to seat down. talk alot personal stuffs, half way munching the snacks we bought in old chang kee. then took stupid fotos. fun was the only word to describe.

then walked all the way to ck tang. go find wei ni. she very auntie. reeli auntie. wait for her to knocked off. then went to far east to buy something to eat. cor pearly to join. but she LAZY to walked here. so no choice lo. i, wei ni n wendy took cab home. have fun today. i gt a great laugh together. thks wendy! hugs.

lonely valentine day

valentine day, aint suppose to celebrate tis special day wif ur loved ones? not everyone does rite? im the gd example, hahax, wasting the whole valentine day in SERANGOON. lol. nah, i dun have a valentine. so slacking ard and wishing the tym the pass quickly.

went back to sch today wif pearly to pay sch fees. and im suppose to take back my dnt folio. reach sch le, we sat at the canteen. waiting for our frens to come. first automatically, jun hao came. tok for a while, then the 5As came. hahax. all we noe de. then after tat.. i guess nobody liao bahx. then we was like sweating like hell and the canteen is so stuffy and noisy. we walked towards the student hub and saw our gd frens inside. jacob, jun boon and ben etc.. tok for a while. they very di siao. anyway, we afterwards walked to the foyer. saw ning ying, karen n wei leong. thks karen for the cookies! till nw haven open up n eat yet u noe. bu she de open. lol.

then another hi n bye. then walked back to student hub. they are having the friendship day carnival. selling valentines day gifts and oso friendship gifts. i n pearly bought 5 flowers at a discounted price. cos we super senior ma. lol. but still very ex. the tootpid wan ying, die die oso wan bargain wif us. lol.

the flowers we gave to ms shim, ms lee, ms daphne lim, ms kodi and ms toh. all were suprised to receive the flower. they were happy too. hahax.

first tym giving valentines gift to teachers. haha. hais. anyway, so glad to come back to see our favourite teachers and frens. miss ya so much.

we helped the psls to do the banner all tis. all the best to ur BIG investiture! looking forward to that day! lol. mm, then after that, pearly n i went to central mac to have lunch cum dinner. so hungry. then saw nicholas and jacob sat down 2gether and tok.

then everyone go home le, i and pearly went to the house of tibits. so long neva go dere le. have 'fun' inside. lol. then go home le lo. cant imagine i spent the whole valentines day wif pearly tis yr. hahax. but we have fun. lol.

saturday service

hi, i first start on saturday service. i was at home. supposingly meeting charis at 0330pm. but in the end, sms her say i will be jus in time for service. so dun wait for me. sry to leave u alone.

took cab. damn ex. dunno uncle gt trick me by going to longer route not. musician side same place as cny service. reached there, saw sophia n her "bro". so glad to see sophia back to the house of God again. reeli very happy. so long dint see her le. but today cell grp v little ppl came. shu yan was nt allowed to come, chun shu n sheng long busy with sch carnival, derek's sick, and so on. n20 lotsa ppl sick. dunno y. gonna pray for n20. then after service, celebrate sophia's belated birthday. haha.

then after the short gathering, sophia, her "bro", carol, gui sheng went off le. leaving the few of us eating dinner. i and ron manage to escape from the crowd quickly and book seats in food court. dinner was quiet but nice. playing n fellowshipping more after eating.

and on our way walkin to the mrt station, the tootpid ron n rickson scare me in the toilet. gt a great shock. wad the.. haha. nvm la, they happy, everybody happy, i oso happy lo. haha. then go home le.

today, sunday 12 feb 06. was a long day. time seems to pass very slowly. slept till 3 something then wake up. lotsa ppl sms me half way. askin me to go out. meetin out n such. sry guys. unable to join u all. shu yan leaving today le. how sad. i will miss ya! dun forget us! ya, everything was like so slow. tmr going for a job interview le. still not sure whether i wan to work a not. mm, dunno la. lets jus see.

still counting time...

results taking

o level results out today. there's some xcited and some nervous. well, im more to the xcited side then i was a little nervous when all the peer pressure came in.. hahax. and finally i gt the results. i was disappointed in my results. coz i noe i can do beta than this. althought my L1R4 all pass, but the aggregate was very high. it was 29! omg. how high can tat be. i was sad. coz all my subjects pass woth c5 and c6 de. so total very high. hais.

well, i really thank God that i pass my O levels. and 1st time in history, i pass my MATHS. lol. ya, rodney sim, the F9 for maths all the way until o level improve by 3 grades. im truly thank God. Praise the Lord! i oso thank God for improvement in my studies. i passed those subjects tat i normally fail. hallelujah.

anyway, im eligible to apply many poly courses. i was given quite alot of choices. so reeli thank God. now i want to reeli build up my port folio le, to get into design course. so now i gt to pray for approval of my course. heeheex. these few days gonna chiong all the way le.

my cell grp leader recommended me a job. hallelujah. jus in tym when i gt no money le. hahax. time to work again. tis tym the place is very near my house, so is good. well, going for interview tis monday. heeheex.

mm, today after results taking, went home le. eat my kunch coz i super hungry. then quickly prepare and go j8 meet my cell grp frens. we going to shu yan's house for a short of farewell thingy. coz she flying off to australia for further studies le. so we gonna miss her. then after that went to beside the kopitiam to eat dinner. fun but tired. i am VERY TIRED. totally exhausted, no strength, liveless. coz, i stay up overnight; the whole night jus to finish the farewell video for shu yan. how wei da and sweet rite. hahax. jus kidding. so while everyone was fellowshipping, i was staying at the other corner, resting and sleeping. hahax. sry guys, i was damn tired! =( some ppl tot i was sad. hahax. and worst still, i gt bullied by my frens. hahax. no la, jus a stupid IQ trick on me. then i was like a fool. hahax. nvm, im happy as long as my frens are happy. seeing them smiles is everything to me.

mm, well 0231am le. still not sleeping? hais. dunno lei. trying to get some sleep. kk le, gd nites guys! =)

God is always there for us.

hi all, im getting closer and closer as in relationship with my cell group brothers and sisters. they are like part of my life. reeli glad to meet them in church. thank God for bringing us all 2gether. tis is a period of chinese lunar new year. people are celebrating everywhere. scited abt the wonderful tasty goodies and ang baos. lol. on sunday, 5 feb 06, we have tis special n20 lunar new year reunion steamboat dinner cum cell group. it was fantastic. and we brought new fren, and that is... Jacob. yeah! praise God for bringing him here. cos on that early morning. i and ron were actually suppose to meet him in peya lebar mrt stn to go for the 10am church service. cos is Delirious? last day here in singapore. oww.. how sad. how i wish every service Delirious? is here with us. but.. he overslept! and there he missed the fantastic service. so i and ron went w/o him.

Delirious? songs really rocks the whole church. super duper gd. sunday service is even more "lively" than the saturday service. jumping to the beats, singing with the lyrics, the prescene of God is there. fresh anointing came upon. a electric guitarist came down of the stage n play his guitar right in front of a pastor i tink. anointing came. the man fell down to his knees. i was amazed! an eye opening for me. it was like a miracle tat i can wake up soo early in the morning. haha, cos normally i cant. i kept my word, charis. i told u b4 im going for both services because of Delirious? rite. haha, i did it. lol.

then after service, there was still 5hrs to go to cell group starts. so we were planning to watch movie. actually wanted to watch I Not Stupid Too de. but it was sold out. so, we watched Fun With Dick & Jane. funny it is. hilarious. then jio charis, jacob, calvin & gui sheng (hope to spell ur name correctly =P).

anyway, back to the main topic. the reunion dinner. ya, reeli thank God for bringing Jacob and joined us for cell group. it was amazing. we had cell grp first then games then reunion dinner. games were fun & funny. haha. our group win! champions are we. lol. anyway, after games was the dinner. yum yum, shark fin soup, abalone soup. yum yum. heeheex. it was like a big family. the warmth. the closeness. reeli missed the times we had together. took lotsa fotos. nice. wad a wonderful memory.

ya. tats all for cell grp. so fast going to take results le. super fast. time reeli flies super fast. can say im getting my results today! its already 0114am! and y am i still not asleep?! haha. nvm. bloggin here. well. jus nw gt combined cell grp wif w332. could actually feel the prescene of God. God sure moves me. actually during worship n praying. i was kinda distracted. coz of the little worried for the o level results taking the next day. then, sis gillian could feel that someone was kinda distracted too, some hearts were not reeli open. then sis joe, was praying in tongues. speaking the words of God then say let God take away all our worries and pains and wadeva we are distracted off. then suddenly i knew something happen. my worries were ALL GONE! i feel very "lightened" is like i reeli not distracted anymore. im touched by it. and i could fully concentrate on God more. more focus. I thank God for that. Praise God! =)

God is always there for us. then n20 prayed for all O levelers taking results tmr. thank you all. there is a total of 5 ppl includin me getting results tmr. well, feel quite excited. coz i noe wadeva the results are. it is God planned for us. coz there is always something great that He planned for us next. and i noe God is always by my side even collecting my results. He is always there for me. im gonna trust Him, the Almighty One. Amen.

a new year, a new beginning, a new chapter of life

so sry guys, its been a loooonngg tym since i last blog. a new year, a new beginning, a new chapter of life. time reeli flies. i should start my first blog in the year 2006 with a happy occasion. ok, well after so many days of working, i finally quit and stay at home and rest. its been a long tym i last took a good rest. working is no good. i prefer studying in school.

i reeli miss my PSLs alot. they are jus simply great. their smiles, laughter and everything have become part of my life. without them, there would not be the present of me. seeing them grow up n matured in PSL gives me the satisfaction and blah blah blah. its jus great. dunno how to say in words. came back to school and visit them a couple of times. when we go back. we are as if treated like idols. hahax. they see u, they are like "Hello! Hey!" the xcitment in them. they are jus cute, lovable and nice to be with. we are jus like a big brother or sister to them. ai ya, we are a big family.

church services are getting more n more fun. the prescene of God is getting stronger and stronger. new songs were sang. fresh anointing come upon the musicians, pastors, choir, in fact the whole church. new visions and dreams are seen in us. cell group is multiplying. more and more new frens are joining us. i thank God for that. indeed, i have learned alot in christian life. life is different from the past of me (before i was saved). i made many new frens in the cell grp. frens in cell grp are different from frens of the outside like sch, blah blah blah. frens in cell grp are more reliable, trustworthy, loyal, caring, friendly, sociable and many gd pts than the frens i made in sch n outside. sometimes, when u are down or need someone to be there for you, sch frens sometimes dun even care. worst still they backstabbed you or betrayed you. these "frens" sometimes say bad things of you behind your back. but frens in cell grp wont. they WILL NOT do this kind of things. we never quarrel or fight. Jesus will owaes be there for me whenever i need someone to be by my side. He is owaes there to comfort me. He is my encourager whenever i was discourage or feel lousy. He is my comforter whenever i was down or feel moody. Jesus, i thank you for always been there for me. You are always my ABBA Father. I love You. i feel after i was saved, my character has improved and changed to be a better person. I no longer speak vuglarities and lose my temper easily compared to the past of me. I am still improving. Jesus will always be my friend. A friend always.

monday blues

hais, today cannot wake up sia. yesterday or maybe i shld say today morning 5am like tat then sleep. sianz lo. nowadays dunno y cannot go sleep. everytime tis hr then sleep. where gt enuff sleep. hais.. now still blogging here, where ppl now already sleeping soundly le. hahax. nvm. wa, today after skool, mie n pearly waited fer karen then duno wait till 3 something still no ppl! then both of us decided to go home le. karen! eu ji zu! pay us back the time! we need the time to sleep lo. so sleepy sia.

(-_-) ZzZzz...

aduris nite fever

hi, first of all, lyk to wish aduris a very happy birthday. went to her birthday party at her huse dere. jus came back. 1 someting in the midnight then reached home. steady sia. hahax. a very grand party. neva been to such a wonderful grand party b4. it was jus fantastic. starting go dere abit weird. but slowly ok la. lotsa sec4 frens went. some graduates were oso invited. very fun i muz say.

foods were equally fantastic! lolx. and the disco thingy rox! everybody was feeling high n 'hot'. kinda excited. lotsa ppl dance to the beat. everyone was enjoyin themselves. i muz say, if eu miz this party, eu really do miss out lotsa fun n excitement. quite a number of 2Ds were dere. tok tok tok. really enjoyable. hope there's more of tis! hahax.

enjoy myself today. sure did the others too. reallie wan to thanks audris fer inviting. reallie. hahax. once again, happi birthday! may god bless eu! =)

stressed

wa.. nw prelim week. very stress sia. muz study. wanna passed well.

went to church today. fun. new frens joined us. yeah! hahax... they are wei leong, wendy n xiu ling. n welcome back, karen! lolx. service very touchin. incredible! healing service. could feel the GOD's presence very strong.

pastor preaching, very interesting.

learn 2 things today.
1) JESUS is a healing JESUS.
2) GOD is a good GOD and devil is a bad devil.

reallie reallie touched by the healin session. the presence of GOD is reallie too powerful. so great... lookin forward to the next service. will try my very best to come.

after tat, eat dinner wif cell grp frens. talk a lot, play alot. nice, hahax.. so enjoyed today. reallie. make new frens. heart-warming feeling. like a big n20 family. hahax..